The wind at night is very cool, in the old house of the Mu family, in the small side hall of A Mo and Mu Lingshi's room.
Ah Mo urged Mu Lingshi to take some anti-fetal tonics. These days, Mu Lingshi's mood is still a little unstable. When she went to the hospital this morning, the doctor said that she needs to be careful, otherwise the fetal position may be unstable, but Ah Mo I was taken aback, so I took care of it very carefully.
"I think you still need to take a look at the things in this USB flash drive. This is something that everyone may know tonight. You should take a look."
When taking the cup, Amo handed over to Mu Lingshi a USB flash drive, which was copied from Li Si before.
"What is this?"
Mu Lingshi looked at the things that Amo handed over with some doubts.
"It's about Mom and Dad, Mom's short life..."
Amo replied in a low voice.
Hearing this, Mu Lingshi's eyes darkened for a moment, but she didn't reach out to take it for a long time. It can be seen that she didn't really want to see it.
"Let's see, there are some things that happened, maybe knowing it will make you feel more comfortable, and it won't be so always unclear, and you don't know anything about their past..."
Amo persuaded in a low voice.
Mu Lingshi was silent for a long time, and then slowly reached out to take it from behind. Amo quickly helped her sit down on the sofa beside her, took the notebook beside her in one hand, and put it on the low table in front of her. go.
Mu Lingshi also inserted the USB flash drive and opened it--
Soon, it was Mu Zi's familiar yet unfamiliar faces in the photo that caught his eyes.
Sitting on the sofa, Mu Lingshi stared blankly at the distant and unfamiliar pictures displayed on the laptop screen in front of her. Before she finished watching the whole video, she closed it in a sense of regret, and never read any more- -
"You, look at me for a while, and look at the clouds for a while. I think, when you look at me, you are far away, and when you look at the clouds, you are very close..."
Mu Lingshi sighed softly, and silently recited the poem that appeared on the screen. Between the lines, there was a sense of sadness, and there was a dull pain in his chest, and he took a few deep breaths. Turning his head to look at Amo beside him, Amo also looked at her with a serious expression.
"She is also a sad woman, very pitiful, but apart from a little sympathy for her, I can't feel too much feeling now."
Mu Lingshi said lightly--
"Why don't they have any affection and nostalgia for me and Ling Tian? If they never thought about being together in the first place and couldn't give us happiness, why did they insist on giving birth to us? Do they know it? It's all because They killed my elder brother, my parents, and my grandma... People who have left feel pure, and how can they understand what kind of pain a living person needs to bear?"
Speaking of this, Mu Lingshi suddenly smiled bitterly, "I feel that my tears have been dried up now, and I can't cry anymore... Being sad and sad for such selfish parents is really not worth it. I don't think it's worth it for grandma."
"Ling Shi!"
Amo looked at it, and also became a little worried. He quickly reached out and hugged her in his arms, and comforted her, "Okay, okay Lingshi! Everything is over! Everything will be over soon, and the elder brother will seek justice for you. "
"I don't want any justice! Sometimes I even think, why aren't they the ones who died? Why is it grandma who died? What else can they do besides bringing us harm and pain?"
"Ashi, Mom, she has her own reasons. She still loves you and Ling Tian, otherwise she wouldn't work hard, and she would even give up her thriving career and choose to give birth to you!"
Amo said in a low voice.
Mu Lingshi sneered, "Yes, maybe you are right, she may still love us, but in her eyes, her love is more important, and Ling Tian and I combined Not worth the scumbag she misses in her heart!"
"No! She is not my mother... I don't have that kind of mother... My mother is Zhuang Shurong, and will always be! Such a woman is not qualified to be my mother at all!"
Mu Lingshi shook her head, pushed Amo away, stood up coldly, and suddenly turned and walked outside.
Amo was taken aback, got up quickly, followed, and shouted anxiously, "Ling Shi, what are you doing! Be careful of your body!"
However, where Mu Lingshi could still be heard, his figure had already disappeared outside the door.
'Dengdengdeng! '
Hurrying footsteps came, and Mu Lingshi was rushing downstairs--
"What's the matter, it's so late, what are you doing?"
Just as Mu Lingshi rushed down the stairs, Mu Yinan's old and dry voice suddenly came from the front.
Only then did Mu Lingshi stop her steps, and suddenly raised her head, Mu Yinan's old and haggard face immediately caught her eyes...
After Wang Hui left, Mu Yinan seemed to be more than ten years old. In just a few days, his gray hair had all turned white, white, like silver strands, and his whole body The soul seems to have gone halfway. For the past two days, he sat alone in the study every day, staring at the photo of him and Wang Hui, and didn't let anyone disturb him until he was tired. I couldn't stand it anymore, so I lay down...
"grandfather… "
Seeing Mu Yinan who was so haggard and old, Mu Lingshi couldn't restrain the pain in his chest, and a little dimness flickered in his eyes uncontrollably.
"Grandpa... I'm sorry... I didn't know that things would turn out like this. I thought that as long as I ignored it, maybe it would be fine! I really didn't expect that grandma would... It's all my fault, because these things killed Granny…”
Hearing Mu Lingshi's self-reproach, Mu Yinan's dry and old eyes couldn't help but gleam, but he could only raise his hand and pat Mu Lingshi's shoulder, with a deep sigh. Said, "Okay, it's been so long, we should accept the reality, you are all innocent, how could it be your fault? Your mother's matter, in your grandma's heart, has always been a hurdle that cannot be overcome. Over the past few years, we haven't dared to mention it, because we are afraid that it will make everyone unbearable. I don't want to, now, there are some things that we can't escape... "
Mu Lingshi nodded with dry eyes, quickly stretched out her arms to hug Mu Yinan, and said hoarsely, "Yes, there are some things she just can't escape, so, what should be faced, she still has to face, big brother, he has taken too much responsibility." Too much, Grandpa, this time, let us work together to overcome this difficulty together."