Standing at the door of the ward, Renly's footsteps paused for a moment, and his right hand was placed on the doorknob, but he was suddenly afraid and did not dare to enter it; but he still pressed his right hand, "click", and the door lock was released. The sound more and more brought out the tranquility in the entire ward, and it exploded above the eardrum like thunder.
Wouldn't it be a good thing if his actions just woke Paul up like this
Immediately, he was disappointed. He pushed open the door. Paul, who was lying on the hospital bed, was still peaceful and calm. It seemed that time had been isolated from the ward and had never changed. He just stood at the door of the ward and looked at Paul silently, as if there was a cliff in front of his footsteps, unable to move forward.
"Hey." Renly tried his best to pull out a shallow smile, greeted him, and stood there dumbfounded.
He looked at the decorations and furnishings in the ward uncomfortably, but the boring furniture still stayed in his sight for a long time, as if he was visiting a friend's house for the first time. In the end, he still didn't hear the master's greeting, so he could only sit down on the sofa beside the hospital bed.
His eyes are still busy, looking at every corner around the hospital bed carefully, even the white sheets can capture the details of the texture, until everything around has been studied, and then look again cramped and cautiously. To Paul, and then you can see the slightly swollen face.
Renly stood outside the ward and visited Paul through the glass window before, but now he looked closely and seemed to see a completely different person:
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A thick white gauze was wrapped around his head, which changed the shape of his entire head; whether it was due to bruising or edema, his cheeks were slightly swollen, so that the positions of his facial features seemed to have changed; The familiar blue eyes have lost their brilliance.
Paul like this is really too unfamiliar, not what he is familiar with at all, so that Renly just froze in place, all the thoughts in his mind temporarily disappeared without a trace, and looked at Paul quietly like this, Then he found familiar traces in the outline of the pair of eyebrows, and confirmed that this was his best friend. Involuntarily, the nose began to feel sour.
A shallow smile tugged at the corner of Renly's mouth, concealing his embarrassment and embarrassment, cleared his throat, and said hesitantly while trying to sort out his thoughts, "Hey, it's me."
Just meeting with Derek Shepard, the doctor told Renly, "You need to talk to him. Nothing, not even the little things in life, the past, the present, or the plans for what's to come. The problem, he can hear it all, you need to establish a connection with him, you need to let him understand that there are still people around him waiting for him."
Isn't this a cure for vegetative people
But Renly didn't raise his own doubts, and deep down he feared that the idea might become a reality. So, he chose to shut up and just nodded to show his understanding.
Walking all the way from the doctor's office, there are countless thoughts in my mind, and before I have time to open my mouth, a thousand words and a thousand threads have filled my entire brain:
About the project idea that a group of their small partners gathered and cooperated with, about Diesel's swallowing, about the recent changes in Meadows, about the small fishing village in Florida that they helped out before, and about this year's surfing competition on the North Shore of Honolulu, About the plan to travel around the island in Iceland, about the special experience of hanging Weiya in the crew, about the plan to try skydiving after recovery, about the collective collapse of the media reporters...
Thoughts jumped out one by one, surging out continuously, almost overflowing. Recently, too many things have happened in his life and Paul's life, and it seems that they can't be told all day and night. Paul has many, many things that need to be updated immediately.
However, sitting next to Paul at this time, all the words just boiled and boiled in his mind, but he couldn't say a word, like a fool.
When filming "Interstellar" today, all the negative emotions were vented out, as if the toxins had been removed, Renly finally found the long-lost peace; however, sitting next to Paul at this time, the faint sadness still pervaded After opening, all the calmness and indifference were only temporary shelters. Standing in front of Paul, the feeling of helplessness broke through the water again and spread little by little.
Opening his mouth, Renly tried to say something, but seemed to have lost his voice. In the end, he could only helplessly slumped his shoulders, leaned back heavily on the back of the chair, and stared at Paul with a sad face. A silent and repressed silence slowly permeated the ward.
Pulling the corners of his mouth, Renly tried to keep his tone relaxed, "… Hey, say something."
Paul's simple and straightforward laughter seemed to echo in his mind, "Haha. It's up to you to say something. You know, I've never been very good at speaking."
"I hate hospitals. No, I hate hospitals. But you always make me have to face hospitals. Heather is like this, you are like this, you are all friends..."
Renly showed a look of disgust and began to complain at Paul.
"Heather, she was going to be at the Grammys with me, she was going to perform 'The Beast' on the 'American Idol' stage, but she didn't wait, she didn't even say 'goodbye'...
It's the same with you now. It's not fair that you told me that we would prepare a movie project together, and then you left everything to me. So how is it now? Are you going to wait until I've got everything ready before you join in and just eat what's ready? Well then, I'm the first male lead and you are the second male lead. If you slow down, Ryan and Jack will take all your roles.
…I just found out by chatting with Cheryl yesterday, you used to be a troublemaker too? Have you ever nearly ripped apart your father's car? And it nearly blew up the entire garage. what! God, what the hell happened when you got into Hollywood to be so boring? Hollywood is so boring, you should make your own personality and make those Barbies come alive!
And Meadow. Meadow…
Mei Duo is really a big girl, you know? Yesterday, Mei Duo and I went to the convenience store to buy something, but a young man asked her for a phone number, but I scolded her and ran away. Ha ha. Mei Duo looked at my expression at the time, as if seeing a monster. You must be blamed for this. I was just fulfilling the responsibility on your behalf. If it weren't for worrying about you, I would definitely have encouraged Meaduo to nod, it was a handsome young man. "
There are no rules and no ideas, just chatting in such a messy way, it doesn't even make any sense, he himself doesn't know where these words come from, but as he talks, his eyes become wet like this. An indescribable sadness slowly filled his chest.
"Paul, I..."
The words were stuck in the throat like this, all the thoughts surging in my mind became a mess, tangled for a long time, and finally I couldn't find a clue, "I..."
Paul, I still have many, many stories to share with you; Paul, a lot has really happened recently, are you sure you don’t want to know about it; Paul, life has changed too fast and there are too few things worth remembering , but there are at least some things worth fighting for; Paul, Meadow really needs you by her side; Paul... I really miss you.
"Paul, I miss you."
Such a simple sentence, but it was so heavy, it stayed on the tip of the tongue, and was unable to make a sound for a long time. In the end, it just turned into a mist of water vapor, obscuring the vision, and then it was so cramped and stiff in place.
Time stopped at his fingertips, and Renly's thoughts began to blur. Was the accident three or five days ago? But he couldn't remember clearly, day after day, one thing after another, they were like being in a stormy sea, being pushed forward by the waves, so that they forgot to identify the direction and the location at all, when they reacted, I can't find my place anymore.
"My friend, long time no see; when we meet again, I will tell my sincerity; looking back, the road is long, and when we meet again, I will talk all night. See-you-again."
In just a few days, it feels like a lifetime.
The time on Paul seemed to freeze forever, while the time on them seemed to fly at the speed of light. He didn't know, Meadow was deeply immersed in self-blame, and suddenly grew up overnight; he didn't know, the whole world was shocked by his accident; he didn't know, his vacancy was so big ; he doesn't know, his deep sleep has changed the lives of everyone around him, and he doesn't know that Renly's world is in jeopardy...
If there is a chance to meet again in the future, he hopes that they can sit down and talk for a long time, quietly talking about those interesting and boring life trivia, from the starting point of acquaintance, to the budding of friendship, and then to the fetters of love, they are friends, but More than just friends, they are becoming part of each other's lives.
"Why is the farewell so hurried, why is the farewell so helpless, why did I turn around and leave when I was most helpless? Only when I really feel the pain can I understand how to speak. Even though I understand that you have found a peaceful place, the pain still lingers. Don't go."
He has been through too much, but he still doesn't understand how to learn to accept it. From Chu Jiashu to Heather to Paul, he thought that he had learned to grow up, but the subject of parting was still too difficult, just like the scar left on his chest, the healing speed was ten times slower, or even forever. May not heal.
He needs them to stay. It was like this in the past, it is like this now, and it will be like this in the future. With just his strength alone, he couldn't go on.
"Go forward, please give me the strong courage to go forward."
Note: On the occasion of a reunion (see-you-againcharlie-puth, piano-demo-version)
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