He was in a trance again. The existence of every scene of Wang Qin that emerged from the nightmares for many days made him very mentally exhausted. Even though he had seen a doctor in private, the symptoms still did not subside.
Of course, it wasn't a nightmare, it was every time Wang Qin looked at him with disgust, or every time Wang Qin looked at him with disdain and indifference.
So, he had to admit that he had Wang Qin on his mind.
This fact made him feel extremely ridiculous, but he felt an indescribable loneliness and sadness in his heart.
She is no longer there!
Thinking, thinking, he finally picked up his chopsticks, picked up a thin slice of sweet and sour tofu in front of him, and put it in his mouth—
The taste is very good, eating, it seems to have the taste of Wang Qin's cooking before, although he didn't seem to pay much attention to Wang Qin's cooking skills before, because every time they sit down together, there is more between them. The smell of gunpowder rubbed against each other, as time passed, he lost that mood.
Qi Qiming ate three slices in a row, his movements were not fast, very slow, the same was true for Qi Lei on the opposite side, he took it unhurriedly, as if he didn't see Qi Qiming on the opposite side.
It's very strange, even with Qi Lei's indifferent attitude, Qi Qiming seems to be able to feel such a trace of satisfaction and peace of mind for the tranquility at this moment. In fact, I don't know how long ago, father and son have never been so quiet like they are now sat down to lunch together.
If Wang Qin was still there, it would be great if the whole family could get together and have a meal together like now.
Qi Qiming was eating, but a lot of things came out of his heart. These things made him feel a little oppressed and his breathing was blocked. After brewing for a long time, he looked at Qi Lei who was opposite him, and said calmly, "I'm afraid you don't want to see him now." I, I'm a little sad about your mother, I often dream about the things with her before, I have to admit that I'm a bit of a jerk. "
"You don't have to tell me these things. I don't want to mention or remember those things. After this meal, you can go back. You don't have me. You have another son. I'm with you. Mom, it’s about each other again. If there is no one, then there is nothing. You don’t have to feel guilty, and there is no need to bring any regrets to me or my mother. From your own standpoint, If you're selfish, you'll feel like you're right."
Qi Lei's tone was very calm, and when he said these words, he didn't take a look at Qi Qiming, his whole body seemed to be like stagnant water, and his face was also as calm as water, which made Qi Qiming's heart inexplicably a little dull. stand up.
"I've also thought about it these days. It's better to see you than to make you hate it so much. I'm not like my mother. I want to fight for something. I want to get rid of you completely. Unfortunately, there is still something in my body. The fact that the blood is your own flesh and blood cannot be erased, and I can't do the same thing as cutting the bones back to my father, because I'm afraid of pain."
"Xiao Lei, you are my son Qi Qiming, this is an eternal fact."
Suddenly felt that Qi Lei's words were a bit hurtful, so he quickly cut off Qi Lei's words, "You are blaming me for what happened this time, I didn't rescue you in time."
"I don't care anymore. Anyway, I'm safe now. Now I'll give you a chance to stand on your own and rely on yourself. I don't want to think about your Qi Kai, and I don't want you to hate each other when you see me. Is this difficult?"
"I never thought of kicking you out of the Qi family, Xiaolei, after all, the Qi family will always be yours, do you understand?"
Qi Qiming has never felt so powerless, helpless, or even...
"Do you think the current Qi family can really be my family?"
Qi Lei asked back, while filling the cup in front of him, he drank it in one gulp, "Give me up, I will be grateful to you, Dad, even if I beg you, if you don't want me to face death next time, Talk like my mother!"
Qi Lei said this in a low voice, and put down the cup lightly in his hand, Xu Ran got up, turned around and walked towards the stairs without looking at Qi Qiming again.
"Xiao Lei!"
Qi Qiming looked at Qi Lei's back, indifferently, and suddenly felt a ray of sadness in his heart.
"Things like your mother will never happen again!"
Qi Qiming's tone was full of determination, "Whoever killed your mother, I will never let it go! Gu Qihao was locked up because of this, maybe he really did it! "
Hearing this, Qi Lei on the stairs suddenly stopped, "Gu Qihao? What good would it do him if he kills my mother? Is it because of Gu Lingsha? Or because of Qi Feng? Now he can even let Huigu To Mu Lingshi, you said he would kill people for Gu Lingsha and the others? Don’t you think it’s too ridiculous to tell this joke?”
Qi Qiming's face was a bit ugly, he paused, and said again, "This time, it was Dai Lisi who instigated it, why did she kidnap you?"
"What do you think? Why did she kidnap me? The gangsters in the back almost want to tear us apart. Why do you say? Why did they transfer us to a deep mountain and put us under house arrest?"
As Qi Lei said, he suddenly turned around and looked down at Qi Qiming.
Qi Qiming's eyes became a little complicated. Although there was a trace of doubt in his heart, there was no evidence to follow.
"You are afraid of knowing the answer yourself, so why come and ask me?"
Qi Qiming was at a loss for words, and for a while, he was speechless.
"Okay, now that the matter is out of the way, it's okay. It's tiring to hide the words. I blame my own scheming. I woke up. I have taken into account the relationship between each other, so I have been giving in all the time, but, It may not be that the other party can let me go, next time, he'd better kill me directly, otherwise, he will die in an ugly way."
When Qi Lei said these words, his tone was still very calm, the previous evil spirit in his eyes had long been replaced by the settled depth.
"If he doesn't believe it, let him wait for me!"
"Qi Lei, you... between us, can we still be father and son?"
Hearing Qi Qiming's hoarse voice, he felt very weak.
"I don't know, I don't think so, and I hope not!"
Qi Lei dropped such a sentence, and the tall figure disappeared directly at the stairs.
Qi Qiming's whole body softened all of a sudden, and he fell abruptly into the chair behind him. His dull eyes glanced at the food on the table. After a long time, he still reached out to grab the wine bottle and poured wine for himself...