Xi Xinyi nodded, lowered her eyes sadly, and took a silent breath, "Yes."
After answering this sentence, Xi Xinyi continued to walk forward, and a sad voice came over, "During this time, I have thought about many things. When I filed for divorce with me, I should have understood that I had pushed myself to the edge of the abyss. However, at that time, I was still obsessed with it, and I didn't know how to wake up. I didn't realize it until I really lost him and my child. Know… "
Speaking of this, Xi Xinyi suddenly stopped, lowered her head, looked at her hands spread out in front of her eyes, and said in a trembling voice with a trace of choking sadness, "I just know... I ruined everything, yes I pushed myself into the abyss...Dad, I feel so helpless now, I miss Yifeng so much, I miss my son so much... I really want to go back to the past... When Yifeng left, he gave me a chance, but I... only me… "
When Xi Xinyi said this, tears flowed down her face uncontrollably, and she couldn't continue.
Xi Mushan held his hands behind his back and turned his head to look at Xi Xinyi who was weeping silently in front of him. After a while, he took a deep breath, handed over the tissue in his pocket, and said, "Wipe it."
Xi Xinyi sniffed, raised her red eyes to look at Xi Mushan, and took a long time to pick it up.
Xi Mushan didn't take another look at her, but continued to walk forward with his hands clasped behind his back, and Xi Xinyi followed unhurriedly.
"It's a good thing if you can figure it out on your own. I hope that the grievances between me and your mother will come to an end, and there is no need to meet again. I promised Xia Ye that you will not talk to Xia Ye before." Intervene, don’t want to, things have evolved to this point.”
Xi Mushan sighed, "You, like your mother, are people who do whatever it takes to achieve their goals. That's why today's tragedy happened."
"dad… "
"The reason why the Xi family has such a misfortune today is that I have to bear some responsibilities. I haven't fulfilled the responsibilities that I should fulfill. I almost don't even have the opportunity to make up for it later. Xinyi, I hope you don't go down the road. The same way as your mother, I hope you can have a different ending from her."
As Xi Mushan said, he suddenly turned his head and looked at Xi Xinyi.
"Dad, do you think I still have a chance? Do I still have a chance to save everything? "
Xi Xinyi looked at Xi Mushan nervously, her empty heart desperately needed a little courage.
"I used to think that there was no way for your aunt and I to come back again, but now we are reunited." Xi Mushan's deep voice was filled with a trace of happiness, he paused, and continued, "Losing is terrible, but even more terrible Yes, you just watch it go away but don’t know how to get it back.”
"Dad... I... I'm afraid that he won't want me anymore, and even my children will dislike me..."
With tears in her eyes, Xi Xinyi choked up and said.
"If you don't look for them, you will lose them forever. The unhappiness in the past, let it pass. If you can come over today, you must realize your mistakes in your heart and correct them. That's a good thing. It's a good thing for you. It is also a good luck, understand?"
Xi Xinyi sniffed, then nodded with tears in her eyes.
"Okay, the past won't come back, the future is still there, how you live it depends on yourself, huh?"
Xi Mushan said these words with some earnestness, took a deep breath, glanced at Xi Xinyi, raised his hand and patted her on the shoulder, then turned around and left silently with his hands behind his hands, leaving only Xi Xinyi standing alone. On the empty lane.
After a while, Xi Xinyi raised her hand and tears welled up in the corners of her eyes. When she turned her head to look, she could only see Xi Mushan's slightly thinner back...
When she returned home, Shen Wenna was standing outside the balcony looking at the scenery. When Xi Mushan followed her to watch, she could still see the back of Xi Xinyi leaving slowly below.
Shen Wenna's expression was very calm. Xi Mushan carefully turned his head and looked at her for a long time, but he didn't see any emotion on her face. After thinking for a while, he said, "It can be seen that she has some regrets, I hope She won't be like her mother. She hopes that I can go see Yue Lingsi."
"Then why don't you go?"
Shen Wenna looked at him indifferently.
"Wenna, I love you, this fact has never changed, do you understand?"
Xi Mushan thought she was unhappy, so he frowned helplessly and said this.
Shen Wenna lowered her eyes, slightly raised her hands to put on the cool railing, silently looked at Xi Xinyi's receding figure below, and said with some difficulty, "These three words are too heavy, Mu Shan."
"Yes, it's too heavy for us, so I'm glad."
Xi Mushan's quiet eyes were involuntarily softened, and he silently looked at Shen Wenna beside him.
A smile appeared on Shen Wenna's beautiful face, "However, many years have passed in a flash, and we have lost all the things we should have. We have no chance to experience all the good times we once fantasized about."
"Who said there is no chance? There is still time, come with me!"
Xi Mushan looked at her slightly melancholy side face, but felt a slight pain in his heart. He stretched out his big hand uncontrollably, took her hand gently, and pulled her outside.
Shen Wenna was a little surprised when she saw this, "Where are you going to take me?"
"You'll know when you go."
After Xi Mushan said this to her, he had already pulled her out the door.
Being pulled by him along the way, Shen Wenna naturally felt a little embarrassed and tried to struggle, but was held tightly by him and couldn't break free. Fortunately, it was lunch break time, and there were hardly any people on the road.
Xi Mushan pulled Shen Wenna through the peach grove, and after a while, she arrived outside the school's piano room.
It wasn't until Xi Mushan pulled Shen Wenna to sit down in front of a half-old and not new piano that Shen Wenna became a little dazed, her beautiful eyes turned, and she stared blankly at Xi Mushan beside her, and Xi Mushan's slender fingers It has been tapped on the keys, and a string of melodious notes poured out...
Of course, Shen Wenna was familiar with this piece, and Xi Mushan often played it to her at that time, but she hadn't heard this piece for a long, long time, so long that she also forgot the last time she heard it. When was it all, ten years ago, twenty years ago, or more...
This is waiting...