An Jiaxin went to a major domestic university, and she was in a foreign language department. Following Ye Jian’s suggestion, she also took a small language as an elective. As a result, she was very busy with her studies. In addition, she was deeply influenced by Ye Jian during high school and junior high school. , Knowing that she will do her best to fight for the best at the best stage of study, rather than play to survive. Therefore, even during the holidays, she will try her best to improve her professional level.
As a sophomore, she has already translated the original foreign texts with the translation department of the school. It can be said that An Jiaxin in college is more fulfilling, busier and more confident than An Jiaxin in high school.
From the letters she writes to Ye Jian from time to time, it can be seen that this is a girl who has won a beautiful tomorrow with her own hands.
Such girls are usually very strong and do not cry for small things, because they think that instead of crying stupidly, it is better to do something while crying.
Now crying like this is something that has never happened in the past few years.
Ye Jian was also frightened by her this time. She felt as though she had fallen into a cold pool with a feeling of suffocation, her hands and feet stiffened to the point that she could barely stand steady.
"Don't cry, calm down!" Ye Jian did not immediately reach out to receive the letter, but took her own gloves out of An Jiaxin's pocket and wiped her face a few times, "wipe away the tears!"
An Jiaxin, who was crying loudly, didn’t notice Ye Jian’s strangeness. She was agitated by Ye Jian’s cold and Lingling voice, and she closed her mouth as she used to in high school, but her throat was still stuffy. I cried, but at any rate I didn't cry directly.
After Ye Jian finished speaking, she pressed the corner of her mouth first. She had to admit... She was a little panicked when she was howled by An Jiaxin just now.
If it is normal, she will not panic because of An Jiaxin's mouth, just because J5 has just left, and the Xia team has not returned yet. They are still performing the mission of life disappearing at any time in the dangerous country. The heartstrings had been tense all the time. Suddenly by An Jiaxin's stimulation, the tense heartstrings trembled, and instantly seemed to return to the state of the previous few days.
From waiting for J5 to return to China to J5's burial, she was actually anxious during the few days when she knew that the Xia team was still performing their mission.
It was not ordinary anxiety, but unprecedented anxiety. It was many times more anxious than when I knew that they went out to perform tasks. This phenomenon was caused by the sudden sacrifice of my comrades, and finally a high fever raged and fell asleep for a day and night before waking up.
This is a kind of psychological escape, because I can’t accept the sacrifices of my comrades, and worry that only a few numbers will be left after the sacrifices. It seems that they will be forgotten within a few days, and because there are still comrades fighting dangerously abroad, I can’t do anything but wait. , Anxiety, powerlessness, fear, and worries suddenly rushed like a flood but could not be resolved. She was always healthy, and she was ill, and the self-protection mechanism activated and fell asleep directly, using drowsiness to escape the problem.
And what really made her sober was the sentence that Commander Xia said, "Mountains are strong because of ridges, houses are solid because of beams, and a nation and country stand upright because of heroes." It is this sentence that makes her sober up instantly, She knew that after the sacrifice, it was not over, not obliterated, but spiritual eternity.
After taking a deep breath, he took the envelope from An Jiaxin and said calmly: "They are all soldiers in the field troops. Sometimes the letters they write may make you misunderstand. Don't cry, I'll take a look."