Su Wan lowered her head, reached out and slowly opened her shirt, revealing her flat belly.
The scar that was once as hideous as a centipede has now become lighter and lighter, and you can't even feel it if you don't look carefully.
Su Wan did not feel any joy at the healing of her wounds. Her fingertips trembled for a while, and finally she slowly touched the place where the surgery had been performed.
In fact, it no longer hurts.
In the near future, even the scars may not be found at all.
But Su Wan's fingertips began to turn white, and even her breathing became more rapid unconsciously.
It was as if someone had strangled her heart and it was being pulled forcefully.
The pain was so intense that in the end, only numbness remained.
The child she had with Jiang Xuecheng was gone...
There should have been a little life growing here, slowly taking shape, starting to have human expressions, hearing them talk, and stretching his limbs in her belly from time to time.
It's ridiculous that as his mother, she not only failed to protect him, but she couldn't even feel what fetal movement was like.
Lin Feier had complained to her before that having a child made her life inconvenient and her physical condition worse.
But she and Jiang Xuecheng's baby was really well-behaved. Except for occasionally making her feel that he had no appetite, he never seemed to cause any trouble in other aspects.
The more Su Wan thought about it, the more dizzy she felt. She looked out the window at the sunlight, that brilliant and blinding golden thread, but it couldn't illuminate the darkness in her heart.
She watched her child being torn from her body. She wanted to struggle, she wanted to resist, but in the end she could do nothing.
A drop of cold tear flowed down Su Wan's cheek, seeped into the light-colored quilt, and quickly disappeared.
Su Wan's face became paler and paler. She tightened her fingers silently and finally put back her lifted shirt, covering the already very shallow scar.
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If there really is an afterlife, I hope that the child who died prematurely can be reborn into a good family in the next life.
With the love of mom and dad, you can live the simplest and happiest life, and have a smooth and healthy life.
So, whether you call her selfish or cowardly, Su Wan has made up her mind to leave this place.
Su Wan didn’t believe in gods and Buddhas before, let alone karma and reincarnation.
But now, she wanted to do her best to do some good things within her ability on behalf of the unborn child and pray for his successful reincarnation.
In the ward filled with the smell of disinfectant, Su Wan lowered her eyes, a layer of faint melancholy shrouded her clear face.
Suddenly, Su Wan heard a knock on the door. The other party knocked skillfully but not to the point of being annoying.
People like Jiang Xuecheng and Diya don't knock on the door when entering the ward, and medical staff don't knock on the door in this way either.
Su Wan was startled. She raised her eyes and whispered two words.
"Come in."
The door was slowly pushed open, revealing a handsome and profound face with a pair of blue eyes on the European face, which were more eye-catching than the blue sky outside the window.
It was Fiennes, the young master of the Siswell family, with a smile on his face and obvious concern in his eyes.
Su Wan suddenly realized, but at the same time felt a little impatient.
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Fiennes knew about the DNA test, but his attitude towards her didn't seem to have changed at all.
Logically speaking, Fiennes should know how to avoid suspicion, or clearly express his disgust for women like himself who are fickle.
Fiennes's behavior now was really strange. This kind of smile that made people feel like spring breeze made Su Wan feel a little uncomfortable.
"Master Fiennes, what do you want?"
Fiennes smiled indifferently and walked over slowly, his blue eyes shining brightly.
"I just accompanied Diya to check on His Highness's injuries. To be honest, they are quite serious. Miss Su, can I ask what happened to you? How did you end up like this?"
They keep interrogating us one by one. Will it ever end
Su Wan lowered her eyes, avoiding Fiennes' scorching gaze.
"I accidentally fell into the water, and then His Highness jumped in to save me, but the water was rushing fast, so both he and I were in a very bad state."
"By the way, Master Fiennes, excuse me for advising you that if you have time, you can pay more attention to your sister. As for an outsider like me, there is no need to show such enthusiasm."
When Tia scolded her earlier, she used words like vixen very fluently, especially saying that she deliberately seduced Fiennes to make her brother fall in love with her.
Su Wan felt that she was really wronged!
She and Fiennes had met only a few times, hadn't they
The smile on Fiennes's face froze when he heard this, but soon returned to its original state.
"Ms. Su, I like your piano playing. I know you are doing this for your child, but I can't bear to see such an excellent artist so sad and depressed."
artist
Su Wan simply couldn't accept being complimented so suddenly and being praised so highly!
However, just as Su Wan shook her head, Fiennes suddenly reached out for Su Wan's shoulder!
Feeling the hand suddenly approaching, Su Wan paused for a moment and quickly dodged.
She is not an ignorant girl, nor is she so naive as to believe that Fiennes thinks highly of her for some artistic reason.
It's nothing more than being attracted by her beauty and being interested in her face...
Su Wan felt even more depressed when she thought about this.
Fiennes saw Su Wan's alertness, like a hedgehog with its fur standing on end, and he withdrew his hand awkwardly.
"Miss Su, I just want to comfort you. Why do you have to be so distant?"
He stared at Su Wan without blinking, with a hurt expression on his face, as if he didn't notice Su Wan's displeasure at all, and continued to add.
"After all, there are still many things worth being happy about in this world. His Highness also likes you very much. You shouldn't commit suicide."
The corners of Su Wan's lips twitched. Why did these two people think that she committed suicide
If Jiang Xuecheng hadn't thrown her ring into the river, she wouldn't have jumped into the river.
Seeing that Su Wan didn't say anything, Fiennes thought that Su Wan had acquiesced. He lowered his head, looked at Su Wan with a determined look, and his voice was low and clear.
"If you feel that you can't stay in the Divine Court, I can provide you with a place."
Su Wan pursed her lips tightly, and her expression became even stiffer.
Why do I feel that Fiennes is becoming more and more arrogant, and he hardly hides his intentions.
Is she so sure that she can't stay in the Divine Court and must surrender to him
Su Wan's expression darkened. She raised her somewhat pale face and straightened her back.
"Master Fiennes, I don't know if I have given you any misconceptions, but I must make it clear that I have no improper thoughts about you. Let's keep our distance from each other in the future!"
(End of this chapter)