Xu Yanan doesn't know what's wrong with Chen Xian, and Chen Xian doesn't know what's wrong with himself either, maybe it's the problems that he has been deliberately avoiding all the time that popped up and made him fall ill... In Chen Xian's view, his problems have seriously affected his psychology State, although he knows that it is not necessary to think too much, but he just can't control himself to think.
Maybe he was really sick.
"Say anything, we are friends, there is nothing we can't say between friends." Xu Yanan sighed, and seemed to feel that Chen Xian was being entangled by that gloomy emotion, like a person who suddenly fell into a quagmire. Man, she just wanted to quickly pull Chen Xian up.
"Tell you... I can tell you..."
Chen Xian originally wanted to keep this matter in his stomach and digest it by himself, but after thinking about it carefully, there is actually no need to hide this matter from the people around him, because they trust him so much, and Chen Xian will keep all the secrets about them. I know more or less, so it's not a problem for Chen Xian to tell some of his secrets. He always keeps it from other people... It feels like he's deceiving them.
Of course, this kind of thing has nothing to do with Xu Yanan and Mu He, but if it is about Lu Yisheng and the others... Chen Xian will really hesitate, because he has chatted with Mu He and Xu Yanan the most times during this period. They will also talk about life and ideals from the bottom of their hearts, and Lu Yisheng and the others... how should I put it, they are always almost meaningless.
Li Daosheng is too talkative, and Chen Xian can't help but want to beat him up while talking, while Lu Yisheng is an upgraded version of Li Daosheng. His brain circuit is really weird, and many times After only chatting for three sentences, Chen Xian wanted to evaporate him from the world.
So it's not a problem to talk to Xu Yanan and the others.
"If... I mean if." Chen Xian turned his face away and looked at Xu Yanan with extremely serious eyes, "If one day, all the people who are important to you die, how would you react? "
Hearing this extremely abrupt and extremely weird question, Xu Yanan was stunned for a while, then fell silent, thinking carefully why Chen Xian would ask such a thing... Did he really encounter any problems
"I do not know."
Xu Yanan thought about it for a long time, but still told her answer truthfully.
"If all the people I valued leave this world... I don't know what will happen to me... Maybe I will go with them too..."
Hearing this, Chen Xian seemed to be laughed at by her emotional answer, with an unnatural smile on his face.
"What if you say you can't die?"
Hearing these sudden words, Xu Yanan was stunned.
next second.
She seemed to understand something, and the way she looked at Chen Xian became much more strange.
"You... you mean..."
Before Xu Yanan could finish speaking, Chen Xian suddenly raised his hand, and the black light parasite also gushed out from his palm in an instant, quickly condensing into the appearance of a baby.
It was a baby the size of an adult's fist. It was curled up into a ball-like posture, floating quietly in Chen Xian's palm. As time passed, it was constantly changing, from a baby to a teenager, and then It becomes young again, middle-aged, and then old... until it turns into a lifeless "corpse", and the change stops completely until then.
In less than half a minute, the villain in Chen Xian's palm seems to have gone through a whole life, from birth to death, from childhood to old age...
"Human aging and death cannot be reversed. No matter how long the alien lives, there will always be a day of death, unless the alien's body exceeds the boundaries of the mortal body, even if he becomes a fairy in myths and legends." Looking at the villain in his hand, Chen Xian said with a complicated expression, "The decline of human cells, and the lethal gene in human genetics mentioned by the Scientific Research Department of the Bureau of Secrets... These are all important factors for human aging and death, and they may become Immortals can't escape the fate of the five declines of heaven and man, because they can't get rid of these things, and they can only delay the time limit of death."
Mu He was confused.
Although Chen Xian said every word very clearly, she still didn't know what Chen Xian was saying, only Xu Yanan... seemed to understand the meaning of these words.
"If you want to live forever, you must ensure that your cells will not perish, your body will not contain those oxidized highly toxic substances, and you must not allow yourself to carry the lethal genes mentioned by the scientific research department, but these are human beings. What cannot be changed...even through some technological means, it is difficult to solve these problems that hinder longevity." Chen Xian murmured, letting the parasite disperse in his palm with a wave of his hand.
At this time, Chen Xian suddenly turned around and looked at Xu Yanan, his eyes became a little complicated.
"But those problems... I don't have any."
"You...you don't have...you mean you can..."
Chen Xian nodded, his expression became more and more ugly.
"If I'm not wrong, there should be no lethal genes inherited from generations in my body, just because I don't have them... Once the cells in my body fall below the normal level, they will be killed and replaced by new cells immediately. From a certain point of view, in fact, I am constantly being reborn every second or even every millisecond and every microsecond, and my metabolism is much faster than ordinary aliens."
Listening to Chen Xian's soft voice, Xu Yanan frowned slightly and didn't speak. There were a lot of thoughts in her mind. ... Is he an immortal in some sense
This is impossible, right? !
How could there be that kind of immortal alien in the real society...
"My appearance was fixed when I was twenty years old, and it hasn't changed until now, so... Before I met you, I didn't want to deal with anyone, nor did I want to join any organization or group, because I was afraid that it would take a long time. This secret of myself will be exposed." Chen Xian also said the rest of the words completely and frankly, although he planned to keep these secrets for the rest of his life... Yes, he once imagined how he would live his life, and he had already prepared it. Prepare to be a solitary immortal in this world.
"You... You are really immortal... Did you really lie to me..."
"I don't need to joke with you about this kind of thing."
Chen Xian sat cross-legged on the bed, his pale face showed no expression, he lowered his head as if staring at the floor in a daze.
"My current emotions seem to be much richer than before... I have a very strong emotion... It should be called... reluctant?"
As he spoke, Chen Xian couldn't help but frowned, shook his head and said.
"I can imagine decades or even hundreds of years later, you will turn into dust and enter the process of reincarnation, and then become another person in the next life. Although the scientific research department has not yet figured out the reason for the principle of reincarnation, it is basically possible. Definitely... reincarnation is real." Chen Xian said, suddenly raised his hand, and gently placed it on Mu He's head, "I don't know what you will be like in your next life..."
"You... You told me so much... You shouldn't have told me this..." Xu Yanan seemed a little at a loss, and he stuttered, "This is your secret... If you let people outside know..."
"You don't know how to tell the truth." Chen Xian smiled, and comforted, "It doesn't matter if you know, Lao Lu and the others... I'll talk to them again when I find a chance."
Maybe because he put all the burden in his heart into words, Chen Xian suddenly felt much more relaxed, and his mood was not so depressed.
He lay back and lay down on the bed carelessly.
"The reason why Lao Lu said that I was in a bad mood about finding a partner is actually because of this. I never thought about finding a partner... You see, I don't even have the courage to face the reality that you will leave me in the future. The thought of you all dying so many years before me makes me..."
Hearing what Chen Xian said, Xu Yanan also understood why his mood suddenly became so low. Seeing what he said... He should have discovered that his physique was different from ordinary people a long time ago, it was just because of certain things And forgot about this "problem" for a while, now when Lu Yisheng mentioned it, he remembered these inescapable realities.
"Parting from life and death is...it's something that everyone will go through... You look like a woman, don't you want to part with us?" Xu Yanan showed a forced smile, as if to comfort Chen Xian.
"Yeah, I can't bear it."
Chen Xian was lying on the bed looking at the ceiling, and Mu He was also lying with him, hugging Chen Xian like a koala... Perhaps because of the influence of Chen Xian's emotions, Mu He's words became less , remained silent from beginning to end, and his eyes dimmed a lot.
"If one day you all leave, I don't know what I will become."
Chen Xian murmured, his expression a little numb.
"Maybe I won't be like me..."