What does it feel like to be completely torn apart mentally
The real answer seems to be no feeling.
Spirit, consciousness, soul.
Everything is constantly being separated, and the process is constantly being repeated.
Awareness of the body completely disappears.
Every second of thought, every heartbeat, and every emotion begins to become an individual.
He never existed, yet seemed to be everywhere.
It is a feeling of the body becoming the world.
The only remaining thoughts become the eyes of the world, silently observing the world created by one's own thoughts, emotions and soul.
He saw his flesh and blood turning into an ocean.
I saw my body turned into a mountain.
See continents forming in the palm of your hand.
Seeing his facial features turn into an abyss.
He was everywhere, yet it seemed like he never existed.
He saw his countless emotions become countless people in his world.
Men, women, old people, children.
Emperors, beggars, businessmen, high officials...
Different people, different identities, different thoughts.
But they all have a common name.
They are all called Gu Xingyun.
There are more and more ancient clouds, hundreds, thousands, tens of thousands, hundreds of thousands, millions, hundreds of millions.
In the world he created, there were more and more ancient clouds. They appeared in any corner without any rules, and died or turned into monsters one after another.
The only trace of thought left in the main body saw with his own eyes that Gu Xingyun in a certain city suddenly turned into an evil ghost with black blood flowing all over his body without any warning. Then in the next second, he saw the holy light again, Countless ancient clouds in another city turned into majestic and holy angels.
Thousands of Gu Xingyun have entered an irregular and chaotic state of control since they first appeared. More Gu Xingyun will turn into creatures that Gu Xingyun himself does not know what they are in a certain second, and then In a certain second, he became himself again.
The person who has become an evil spirit may turn into an angel in the next second, and evil spirits may suddenly appear among the angels.
So the devil appears in the angels, and the angels appear in the devil's team.
Messy, whatever you want.
Countless ancient wars began.
The battle between devil and angel
No, not at all.
The angels and ancient clouds are also fighting each other, and the devil's ancient clouds are also fighting. The city has turned into a basin inexplicably, and all kinds of ancient clouds have begun to gather towards the basin. Various changes are still going on. It continues without any pattern.
Devils turned into angels, angels turned into plants, plants turned into humans, and humans turned into strange species.
Fight.
Everyone is fighting crazily.
There is no position.
Specific to each individual Gu Xingyun, it seems that everyone in this world is an enemy except himself.
It was an incomprehensible kind of fanaticism and madness that ignored death, pain, and dignity. The only purpose of their existence seemed to be to fight.
It's like weapons in a state of chaos.
Domains, sword energy, and various sword lights are crisscrossed.
Gu Xingyun's eyes gradually became stunned.
What appeared in his world were a large number of unique skills that he had never understood in detail before.
Yao Chi’s Seven Ultimate Sword.
The Four Sword Intentions of Shushan.
The sword path of the Toshima school.
The complex and mysterious truth mudra of Hengguo.
The Judgment Knight Codex of the Sanctuary.
Chiang's Nine-foot-long Red Dust in South America.
Countless secret skills appeared in the hands of Gu Xingyun one after another, and they were clearly imprinted in Gu Xingyun's eyes and even in his soul.
It's just that among these countless secret techniques, there is no Twenty-Four Swords or the Six Paths of Reincarnation Sword.
Gu Xingyun's thoughts continued to spread.
The ancient clouds on the battlefield disappeared in large tracts at an unimaginable speed.
In the end, there were only dozens of Gu Xingyun left.
The men and women were tearing apart each other's clothes crazily, and they seemed to be overwhelmed by desire and suddenly attacked each other the next second.
The male Gu Xingyun began to sound like a woman.
The roar of the female Gu Xingyun is already close to that of a wild beast.
The devil and the angel appear again.
The battle begins again.
Then the number of ancient clouds increased again and became even more bizarre.
Gu Xingyun watched silently.
This absurd scene, like a nightmare, kept deepening its impression in his mind.
He was infinitely close to being lost, yet always remained awake.
Dark, chaotic, bloody, ridiculous...
Time means nothing.
It seems like thousands of years have passed.
It seemed like only a second had passed.
Gu Xingyun felt his body for the first time.
There was still a fierce fighting scene in front of them.
He subconsciously wanted to close his eyes.
Then darkness fell instantly.
All images and sounds suddenly disappeared completely.
The surroundings seemed to fall into unprecedented silence.
Only the cold wind blew through the darkness, biting to the bone.
Gu Xingyun was a little confused, subconsciously stunned for a moment, and then he opened his eyes.
The extremely chaotic scene that was expected has disappeared.
Standing in front of him was a figure that seemed familiar to Gu Xingyun.
When he saw the other party, the other party was also looking at him carefully.
He squinted his eyes, his eyes flashed with murderous intent, serious and cold.
Gu Xingyun seemed unable to remember who the other party was for a moment, but the moment he saw the other party, a strong murderous intention also emerged in his heart.
"interesting."
After a brief confrontation, Li Kuangtu, who was standing in front of Gu Xingyun, twitched the corners of his mouth and smiled a little coldly: "I actually saw strangeness in your eyes. You don't know me?"
"you... "
Gu Xingyun shook his head.
Countless memory fragments and thoughts poured into his mind crazily as he moved.
Gu Xingyun suddenly covered his head and howled extremely fiercely.
Extremely manic sounds suddenly gathered.
The surrounding space fluctuated directly with Gu Xingyun's howl.
The sound spread crazily around with almost incredible power.
In Li Kuangtu's sight, with Gu Xingyun as the center, all the surrounding space seemed to be directly squeezed and shattered. In just a stunned moment, he was already standing in Gu Xingyun's domain.
Countless sword lights and sword energy flashed continuously in the field.
The domain and the sword energy merged together in a chaotic but coexisting manner, and the crazy killing intent directly locked onto Kuangtu Li.
"Oh, it's time to make a career."
Li Kuangtu stood in Gu Xingyun's domain, and he could be said to be very close to Gu Xingyun: "If you dare to attack me, I will kill you here. Do you want to give it a try?"
"Kuantu Li!"
Gu Xingyun gritted his teeth.
His brain was still a little confused, but he had roughly remembered everything.
"He still needs time to cultivate."
Another calm and gentle voice sounded behind Gu Xingyun.
Gu Xingyun turned his head subconsciously.
Jiang Shangyu was sitting on the grass not far behind him, looking at him with a satisfied look: "How do you feel?"
Gu Xingyun shook his head again.
More memories kept impacting his will and mind.
Gu Xingyun remembered many things.
The memory was almost completely restored in less than a minute, but the order was slightly disordered.
As he sorted out his chaotic memories, he always felt that he had forgotten something, but he didn't know exactly what he had forgotten.
"I can generally understand how you feel. Some confusion is normal. Your breakthrough this time was very successful, even beyond my expectations. You still need to adapt to your own realm and strength. After you fully adapt, you He is the brand new War God of Central Continent, and his thinking will not be affected in any way."
Jiang Shangyu's smile was so bright that it was almost gentle.
Part of Gu Xingyun's breakthrough was very successful.
His breakthrough took longer than expected, and the results also exceeded expectations.
The state that Gu Xingyun can reach is probably still the peak invincible state.
But it is already infinitely close to a new level.
Maybe it was only half a step, or even a small half step, before he could push aside the obstacles in front of him and officially enter the level where he and Li Kuangtu were now.
What's more important is Gu Xingyun's body.
Although his state has not changed, the injuries in his body have been completely healed, and furthermore, his physical strength has reached a level beyond the peak invincibility state.
Although Gu Xingyun in this state is still no match for Kuangtu Li in his heyday, Kuangtu Li is not in his heyday now.
If the two of them really take action, it's hard to say what the outcome will be.
After all, Kuangtu Li refused to accept further transformation from the shadows.
He stayed here for a few days, and although most of his injuries recovered, it was not as complete as Gu Xingyun's.
In other words, Kuangtu Li now no longer has overwhelming combat power to suppress Gu Xingyun.
This also means that from now on, the dark world will have another character who can stand at the pinnacle of this era.
Jiang Shangyu's facial features seemed to contain a deep smile.
This kind of pinnacle figure has now become his subordinate.
Including the entire Kunlun City, it was now considered his power.
This feeling is simply indescribable.
Gu Xingyun may not realize this yet.
But he is now half a shadow creature. In the shadow camp, as long as Jiang Shangyu's authority priority is higher than his, Gu Xingyun will never have the possibility of disobeying his orders.
Jiang Shangyu suddenly felt a little regretful.
If Kuangtu Li could not withstand the temptation and accepted the transformation of the shadow, then he would annex not only Kunlun City at once, but also the entire Tiandu Purgatory.
This is the best result.
After undergoing the transformation, Li Kuangtu can also go one step further without disobeying his orders, and can even reach Li Tianlan's current level of combat power.
In that case, in the entire dark world, his will will be truly supreme and he will become a genius who is not a genius.
Jiang Shangyu shook his head.
That step is still far away.
But now...
"Congratulations to both of you. Congratulations to myself too."
Jiang Shangyu smiled softly: "Our era, starting from this second, has arrived. It belongs to our shadow era."