vomit.
The whole stomach turned upside down, as if to vomit out all the food left in the past few days, but the pool in front of him was empty with nothing but a little sour water. However, the retching movement still could not be stopped, as if a fist was stuffed deep in the throat, blocking all breathing and sounds, but in the end, even the tears had completely disappeared, and only the eyes were left. scalding hot.
retching.
He just stood in front of the sink in the bathroom, retching uncontrollably, until his internal organs seemed to have been completely emptied, and the entire abdominal cavity was empty and could not find a single thing or weight. Then he stopped, and then covered his body. His strength seemed to have been directly taken away, and the pain in his waist and thighs was amplified little by little. It seemed that he didn't even have the strength to stand up. The only thought in his mind now was to let go.
Many times, giving up makes things easier.
Renly pressed his back against the wall, barely supporting his body. His wet hair fell down, wet and cold, and his body could hardly stop shaking, so embarrassed.
I slowly closed my eyes, and for a moment, the surging darkness like a tide made my limbs relax, my nerves were still tense to the extreme, but I quietly found a gap for a moment of relaxation, my breathing came back, but only Feeling the turbid and heavy air, the lungs are like needles.
If you give up, things seem to be over; but through the apparent ease, you can see that there is a gray of despair and pain behind the giving up, just self-numbness, like walking dead. Therefore, he will not give up! He refuses to give up! He will never disarm easily.
Involuntarily, the urge to retching came up again, but at this time there was nothing to vomit, and the whole throat was so hot that it hurt.
Life was never so easy, but he was never so easy to beat.
Standing upright again, he moved his footsteps to the sink. Standing there, Ren Li carefully looked at himself in the mirror. Those embarrassed traces could still be found in the corners, sticking to his forehead. And the broken hair on the temples looked like they had just been fished out of the water; but he knew that he could be strong, and it was far from the end of the world, let alone the end, after the burning. He will not surrender until the last drop of blood!
He lowered his head and splashed his face with cold tap water to calm his eyes and face a little, and his chaotic and hot brain also cooled down a little; he straightened his spine, opened his chest, straightened his knees, his slightly sore and stiff waist re-stabilized and drifted. The uncertain center of gravity stabilized again.
He raised his head and stared at the pair of eyes in the mirror. The scattered focus slowly gathered, and he regained his usual calm and self-control.
Now that the storm has come, let them see who can have the last laugh and who can persist until the last moment!
With a long, long breath, Renly turned around and appeared in front of the crew again.
He walked in the direction of the hypercube with steady footsteps, and if there were no sights projected on both sides, Renly did not evade, not only did he not, but he took the initiative to turn his head to meet those sights, and the dignified posture made the other party not help but be stunned. For a moment, he didn't know how to respond.
Renly's footsteps came to Christopher's side again, "How about this scene just now? Do you need to change the camera angle and shoot it again?"
"The Guard is Here"
Christopher obviously hasn't recovered yet, "Uh... uh... No, of course not! All the angles are in place, it's perfect, all is well, no, it should be very good! We can move on to the next game now. The filming of the movie is over." He subconsciously confided all his thoughts, and after he finished speaking, he came to his senses, stunned slightly, and asked hesitantly, "Renly, are you sure you're all right?"
This is the second time: the same greeting.
As soon as the words were asked, Christopher explained awkwardly, "I mean, we can take a day or two off... No no, it's a period of time, and when everything settles down, we'll start shooting again, I Think, the crew can wait for a while."
Christopher has never been a eloquent person, but behind those simple and simple words, he can really feel the warm care.
Ren Li showed a shallow smile. Although there was still a lingering tiredness in the smile, and the exhaustion of physical strength and energy could be felt, at least the heavy feeling was disappearing, and the corners of his mouth finally rose, "No need. Worry, Chris, if I'm not in good shape, I'll let you know. I don't want to give myself a bad performance, that's irresponsible to the whole crew."
Then, Renly added, "What's more, Paul himself is like this." Paul, in the "Interstellar" crew, is like a taboo word, no one dares to mention it, lest he accidentally step on a landmine; but Now Ren Li took the initiative to mention it, and the explosion and catharsis just now made the burden on his shoulders a little lighter.
Inadvertently, Renly remembered when Paul went to visit the crew during the filming of "Transcendence". Seeing Renly living in a chaotic neighborhood in order to experience the character's life was both amazement and worry, and the passage of time was still vivid; and Paul took Anne-Silliman to Pioneer Village to watch "Drunken Country Ballads" It seemed to be the same when the opening shot was filmed.
His relationship with Paul has always been the same.
He was the real him, Paul was the real Paul, and that unbridled freedom always made them comfortable. It used to be, and it should be... as it should be.
Without further ado, Renly returned to the subject, "Then, let's move on, shall we?"
Christopher nodded in agreement.
Renly smiled, "Understood." Then he walked towards the Wia device in front of him.
Christopher was a little overwhelmed, looked at Emma, then looked at Renly again, and couldn't help but called out, "Renly..." This made Renly stop and turn around, but Christopher stopped again. Suddenly I don't know what to say. After thinking about it, I just said dryly, "Be careful."
Renly nodded, then started walking again.
Christopher couldn't help scratching his head depressedly: Be careful? What consolation is this, and what is there to watch out for? It is better not to talk about such endless comfort!
Emma patted her husband on the shoulder and whispered, "Concentrate on shooting."
Their eyes fell on Renly's back again. Christopher and Emma had a new understanding of the young actor, but they were full of mixed emotions but couldn't find an accurate foothold. In the end, they just sighed.
The entire crew seems to be a little slow, not the action, but the atmosphere. It seems that after experiencing the shock and struggle for a long time, it is impossible to recover from the thoughts for a long time, and the atmosphere becomes solemn, and even the mood and reaction begin to slow; But fortunately, most of the parameters have been set for the shooting of the scene just now. Now we continue to shoot, and only need to make minor adjustments. There is no need to worry, this finally does not affect the shooting work.
Ren Li put on the Weiya equipment again, and returned to the air again. As Weiya rose little by little, the ground was gradually standing in the line of sight, and the figures who raised their heads and looked up at themselves became more and more The smaller and smaller, it is like overlooking all living beings from the perspective of God, and it seems to be able to grasp life and death in the dark.
Reaching the position where he had just performed again, Renly hung in mid-air, closed his eyes to adjust his breathing, and re-adjusted himself to the proper performance state.
Immersed in the struggle of grief and pain, the lingering grief was entangled, and then gradually exhausted in the crying and roaring, and could only float helplessly and dazedly in the five-dimensional space, at a loss as to what to do. I don't know the way forward, everything is in contrast with real life.
"Prepare!" Renly gestured towards the camera to confirm that his preparations were in place, and then he grabbed the bookshelf again. The track stretches forward for a few seconds, and then plays out the entire scene in a coherent manner.
"Start shooting!"
Christopher's voice came from below.
Renly just floated in mid-air, with no movement or expression, and seemed to be still out of the performance state. This slight stagnation made the sound of the film turning more obvious. The on-site staff were a little surprised, but recalling that just now. Everything that happened seemed less unexpected.
one second.
two seconds.
After waiting for a while, the sound engineer was the first to notice the difference, and a trivial noise came from the radio microphone.
It seems to be the sound of gasping for breath, and the breath slaps into the radio microphone, but it is short and violent, which makes the sound of the airflow not too turbulent, and you can clearly feel the lack of strength, just like asthma. He inhaled and exhaled, but on the other hand, he was unable to breathe, and the anxiety and distress were all present in the sound of breathing.
Mixed in, you can faintly feel the sound of retching. Just one retching cut off the breathing rhythm, and then fell into a suffocation situation, which further made the sound of inhalation thicker, and thus fell into a vicious circle. , You can feel the turbulence and boiling in the abdominal cavity without eye observation.
Because the crying and shouting were so violent, the body began to react violently.
So simple, yet so real.
Involuntarily, I recalled the figure that had just been suspended in mid-air, helpless and hopeless.
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