Muyan watched her put on her clothes, then sat down opposite her, sighed and said: "The injury is so serious, why didn't you tell me? If I see me one day later, I'm afraid I won't be able to improve my cultivation from now on."
"And if treated early, it only takes one treatment to heal, but now it takes at least one month of continuous treatment to completely eradicate the root cause of the disease."
Ying Mei bit her lip and said in a hoarse voice after a long while: "During the battle of Tianqing, I failed to protect the little master well, and almost made him doomed."
"So you use this method to punish yourself?" Muyan almost laughed angrily, "Are you stupid or stupid? If Xiaobao knew about it, how sad would it be?"
Yingmei quickly shook her head: "No, I just realized that I am still too weak. I want to become stronger, and I want to be qualified to continue to be the leader of the Xuanzi Department, so that I can protect you, the king, and the little master in the future .”
And she is a weak woman with average talent and a late start. If she wants to be stronger than others, she must put in thousands of times more effort than others.
It is too much luxury for her to recuperate from injuries for a long time.
However, the identity of her woman cannot be known to anyone, nor can the doctor feel her pulse for treatment.
Muyan frowned: "Are you still unwilling to restore your woman's status?"
Yingmei lowered her eyes and didn't answer.
His hands clenched into fists unconsciously.
Muyan sighed: "What about Han Ye? If he knew that you had suffered such a serious injury and suffered every day, but didn't tell him, how sad would it be?"
Ying Mei stared blankly at the ground, before muttering in a low voice: "He deserves better."
"What?" Muyan suspected that she had heard wrong.
Ying Mei raised her head and smiled at her, her smile was indescribably calm and indifferent.
But Muyan inexplicably felt a twinge in her heart, the pain was so painful that she could hardly breathe.
"Han Ye deserves a better woman, not a monster like me who is neither male nor female and has bloody hands."
She couldn't rely on him wholeheartedly, couldn't bear children for him, and couldn't even guarantee that she would stay together forever.
During the battle of Tianqing, Han Ye's heart-piercing cry seemed to be still in his ears.
And she couldn't even promise to put down the sword for him, change her mind from then on, and become his virtuous and virtuous wife.
She is neither a man nor a woman.
Just one, monster.
After Ying Mei finished speaking this short sentence, she got up and knelt down on one knee towards Muyan, kowtowed heavily, before turning and leaving.
Anyway, she had already sworn that she would be loyal to the king and protect the king and young lady for the rest of her life.
Anyway, it started when she chose to disguise herself as a man and became the leader of Xuanbu.
She no longer longed for a life of peace, love and ordinary life.
Thinking so thoroughly, when he turned around, crystal tears still ran across his face.
…
Muyan stared blankly at the burning candles in the room, her expression was in a trance.
The sound coming from the ear goes in from one ear and comes out from the other.
Didn't catch what was said at all.
Finally, the person who spoke couldn't bear it anymore, and grabbed her chin, forcing the two to look at each other.
"Jun Muyan, don't push yourself too far!"
"This lord has promised to let you treat Yingmei for two hours first. Now that the treatment is over, you are still so absent-minded? Is it possible that Mr. Ben's status in your heart is not as good as Yingmei?"
Muyan came back to her senses, seeing the man's gloomy and handsome face, she couldn't help but burst out laughing.