In fact, she has been relying on one belief to hold on.
She couldn't hold on any longer.
Si Hong has endured the infamy he received over the years, but Jiaorou, who is not strong enough in her heart, actually cannot bear it at all.
And now, when her biggest worry has been resolved, her condition will only get worse.
"Ahem..."
Lin Yixue suddenly coughed, and there was blood on the handkerchief.
When she saw the blood stains, her eyes froze slightly, but she was not surprised. Obviously... this was not the first time.
Mu Zhiqing took Lin Yixue's hand and said, "Let me take a look for you."
"Miss Mu, no need."
Lin Yixue withdrew her hand and stopped her.
There was a gentle and sweet smile on her face, "You are a good person, I didn't expect to meet such a good person like you at this time.
I know my body myself. Although I am not a doctor, I am an alchemist. The two are interconnected and I understand it. "
Mu Zhiqing frowned slightly, "If you continue like this, you won't be able to hold on for long."
"That's enough." Lin Yixue had tears in her eyes, "I've done everything I wanted to do.
Brother Hongshen is so unwilling to see me. My stay at Si's house will be a burden to him after all.
It took a lot of effort for me to feel happy, but I didn't want to make him unhappy anymore. "
In other words, she died as if nothing had happened.
Si Hongshen could still marry the woman he liked, and she finally gave the opportunity to him.
Looking at Lin Yixue, who had seen through the world, Mu Zhiqing understood... She was heartbroken.
Over the years, her memory has always been stuck on the year when she first met Si Hongshen. Everything she did over the years was just to make up for the shortcomings of that year.
And now, she finally brought this matter to an end.
All the burdens have crushed her. Even if she doesn't die, she doesn't have the courage to face the world again.
So, she just wanted to leave peacefully.
Mu Zhiqing fell into silence. She could understand Lin Yixue's thoughts. What happened back then was not her fault, but was it really worth it
"Does he know you are the girl from back then?" Mu Zhiqing asked.
"He should know." Lin Yixue's smile was filled with bitterness, "If he didn't know, he wouldn't be so disgusted with me."
"But you just give it your all, and in the end you can't even get a nice word from him. Is it worth it?"
Lin Yixue smiled brightly, "It's worth it."
Mu Zhiqing said no more, Lin Yixue had made up her mind. Doctors heal people, but they cannot heal the heart.
She no longer wants to live anymore, and has no confidence to live anymore. Even if she is treated, it will not have any effect.
"Miss Mu, thank you for being willing to listen to what I have to say. I just want at least one person to be willing to listen to my story before I leave this world."
Lin Yixue's eyes were slightly red, looking at the blue sky in the distance, as if she was remembering that day many years ago.
If she hadn't cried that day, would everything have been different
Nowadays, no one is willing to listen to her anymore. She is a burden to both the Lin family and the Si family.
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When Mu Zhiqing came back, Ling Yunting noticed that his wife's mood was much lower than when she left. His eyes fell on Lin Yixue not far away. After noticing her red eyes, His brows wrinkled unconsciously.
"Best regards, Your Majesty."
Si Kangtai and others did not notice any problem. Bai Chenxiang had been sent back first, and the Si family even sent someone to prepare a generous gift to express their gratitude.