"Sister, you need to take good care of yourself." Shen Qingling also felt uncomfortable.
He did not support sending Shen Biyu into the palace at the beginning, but no one listened to him.
How is it now? If you are a good person, you will die from it.
But now, what can be said
He looked at his haggard sister and could only look away.
"When the third brother comes back, the family will have someone to rely on. My mother will also have someone to rely on in her later years. My sister-in-law is a kind person." Shen Gengyi smiled.
"My son, you are going to die as a mother! It's my fault. It's my fault. I only care about the wealth of the Tian family and send you here. It's my fault... My son..." Mrs. Liang At this time, he didn't care that he was in the deep palace, crying so hard that he was out of breath.
"Mom, why are you crying like this here? It's uncomfortable to change clothes even if you're like this." Ms. Li advised.
Liang nodded, but still couldn't stop.
Over the years, her husband has passed away, her daughter has been trapped in the palace, and her family blamed her for leaving.
She has a lot of time, so she will naturally regret it. It would be better if her daughter did not enter the palace.
"Why bother saying this, mother? The daughter chose her own way at the beginning, so she has to go her own way. What should she regret?" Shen Gengyi smiled: "It's just that my daughter is unfilial and needs to leave early."
Mrs. Liang cried so hard that she was speechless.
In the end, he could only be led out by Mrs. Li, who was half-supported and half-carried.
In the end, Shen Qingling didn't know what to say, so he just said: "Brother comes to see you again."
In fact, they are not close siblings and have not been together since childhood.
Shen Qingling was taken to Northern Xinjiang when he was a child and grew up there.
And Shen Biyu grew up in the imperial city.
But after all, they are brothers and sisters with the same mother and the same mother. When it comes to parting between life and death, how can it not be painful
Shen Gengyi stopped crying now and just watched.
After all, Shen Qingling couldn't stay for long, so he had no choice but to turn around and leave.
After the Shen family left the palace, Shen changed his clothes and drank some ginseng soup while being served by Ging Guo: "Go and invite the imperial concubine to come, I want to see her."
"Changing clothes..." Bai Guo hesitated. Over the years, the imperial concubine had never wanted to see Shen changing clothes alone.
"I really can't get up, otherwise it's my turn to go. You go and invite me. I'm going to die. My sister will meet me." Shen Gengyi sighed.
Bai Guo's eyes were red: "Don't say this, take good care of yourself, why can't it get better?"
"Why are you trying to coax me? It's a good thing I'm going. You don't have to suffer. I've been so ill in the past few years and I really can't bear it." Shen Gengyi waved his hand.
In the end, Gingguo had no choice but to go.
Shen Chuliu listened to Shen change his clothes and asked to see him, and was silent for a long time.
"Then go take a look." She stood up.
She changed her clothes and went to Qingzhi Pavilion with Zhemei and Yuanxiao.
Chen Baolin also came back and greeted Shen Chuliu hurriedly.
Shen Chuliu waved his hands and entered the room where Shen Changyi was staying without saying a word.
Although she was seriously ill, the place didn't smell bad.
It just smells like medicine. "Sister is here." Shen Gengyi smiled.
Shen Chuliu sat on a chair aside: "What do you want to say when you see me?"
Shen Gengyi smiled: "Sister is still like this and doesn't greet me anymore."
"Now that things have happened, do you want to hear lies? I think it's time for you to grow up." Shen Chuliu said.
"Yeah, I've grown up. I don't want to hear lies." Shen Gengyi coughed a few times: "In the past, I only thought that my sister was lucky. She was rising all the way. Later, when I was in trouble, I thought that my sister was really powerful. I Because of what happened in the past, I hated my sister. But when I was a child, I was envious and dissatisfied. We are all the same legitimate daughters of the Shen family. Why can my sister live so freely without her parents? Obviously... "
"Obviously, I should be pitiful and let you learn from each other, but I am not. That's why you are not convinced." Shen Chuliu answered.
"No, I don't want to challenge my sister, I just... I just wonder, why is my sister always superior to me? Sometimes I think about it too. I also want to be better than my sister." Shen Gengyi said.
"Later, when I grew up, I knew I would have to enter the palace sooner or later. But the emperor's temperament was unclear, and he didn't know what was going on in the harem. Someone had to come in first. Grandma chose you. It was grandma who chose you." Shen Gengyi emphasized.
"I was happy at that time, because in my grandmother's eyes, I was better than you. Or maybe I was more important than you. But, why are you so powerful?"
"Is this what you want to say to me?" Shen Chuliu asked.
"No." Shen Gengyi smiled again: "What I want to say is that in the past, I never thought about it from your perspective. You have no father and no mother. We should treat you more kindly. You have no father and no mother. , I should really respect you and love you."
"When Third Sister was having a bad time in the past, she still had an aunt to rely on, but you had nothing. Your strength is both natural and forced."
"I don't want to lie when I'm about to die. I really don't have much affection for my sister. But I also know that I shouldn't regard my sister as an invulnerable person. I think back then, my family forced my sister to enter the palace. My sister was... It breaks my heart. So, I understand now that my sister can prevent me from entering the palace, but she doesn’t.”
"You would have listened if I stopped you back then?" Shen Chuliu asked calmly.
"No, if you haven't suffered, how do you know what suffering is?" Shen Gengyi said with a smile: "Sister, I have seen too much over the years. I don't have the ability of my sister. Far from it. So no matter what end I end up with, It should be."
"I just want to say that I did a lot of wrong things to my sister, and she didn't show mercy to me. Maybe she doesn't need it, but I still want to say, I'm sorry for her, and I forgive her. I also hope that my sister can forgive me. ”
Shen Chuliu looked at her deeply and said after a long time: "Okay."
After that, she stood up: "We don't owe each other, and we won't have to meet each other in the next life."
"Okay, send it to sister." Shen Gengyi said with a smile.
After leaving Qingzhi Pavilion, Shen Chuliu took a deep breath.
"Master, she..." Zhemei hesitated.
"She understands. She is right, we are not good to each other. They used evil to me, and I retaliated. Now that I think about it, there is no need to worry about right or wrong. Just forgive each other."
"Then Master, please don't feel bad." Zhemei said cautiously, "Everything is important to you."
"I'm not sad, I just have an indescribable feeling." Shen Chuliu held her hand and got up.
In Qingzhi Pavilion, Shen Gengyi looked at Bai Guo: "While I am still energetic, I will share the things with you. Half for you and half for the brocade."
The brocade weaver is now a first-grade embroiderer.
Ging Guo said no, but Shen Changyi insisted.
Although she was only changing clothes, she was a girl from the Shen family after all, so she still had a lot of things. Divided down, the quantity is actually considerable.
There was no shortage of money at home, so she had nothing to worry about.
Only these two girls.
I've been confused all my life, but now that I'm here, I understand it once, which is pretty good.
(End of chapter)