Under the warm night light, Jiang Xuecheng's face was very calm, and a trace of pity for Su Wan flashed in his eyes, which were more moving than black jade.
Of course, what he just said was not a joke to Su Wan.
"Wanwan, I'm sorry, I really know everything."
Even so, he only remembered some broken fragments when he woke up in the middle of the night, and all he knew was incomplete memories.
But knowing is knowing. If Su Wan hadn't wanted to break this window paper today, Jiang Xuecheng might not have dared to "surrender" to Su Wan so clearly.
The past contains not only pleasant memories, but also the sins he committed with his own hands.
I don't know what happened. When Su Wan heard Jiang Xuecheng confirm again that he had remembered those things, Su Wan's hands trembled and tears suddenly flowed down uncontrollably.
Jiang Xuecheng was slightly stunned. He never expected Su Wan to react like this.
He looked a little helpless and could only reach out and hug Su Wan, trying to calm her down.
"Wanwan, don't be afraid. It's all in the past... I know I'm sorry for you... I'm sorry for our child, please don't cry, okay?"
He was most afraid of Su Wan crying. He had no reaction at all to other women crying, but when it came to the person in front of him, he couldn't bear to see Su Wan even the slightest bit sad.
Moreover, all that sadness was for him.
…
When Su Wan heard Jiang Xuecheng mention their child who died young, she choked up twice, and her clear almond-shaped eyes turned red for a moment.
In an instant, tears as big as beans flowed down the cheeks to the corners of the mouth, making people feel bitter.
"Wanwan, don't cry."
Jiang Xuecheng didn't know why, the more he comforted Su Wan, the more her tears seemed to flow like a faucet that couldn't be stopped.
As Jiang Xuecheng spoke, he stretched out his hand, wanting to wipe the remaining tear marks on Su Wan's face with his fingertips.
However, when Su Wan saw this scene, he punched Jiang Xuecheng hard several times.
"Jiang Xuecheng you bastard! Big bastard!"
Su Wan's voice was a little hoarse from crying; she felt really aggrieved.
Unable to express the grievance.
Since coming to this strange world, everything has changed dramatically. Too many things have overwhelmed her and made her almost breathless.
She had faced it alone for so long, and was even afraid that Jiang Xuecheng would be sad. Since ignorance is not a crime, she was also thinking about how to tell him so that he would not blame himself too much.
As a result, things seemed to suddenly take a 180-degree turn, and it turned out that I was the one who had been making a fool!
Jiang Xuecheng was suddenly at a loss whether to laugh or cry. He didn't expect Su Wan to be so childish.
But in fact, he understood why Su Wan said that to him.
It was because I failed to protect Su Wan and made her suffer too much.
Jiang Xuecheng let Su Wan hit him five or six times without fighting back, and then said something very calmly.
"Wanwan, the force is mutual. Does your hand hurt?"
"you-"
Su Wan was furious when she heard this, but she was just angry and now that she suddenly stopped like this, her anger was really reduced by a lot.
"Does it really hurt? Let me show you."
When Jiang Xuecheng saw Su Wan stop, he took the opportunity to grab Su Wan's hand. Seeing Su Wan's palms turned red, he couldn't help but feel distressed.
Su Wan was stunned when she heard this. She followed Jiang Xuecheng's movements and moved her eyes to her hands. Suddenly, she felt a slight pain in her palms.
Why did she feel that this man was like a solid wall, standing firm no matter how fierce the storm was
No matter how many grievances and resentments there are, they all seem distant at this moment.
But the man in front of him seemed more real.
She had seen the best and worst sides of Jiang Xuecheng. Fortunately, their relationship was no longer incompatible and they could still understand each other.
Su Wan lowered her eyelashes and looked at Jiang Xuecheng in a huff, almost forcing him to ask a question word by word.
"I ask you, when did you remember those things? Why didn't you tell me on your own initiative? Do you know how scared I was..."
She was afraid of hurting him, and also afraid that if she uncovered the events of the past, she would feel scars instead of happiness.
Jiang Xuecheng suddenly raised his head and looked at Su Wan very seriously. His deep voice echoed in the narrow room, forming a special echo.
"Wanwan, I actually remembered it during my time on Planet Aquamarine, but I only remembered some fragmented bits and pieces. It wasn't until you connected them together that I truly remembered it."
Su Wan suddenly felt relieved. She choked and said nothing more.
However, Jiang Xuecheng stretched out his long arms and hugged her in an irresistible manner, which was very domineering, but unexpectedly gentle, as if Su Wan was a fragile treasure in his arms.
"Wanwan, don't be sad. I did those things wrong. I'm sorry. Can you forgive me?"
Jiang Xuecheng's voice was mellow and his tone was so light that people couldn't help but want to believe it.
Su Wan's eyes gradually turned red again. She nodded, then suddenly shook her head.
"Of course I forgive you, otherwise I wouldn't come back to you, but... our child..."
She was not the baby who died in the womb at only eight weeks old. Even if she was the child's mother, she had no right to forgive that little life.
Because the word "forgiveness" should not be said by others.
Jiang Xuecheng's face also showed some sorrow. His expression was slightly stiff, and pain spread throughout his limbs and bones. Even his throat seemed to be pressed with some inexplicable sourness.
Thousands of words can only turn into such a pale sentence in the end.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry... Wanwan, we will definitely have children in the future."
"Will there be?"
A look of melancholy and confusion flashed across Su Wan's face. Because of the CHK virus No. 3, she always felt that it was not easy to survive, and the matter of the child seemed even more slim.
Jiang Xuecheng knew what Su Wan was worried about. His eyes darkened, knowing that the CHK virus No. 3 had destroyed most of Su Wan's confidence.
Jiang Xuecheng stretched out his hand, stroked Su Wan's beautiful hair, and spoke softly.
"Wanwan, do you remember what Doctor Li said? People who are infected with the CHK virus through blood should have a low-grade fever and other poisoning reactions within a short period of time, but I don't have any of that."
Su Wan glanced at Jiang Xuecheng in confusion.
"you mean?"
A determined smile appeared at the corner of Jiang Xuecheng's lips.
"This means that I probably don't have the virus. I used to think that the cure for the CHK virus would be related to dragon blood. Now it seems even more true. Wanwan, you will definitely save me."
"can you?"
Seeing Su Wan's still panicked look, Jiang Xuecheng's expression became more determined.
"That must be the case. When we return to the Divine Court, we will test whether I have that virus in my body. Then we will know clearly..."
(End of this chapter)