Feeling the faint temperature in his arms, Qi Feng faintly felt his heart relax a bit.
Taking a breath indifferently, he gently put the things in his hands back on the tray beside him, and then reached out and patted her on the back lightly. The hoarse voice could hear a bit of softness, "I never I never blamed you, although it was difficult to maintain, but as long as you are willing to look back and give each other a little confidence, all the suffering is worth it."
Qi Feng's words were naturally sentimental and with a bit of a sense of sighing, so that Gu Lingsha suddenly felt a sense of joy that he lost and found again.
"Afeng... I'm sorry, I'm too dissatisfied and self-willed. I will definitely trust you even more in the future. I only hope that you will always be the same to me."
Gu Lingsha choked up for a moment, blinked her tearful eyes, looked at Qi Feng with a faint gleam in her blue eyes, "This is the end, I have no choice, all the things I relied on before are gone, Ah Feng, are you sure, do you still want me like this? I... really have nothing... "
Qi Feng paused, took a breath, lowered his head and kissed her hair, his dark eyes were rarely soft, and he said in a low voice, "Don't think too much, no matter what, you still have some I, those things, just let it go. I admit that I have some appreciation for Xi Xiaye, but that is only my appreciation for my opponent, just like my appreciation for Mu Yuchen. And you, like all women They are all different, you are not only my Qi Feng's wife, but also my daughter's mother."
Speaking of this, Qi Feng suddenly stopped, stretched out his hand to gently hold Gu Lingsha's hand, "You should understand me best about the relationship between a man and a woman, I am already unable to pay attention to too many of these things, and I am determined not to Walking the same path as my father, so as not to hurt such a woman, it may not make myself feel better in the end. My mother is just one of the poor women who followed him. I know from the information obtained by Leeson’s investigation, My mother has a deep affection for him. Maybe he had some affection for my mother before, but no matter what, she is no match for Wang Qin. From the very beginning, she was doomed not to enter the Qi family..."
"When I grew up, I told myself that to be a smart person and expect a sincere relationship, you must first be prepared to give up a lot. There is nothing wrong with being a cool person. Many times , People only live a little more selfishly, and the damage index they suffer will be lower. Sasha, this is the first time I have said these words to you, and I hope this is the last time."
Qi Feng's tone was very low, listening to it made Gu Lingsha feel a little gloomy--
She had forgotten that for a person as proud and deep as Qi Feng, he never mentioned in front of her the misfortunes he had endured in his heart. Even though she had been by his side for many, many years, it was the first time she had listened to him. Feng mentioned his mother and those unpleasant pasts.
She thought, maybe, only he has experienced this kind of comprehension, so he has such a deep comprehension, right
However, Qi Feng like this seemed to make her feel a little inexplicable pain in her heart.
It was also at this moment that she suddenly felt that she had been unnecessarily self-willed before, and she should trust him, just like Xi Xiaye always believed in Mu Yuchen so much, and her relationship with Qi Feng Shouldn't it be more testable
"But, Ah Feng, my mother is also worried about this, because I... I am afraid we can only have a daughter like Weiwei. How can the Qi family... I can't think of it. Why is this matter mother? Why is she? I can't find it. The reason why she did this! Is it just because of Hui Gu? Why didn’t Mom arouse Dad’s relationship with Ling Tian after seven years ago?”
Gu Lingsha asked in a daze, and raised her hand to wipe the wetness on her face.
Qi Feng also froze for a moment, and then smiled, "I don't know, maybe there are some other reasons besides these, but these answers will become the answer after she leaves. An unsolvable mystery. Actually, I was thinking, for Mom, it may not mean that she has no feelings for Dad, otherwise, she would not have embarked on the path she is today. Before she died, she said that she hated Dad, if there is no so-called love, there will be no such strong hatred."
Qi Feng was originally a very indifferent person, but for some reason, the matter between Gu Qihao and Doris touched him a little. He thought, standing on Doris' standpoint, I am afraid that in the end, Will he do the same
"She didn't think about getting you in, so the reason why she chose to do this this time is also to make up for it."
When Qi Feng said this, he let go of Gu Lingsha slowly, with a gloomy expression, "Eat your food first, and then come to the study, and I will show you the whole story. The doctor said that your health is not very good, You need to pay attention, otherwise, in the end, you will be the one who bears the hard work."
As he spoke, he turned the wheelchair and approached the door of the study.
Gu Lingsha sniffed, silently watched Qi Feng's figure gradually disappear into the study, and then breathed a sigh of relief, took the bowl of bird's nest porridge that was still slightly steaming numbly, and ate it without taste down.
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After eating most of the food in the tray in a hurry, Gu Lingsha felt that her whole body regained some vitality, and hurriedly got up and walked towards the study.
In the study room, Qi Feng was already sitting silently at the desk, flipping through a document in his hand, his face was a bit gloomy and his brows were wrinkled, and when he saw Gu Lingsha walking in, he took the document in his hand Handed her the file--
"Look, this is how everything happened, including Mom's suspicion of Ling Tian at the beginning, what happened six years ago, and what happened recently. After reading all the information, I think you may be able to Knowing the reason why Mom did this, it is not difficult to imagine from her standpoint."
Qi Feng threw the document to the corner of the table, took a breath, took another document beside him indifferently, and continued to look through it.
Gu Lingsha swayed, bit the faintly pale and bloodless lip line, and after a while, she walked over silently and picked up the document.
"Gran, her subordinate, has no news so far. After the incident was revealed, the police are looking for him everywhere. If Ge Lang contacts you, you'd better ignore it, so as not to get angry. This issue is too sensitive, so we also need to Be vigilant at all times, and don't make up your own mind about other things you can't handle, just leave it to me."