The Grand Master

Chapter 1795: Maturity always comes too late, because there is no one or anything that can wait for you

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The corner of God King's eyes twitched twice immediately.

Then hurriedly said: "I have never had such thoughts!"

The island owner snorted coldly and said, "Then why do you keep this thing?"

"I... I... If I don't keep it, how can you believe that I have killed her?!"

The King of God panicked without choosing his way, and shouted directly.

But as soon as he finished speaking, he was shocked suddenly, and then directly covered his mouth.

The island owner frowned and said, "What do you... What do you mean?"

The King of God hurriedly stepped back two steps, and then... tremblingly said: "I... I don't mean anything, I really don't mean anything."

Lu Yu sneered beside him, why did he talk so much? It is for this moment to make them panic, and when they are in a mess, it is easy to show their feet.

He whispered: "It doesn't mean anything? So what are you panicking? Do you think... What we want you to do, we have to wait for you to make a mistake, and then grab your evidence? In fact, you know it. No, as long as we doubt it, you will lose, and you can only explain it honestly, right? Blame... You can only blame your own mouth... At the critical moment, I can’t control it, so let’s just talk about it now. , Better than we force you to say."

The god king looked at Lu Yu angrily. He finally understood why the island owner brought Lu Yu over and why he would indulge him in that way. It turns out... He was the island owner's helper, and he came to investigate the events of the year!

Taking a deep breath, then spit it out slowly, he gritted his teeth severely, and then said: "Okay! I say!"

Desperate? Still give up completely

It's not good.

In short, he is finally going to talk.

"I didn't hurt her by accident!"

"What do you mean?" The island owner was taken aback for a moment, some of them didn't understand.

The King of God said: "I just wanted to kill her! So I set a trap, led her to the bait, and... Then killed her directly! Yes, I just want to kill her, I must kill her, if I don't kill her ,me… "

As he said, the tears in his eyes were shaking, as if they could fall at any time.

It looks even a little broken.

The island owner was shocked and asked: "Why?"

The King of God smiled bitterly, and then said miserably: "Who is she? My elder, my uncle, your wife, my family, all the time, she will always be there, waiting for me to go home after I mess around outside. Then he said that I was too stubborn, that I should practice harder, and punished me by making me stand fine on the practice field, but then sent me food and drink in the middle of the night, telling some stories about her, and about their family. Tell me that as a man you must be strong, tell me that I will protect this family in the future... She is not only a part of your life, but also mine! Her betrayal, not only betrayed you, but also... betrayed me For you, it’s just a loss of a woman, but for me? It’s a longing, a loss of innocence, a... a mother. I have lost more, so I am even more Anger... This is not your own business originally, you are too selfish, uncle, you are always so selfish, you never understand how important a family is, and what are the bonds between the people in a family Yes, I like her, not the kind of... wanting to completely possess her, but the kind of wanting to keep her in this family forever and always be the most beautiful haven. I like this feeling , Countless times I was fortunate that you have such a great ability to marry her back home... But what about you? Yes, I also hate you! So I hide from you, and I don't want to see you for the rest of my life! What kind of waste is it, how disappointing? The most beautiful thing of ours, just like that... Abandoned it? So I retaliated, I went to kill her, so I avoided you, I hope I won’t see you again for the rest of my life You. But... But... But, after killing, I also feel bad, and I regret it too. I don’t know whether to endure her betrayal or see her death, which one will hurt more, I don’t know, I also want to No. I only know that I want to do something, even if I do something, it will make myself more painful! So I left her personal serial accessories, which is easy to store and take good care of. Every once in a while, I will Take it out, wipe it clean, and put it back carefully... I don't know what I did this for, I just want to do it... "

The more he said, the more his expression collapsed, and finally he shouted loudly: "So... are you satisfied now? I said it all, are you satisfied?!"

The island owner was stunned.

To be honest, he thought he was the only victim of this incident.

Yes, the only one.

Except for himself, no one has been hurt in this matter, and no one can understand the pain.

But now he knows.

original…

The only family you can trust... Why is the only family you can trust forever? Because often, they will share your common pain.

Taking a deep breath, the island owner said bitterly: "These words... Why didn't you say it earlier?"

"I said, I don't want to see you!"

"How many years have passed... why... can't you let go?"

"Let it go? Ha!" The King of God smiled sadly, and then asked loudly, "You let me let it go? How did you let it go? What you have done over the years, there are many things drifting into my ears, you change Now, you who used to be in the heavens without giving a thumbs up, have changed! We don’t even know you when you’ve changed, and you’re afraid that you don’t know yourself anymore. Then you come and tell me today, let me Put it down? Are you... What are you kidding?!"

"I… "

The corner of the island owner's eyes twitched a few times in pain, but in the end he didn't know what he should say, so he could only sigh for a long time, put his hand down, and lowered his head.

Yes, I really didn't let go.

How could it... be able to let it go

The best part in the world was lost by him.

Then the most worthy of his love in the world was lost by him.

Lu Yu looked at the two, left and right.

Then turned his head to look at Xiao Ruan, and sighed: "So... I always say that murder is not a last resort, you must not do it. Once you do it, there is no room for recovery. The idea at the time, In fact, it may not be the same as the future. At the beginning, you thought you could not tolerate things at all. Maybe in the future, you will not only be able to bear it, but also... Hey, what is the so-called maturity? Hehe, it is true. Really know what you want, and work hard for this goal. For example, a woman, in the end... Do you want a woman's loyalty to you? Or do you want to keep that goodness with you? And What's the point of the former? Is it something that can really be happy? Or... The latter? Even in the face of betrayal, the first thing you think about is also the desire to keep the other side by your side, thinking of forgiveness, thinking of fighting for... If you succeed, wait until the time has passed, you are old, and before sitting around the fire, when looking back at that period of time... Is it just a relaxed ridicule at your immaturity, and thank you for your mature victory. If you don’t do it... Is there only that... powerless regret in your life? I have not seen many stories. Among them is a black steed, an ambitious young man who left his childhood sweetheart and went to the field to work hard. I came back after a bit of accomplishment, but found that my former lover was deceived and deceived by a bad boy, and was pregnant with other children, but the bad boy ran away, leaving her alone with her grandma. Grandma persuades him, forgive her, Will treat you better, you will be happier in the future, and with one more child, the child is innocent and beautiful. The angry and immature he naturally chooses to run away in anger, giving up this once he thought it was beautiful, but Betrayed everything about him..."

Lu Yu spoke slowly.

Although the sound is not loud, it is enough for everyone to hear.

Everyone also became quiet, including the god king and the island owner, who listened quietly, ripples and waves in their hearts.

"After many years, many years have passed. The young wanderer grinds and grows in the bustling world, finally let go of his anger and become wise and calm. He has returned to his hometown, and his grandmother has already passed away. He lost the opportunity to fulfill his filial piety. The woman he once cherished and hated the most, has been married as a woman, married to a drunkard, a man who failed extremely, and beat and scolded his wife and daughter. The previous child was born, When she grew up, she became an innocent and lovely, but very poor little girl. Too many experiences and encounters made her mature beyond her age. She was supposed to be immature and innocent, but she brought the vicissitudes of life that belonged only to the sad. I stayed there for a few days, watching her former lover’s virtuous grievance and fate desperately maintaining the home that cannot be called home, because that is the only tattered thing she has. And the little girl, when he is about to leave When I was, I couldn’t help asking, are you my father? If so, how good would it be..."

Taking a deep breath, Lu Yu said in an indifferent but soft voice: "Yes, if it is... how good would it be? Young and angry people can't accept the old people's years of tempering. Wisdom and maturity. But one day you will become mature. The first thing you look down on, and what you hate first, is not anyone else, but just... the immature self once, the mind that was blindly occupied by anger, was driven by will. Body. Yeah... If you were the father of that little girl, how good would it be? Is your biological father... really that important? If you have one chance, you can become like this. With many years of opportunity, you can become That way. But until you mature, you finally mature, and finally take it easy... Everything in this world... How can there be such idle time to wait for you?"

After that, Lu Yu raised his head, glanced at the King of God, then at the island owner, and then said, "When will you... When will you... be more mature?"