Lu Yu nodded.
Xiao Shangguan smiled and said, "Now you understand the danger of this matter, right?"
"Yes," Lu Yu said with a smile: "Because of this, I became more and more curious. If I can see what is written on it, I have to try it before I know."
Xiao Shangguan gave a wry smile, and then said: "Yes, it seems that everyone wants to try it for themselves. If you don't get hurt, you don't know how to turn back... Sure enough, there are really very few people who can listen to others to persuade you."
Lu Yu smiled softly and declined to comment.
Leading Xiao Ruan towards there, while walking, he... remembered a lot.
Especially, when he took one step, an inexplicable pressure came suddenly, dangerous, deadly, dark, cold, all kinds of energy rushing toward his face, so that Lu Yu could feel it, and he would be injured in the next moment.
At this moment, Lu Yu remembered a lot...
I remember the first time he had a clear impression of his life, it was a corpse.
For others, this is a terrifying thing, but for Lu Yu, it is not like that. This is not to say how cold-blooded and calm he is by nature, but... If he had not seen the beauty of life, Does not understand the fear of death.
The first impression is like when a newborn baby sees his mother for the first time. It has nothing to do with good or evil, and has nothing to do with preferences. It just adds a familiarity from a chaotic stranger who knows nothing.
The first time Lu Yu got acquainted with the world, it was accompanied by a strong smell of blood when he saw corpses everywhere.
He can’t distinguish between good and evil. He doesn’t know beauty and ugliness. He doesn’t understand the boundary between good and unpleasant. It’s just that these things became his first when he consciously understood the world for the first time in his life Familiar with'.
So he always felt that death might be the norm.
He likes this feeling, as if this environment gave birth to his life, so... For the first environment he was familiar with, he thought it was safe.
Even though... Gradually people come and go in life, comrades-in-arms, betrayal, and choices that have to be made, but he has always been alone.
Facing the disappearance of his surroundings, the person he once knew became a corpse. He didn't feel any sadness, but in this environment and the world, he would feel a faint sense of... security.
So even though he was once hailed as a strategist like a'master', planning and executing, and solving all problems alone, he still didn't think there was anything wrong with it, there was nothing wrong with it, and even in a lonely solitude. , He can always find the happiness that belongs to him.
Even though... he almost died, when he was betrayed, fell into the valley, and opened his eyes in a desperate situation, what he felt was not the pain all over his body and the chaos of the brain, but a clear feeling... that he was still alive, And I am really grateful for this.
So when he saw the Gujiang Great Array, he was not surprised, but was curious and admired, but he came into contact with the wonder of the world that he didn't know. Maybe because of this, he got it, got this cold, but to him like a relative's "partner".
Gujiang Hanxing, that was the name he gave it, and just as it could cut through all obstacles cleanly, Lu Yu could also solve all the troubles cleanly.
Dao is his lover, lonely, his lover, bloody, his mother, a chaotic icy cold, his family.
He didn't complain about this, nor did he feel uncomfortable, but just lived as simple as that, without thinking about something, because there was no way to distinguish, thinking about things, it was just chaos.
Even after so many years, so much experience, so much contact, in his heart, it is still as cold as blood trapped in a black mist.
Until... a ray of light appeared, even if it only looked bright, there was the same dark light behind the ground, even if the light was about to turn into a black thick torrent and drown him completely, he didn’t know why, that’s it. He rushed forward without hesitation, and grabbed it greedily!
It's like seeing the only piece of land on the vast ocean.
What's on it? Who will manage.
So even if the only gleam of light finally turned into a dagger and pierced into his chest, he didn't feel sad at all. He was just a little regretful. He always felt that he might not have done enough. He still has the qualifications to have that. Kind of bright.
In the words of the old battalion commander of Heishuiying, Lu Yu is inferior.
Even if he behaves as if the sun is shining on the whole world at the same time, but in his heart he is just an ignorant child who is struggling in blood and opening his eyes and looking at the whole world ignorantly. He thinks he is not worthy of being born. Those bright lights.
So he felt that he was a devil, because where the devil lived, there was no such light.
Until I came to this world.
Lu Yu didn't know whether it was the reincarnation of death, or was brought by some inexplicable power, and he didn't know, and he didn't want to go into it, because he never thought about going back.
Why does he... do so many things
People who walked around, never cried out bitter, cried out tired
Because of the light.
Those things that he had never qualified to have, but appeared in his life constantly, illuminating his whole life.
The ones that came came, the ones that went away, the ones that were missed, and the ones that would never be seen again after all, but everyone left one in his life.
No longer... lonely.
Gujiang Hanxing is no longer a cold knife, it has temperature, Lu Yu's body temperature, and the accumulation of various flames, it has become a hot knife.
Lu Yu was no longer driving alone on the river. He could only see a touch of distant and cold stars... that child.
Once there were only dead people around him, only corpses, and the rest were extravagant hopes.
But now, as long as he stretches out his hand, he can hold the piece of softness, hold it tightly in his hand, stroke it back and forth, feel the pulsation of every blood vessel, the ups and downs of every vein... That makes him feel life, Other people's, and their own.
After all... In the midst of death, there will be no living person, even if his heart is beating and his eyes are floating.
Only in those bright lights could Lu Yu really be alive.
For this, for these...
Lu Yu felt that he had no regrets even though he died.
Just like now, he opened his mouth slightly, and a mouthful of blood spurted out, but he was still smiling, and pulled Xiao Ruan behind him, raised his head, and looked at the piece contemptuously. I don’t know how many years no one has seen it. On the panel, those words seem to be very powerful.
"It turns out, but that's it."
As Lu Yu said, he reached out and clicked on one of the tasks above.
"Just take this and write well."