His hands were covered in blood, not props, but real wounds. Those sharp stabbing pains were silently reminding Renly that this was reality, and the slippery and sticky blood could even be felt on his fingertips, making his fingertips stick with him. The touch of the drumsticks became wonderful; but the brain was awake as never before, there was no struggle, no pain, and no daze, everything became clear.
It's as if... as if he could capture the trajectory of the dust dancing under the light, even the trivial sound of the air moving in the eardrums like a drizzle and a gurgling stream, and the pupils seem to be able to catch the light flowing. The trajectory was not missed at all, and the entire photography team had a panoramic view of the scene.
The entire process of the performance just now played back in my mind again, just like a slideshow, those pains, those attachments, those concentration, those sufferings and those... breakthroughs, everything was presented in detail, even those imprisoned in the Fetters and struggles in cages are no exception.
God, he loves acting so madly.
A melody began to flow in the back of his mind, over and over again, over and over again, he couldn't help but think of the years when he was crazy about drama.
"Buried alive", he trapped himself in the coffin for eight hours, and even a fragment appeared during the filming, completely blurring the line between reality and fantasy, as if experiencing the pain and suffering of death again, and This time, I still watched myself being buried alive, the torture that went deep into the bone marrow and tore the soul, even now I can't help but shudder in retrospect.
In "Fast and Furious 5", he and Vin Diesel fought for their lives with real swords, and the fist-to-meat fight could even smell the blood so clearly that both of them were red-eyed. They were fighting with selflessness. If there was a slight error, then he and Diesel might not be what they are now, and maybe they will lose a certain part of their bodies before they can stop.
"The cancer-fighting me", he was immersed in the torment of illness, and in a trance, he returned to the hospital bed of the previous life again, trapping himself firmly in a place the size of a palm, and almost gave up his life. His persistence even triggered a painful reaction in his body, truly experiencing the pain of chemotherapy, struggling weakly and desperately above the line of death, with no hope in sight.
"Gravity" confuses the difference between reality and memory, and when he returns to Chu Jiashu's body, even Heather's memory is entangled like a nightmare, unable to get rid of it. At a certain moment, he almost thought that "Renly-Hall"'s life is a dream, and everything has never changed. When he opens his eyes again, everything returns to the cruel reality of high paraplegia.
And "War in the Pacific," and "Love Crazy," and "Transcendence," and "Drunken Country Ballads," and... Now filming, "Crackling Drummer," and once, again, he always puts himself Pushing to the edge of the cliff, dancing wildly on the tip of the knife, struggling on the high-altitude rope, the boundary between fantasy and reality is always looming, and then I fall into the panic and confusion of schizophrenia, unable to extricate myself, and even more unable to escape.
He released all his life energy into the performance, like a moth to a flame.
"You light up my life like Bullets pierce my heart; the pieces that belonged to you are left in my body; what's more crazy is that I love deeply, those bruised holes, those bruised holes ."
The melody gurgled deep in his mind like clear spring water. He couldn't help but closed his eyes and hummed softly. He still seemed to be able to feel Andrew's drumbeats in his ears. , those words from the depths of the soul blurted out like this.
Every performance is like being shot. The powerful collision and explosion left Renly with scars all over his body, but the intense and hot sparks lit up his life and radiated a thousand rays of light. Those left behind in the blood and muscles The fragments of the bullet in the pierce were aching all the time.
But the craziest and craziest thing, he never tires of it, indulges in it.
Perhaps, he is indeed a lunatic, wantonly and flamboyantly releasing all his energy in front of the camera, and then looking at the countless wounds left on his body, looking at the bright red blood flowing, and feeling the pain and bitterness, but he rejoices in it, because he is so real and so exactly alive.
alive. rather than survive.
If Wan Jian through the heart can exchange for a vigorous ode to life, he will nod his head without hesitation. Rather than being trapped in a cage and surviving for a lifetime, it is better to exist in a moment of radiance.
So, he opened his arms, embraced those pains and torments, and faced those struggles and entanglements. Even if he did it all over again, he would still not regret it: he would still put himself in the coffin for eight hours, he would still fight for his life with Diesel, he would still go up and down in chemotherapy, he would still Practice the drums to the point of becoming obsessed.
If that's the definition of a lunatic, then, yes, he's a lunatic.
"I need to know that your heart breaks for me, the truth is that I'm stuck in it all the time, hurt just to find boundaries, and it bothers me. I need to know that I left a wound, and I wonder if you're finally free, if you Still kiss me like you once kissed me, are you still guarding my secret?"
He gave his life to the performance, and the performance gave back the colorful colors, and they were entangled like fate. Perhaps, he is destined to become an actor, he is destined to shine in the world of performance, and he is destined to live on that stage.
"I always speak my mind, and it causes endless trouble."
He is always too honest, too straightforward, and too devoted. In the world of performance, he never seems to have any turns and discounts, which has caused countless troubles; but it is precisely this calmness that has made him step by step to today. , he has achieved what he is now, and he will not regret nor need to regret it.
"You light up my life like a bullet pierced through the heart; the pieces that belonged to you are left in my body, and what's even more crazy is that I love deeply, those bruised holes, those bruised holes."
The smile at the corner of his mouth could not help but rise slightly, just like what Heather said, "When the music is flowing, I will realize that there are some things that darkness can't take away from me after all"; and When the performance is flowing in his blood, he will also deeply feel that there are some things that pain and torture cannot take away from him after all.
In a way, he and Heather are both lunatics, Heather released all her life energy for her dream, and finally put the weight of her dream on Renly's shoulders; now, Renly is burdened with The dream belonging to the two of them, to move on, just like the agreement in the song "The Beast".
This is their secret.
The turbulent melody and lyrics in my mind sound like lovers hurting each other without any regrets, but after chewing it carefully, is it not a bitter entanglement between dreams and reality
In real life, how many people have dreams? How many people can realize their dreams? How many people can hold on to their dreams? The cruelty and coldness of reality is everywhere, from "Drunken Country Ballad" to "Boom Drummer", from Heather to Renly, everything confirms this, but in the end, even if it's just "had a dream", life will also be different.
Although Renly had just finished an extremely difficult and extremely torturous performance, Renly's physical strength and energy had reached a delicate critical point. Irreplaceable, for the first time since the Pacific War, Renly felt an unprecedented ease and comfort.
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Inadvertently, he finally pierced that layer of window paper again, bruised, staggered, and covered in blood, he pushed open the door to a whole new world, and then peeped into a higher-level acting world. No language can accurately express.
The muscles in the body were slightly sore and tired, but Renly didn't want to rest at all. More understanding, just simply want to immerse in it and wander freely.
The beauty of this moment makes those pains and tortures beautiful and beautiful.
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There was still no sound in the Alice-Tully Hall. Damien seemed to have completely forgotten that this was a filming. He just stood there in a daze, staring at the stage, those performances, those performances. , those emotions, those breakthroughs, once again awakened those high school memories in his mind, but now, he himself can't tell clearly whether he hates the teacher who is the prototype of Fletcher, or is... grateful.
But in the end, Damien came back to his senses. He coughed a little embarrassingly to hide his panic, and then stammered, "...Kaka! Kaka!" Then he paused again, "This scene, uh... I mean, it's a great scene, but... but we still need to shoot."
In fact, these words were completely unconscious. Even Damien himself didn't know what he was talking about, but after he said it, he fully reacted, and his cheeks couldn't help but get a little hot—
In this scene just now, the performances of Renly and Simmons were absolutely top-notch. Although all eyes were still on Renly, no one could compare to the dazzling and powerful aura; but Simmons still clenched his teeth. Jaeger, who gave a no-frills performance, completely interpreted the positional changes of Andrew and Fletcher.
Now, both actors are looking a little exhausted. But Damien asked for additional shots, is this too much
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