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"Well, be quiet. What are you looking forward to? Everyone has gone to the wedding. It's just you and me, you and me." Zager couldn't show his expression, but his tone said everything. If he could, he would definitely Don't want to be alone with Zach.
"Yeah, everyone went to the wedding." Zach tilted his head, who knows what he was thinking.
"What are you going to do?" Zagel's voice was a little urgent because Zach was getting ready.
"Go out." He raised his hand to press the brim of his hat, put on his sunglasses, and looked in the mirror, "Perfect~"
"Uh, what?"
"Go out~" Zach smiled at Zager, "Since everyone has gone to the wedding, I don't need to be stuck here anymore~"
The joy of not being alone with Zach only lasted for a while, and he was helpless, "You can't go out."
"Why?" Zach had already walked to the door, smiling and looking back to wait for an answer.
"Don't think that I don't know what you want to do. I am you and I know what you are thinking." Zagel's tone was serious.
"So you know what I want to do, because you are me, and this is what you want to do, but you don't support what you want to do, because this is what I want to do, because, you are me?" Zach Leaning against the door, he smiled and said a tongue twister that was completely meaningless because of it.
"Uh, please, don't go back to this."
"Back to what?"
"Back to this! I am me and you are you. No matter how much we think the same, we are still different people. But Zach, I'm so sorry, I am you! And you don't want to live like me! Be mature and accept it Reality!"
Let’s dig a little deeper into why Zagar doesn’t want to be alone with Zach. Trust me, important information will be shown here.
As mentioned above, of course, not wanting to be resurrected by Zach is the most fundamental reason, but it turns out that Zach is just saying this constantly. With his ability as a vampire, he has no clue about resurrection. Therefore, as long as Zagel is more open-minded, he can automatically filter out the things Zach said and pretend they don't exist.
What really makes Zagel unbearable is the new problems that have arisen in the past few days, which are regarded as extensions of resurrection.
Zach seemed to shift gears in his approach to furthering his intentions and began asking Zagar, 'after,' "What are you going to do when you're fully 'resurrected' and taking on a life of your own?"
There's a serious flaw in this question, 'own life', Zagar doesn't have a life of his own, he is Zach's life. There won't be two separate individuals, just one Zack, a copied Zack! It's enough for the world to have one Zach. He has already done all the things that Zach has to do in his life. The extra one has nothing to do...
So Zager has been avoiding this question. Several times, he was almost forced to say, "I'll take your Louise first!" But luckily he held it back. The reason for holding back, 'I want to steal my own girlfriend', is as weird as it needs to be.
Avoidance means not answering after hearing it, just keeping silent. Zager can't avoid Zach, Papa's midnight gift, the 'lotus' on his chest. No matter how many pieces of fabric Zager asked Morelin to cover his body, the lotus flower would be clearly marked on him. Zach could easily find him among a bunch of models, and then, "Hey~ Zagel Geer, what are you thinking? What will you do next?"
The last time this question came up, Zagel gave this answer: "Stop asking me what I'm going to do! I won't do anything! Because I won't be resurrected! I want to die! Peacefully! Undisturbed!" "
So Zach gave Zager some peace, and today, move on.
Zach raised his eyebrows, "You said 'I am like you'." He tilted his head, "That's an interesting statement, so you at least admit that you and I are at least different from a physical point of view." Zach Smiling, "You also think that you are more mature than me~"
If Zagar's eyes were nimble enough, he would have rolled his eyes, but apparently he wasn't that well-crafted, "Stop, you know very well, I can say whatever you want to say, and I know exactly what you think. You don't Maybe just like manipulating others, guide me to achieve your goals! Give up."
"If you know me so well, or if you insist on your own ideas, then tell me, how will I guide you? And what goal will you achieve?"
"Look! This is my point! You don't know when to stop! Do you think letting me say it will make me admit that you and I are different? No! We are still the same! Every time Every coin has…”
Zach answered, "Both sides." It was actually a very offensive behavior, so he answered. But the purpose is also very obvious. If Zager refuses to tell Zach’s thoughts, then Zach will tell Zagel’s thoughts. Huh, they are the same person anyway, right? “Every thought, every sentence, every Every behavior has two sides. We all perform the same side in some, haha, many things. The result of this execution defines us, defines 'Zach'." Laughing because this sentence itself is very Ridiculous, the person who performs any of the actions of this person 'Zach', is Zach, Zager is just copied from all of Zach's actions, um, stuff, "Hehehe" and then, very unfortunately, we finally meet. , the coin started spinning, and we had our first disagreement. To live, or to die."
Zagel was quiet for a while, as if helpless, and after a small sigh, "I never expected you to understand. You are not, a brain that can only think, you are not, a manufactured thing. But I am, I It’s a tomato, but it has the mind of a vampire named Zach. You can’t possibly understand how I’m living under the continuation of ‘Zach’ while looking at my life as a tomato.”
"Tomato, interesting choice." Zach tilted his head and smiled again, "I would choose, um, cup, using the cup as a metaphor. You know ~ avoid any food, decorations, etc., I will choose it in the utility category Choose something to compare to you.”
Zagel was quiet for a while, and then his voice sounded helpless as if he didn't want to control it, "You don't want to debase yourself, so avoid food that is doomed to tragedy and decorations that have no real value."
"Yes~oh~how wonderful it is to have someone who understands you~"
"Ugh, I can't believe I'm saying this, I'm hopeless, I hate myself! I'm a stubborn, childish, mean-spirited piece of shit! Makes me want..."
Zach answered very efficiently, "Destroy something." He shrugged, "Well~ I do seem to have this bad habit. When I feel frustrated, I want to destroy something. Just like I realized The Thirteen Clan could never win the war against witchcraft beliefs, so I destroyed the Thirteen Clan." In a relaxed tone, "When the wizard family in the middle hindered the development of the Secret Alliance, I destroyed the relationship between wizards and werewolves. When When the development of the Secret Alliance began to become bloated, I destroyed the Secret Alliance. Wait a minute~" Zach spread his hands, "Bad habits." He didn't take over, "What do you want to destroy? Now!" encouraged.
"You! I want to destroy you! You and me, this makes..." Oops! Zagar stopped.
"Ha!" Zach won, "Finally!" He walked towards Zager and hugged him, "Now, to answer this question, is there anything that I, we, wanted to destroy but failed? "
At the last moment, Zagel did not answer.
"No. It didn't happen before and it doesn't happen now, so let's destroy this, this 'you are me, I am you' thing."
"Then let me die! Simple and easy!"
"Ending 'Zach's Proud Eternal Life'?" Some people think that Zach's way of expressing himself in the third person is very, well, disturbing, "No~"
"Okay! You win! I lost! I solemnly declare now! I am not you! I am me! I am a tomato that wants to die! I satisfied you, now, please, satisfy me!"
"Sorry, cup, I can't satisfy you." It seems that both of them will stick to their metaphor, "You can't expect me to smash it after I find the most perfect cup in my life."
"You are so... unreasonable!"
Well... is this really easy? Once someone is forced to admit their own individual significance, this complete denial of Zach's words comes out.
Wooden hands lay between him and Zach, "You killed 'Skin', you ended 'Blood', and you also let Oz destroy 'Heart' and 'Bone'! Now you are here to say that you want to Leave me!"
"Correction, I didn't kill Pi. He requested it himself. I helped him lift the Colt in a small space and told him where the trigger was." A little digression, "I happened to have some Questions about 'Colt' and the skinchangers need to be answered. At most, he is a test subject who is no loss to anyone."
Speechless situations occurred, and Zagel went off topic, "You mean that Judge Judy."
"kindness."
"Still, I still don't quite understand that you would kill him, don't say it's boring."
"Look, sometimes, you still don't understand what I'm thinking." Zach shrugged, not giving up any moment to express his views, but there was a complicated look on his face that rarely appeared on Zach's face.
"You want me to ask?" Zager seemed to have really given up, using an aggressive questioning tone.
"No, I'm just thinking about how to describe it." Zach waved his hand, "Maybe you will think I'm naive again." Shaking his head, he had already thought about it, and looked at Zagel, "You, first of all, state that I don't have any I mean to belittle you." He paused and made sure Zager was listening. "You were created. I guess, when you realized that you were Zach, you also realized that you were created. of."
"You can say that." Zagel responded quickly, "But you should know one thing. Initially, I was just a collection. Your collection, the collection of thoughts and behavioral patterns, is the follow-up work of the mind reader. Let me With the ability to actually think. Gee, you could think they kept me partially alive."
Zach waved his hand. He had already stated many times that he did not want to know how Zagar became an Oz toy. He continued his words, "You know you were made to be like this. I am not. I am myself. Living like this. Is this easy to understand?"
"It's easy, and this has always been my point of view, I should die! I shouldn't exist! I have never lived at all..."
"We've already gone over this point, don't mention it again." Zach was actually impatient and continued, "So, please imagine, when I realize that I may also have been created, well, How should I put it, shocking."
"What?"
"'Skin', the skinchanger, told me of some of the actions of Eli Toledo."
"So what, you told me and Oz." Zager was impatient at first, but immediately said, "Wait a minute, you were talking about the history of Eli Toledo, and you also asked me about the human being who once was How much do you still remember? Could it be..."
"That's it." Zach shook his head with mixed emotions. "We all know that at that time, I gave up my human life and promised to become a good Toledo so that my father would not pursue the escape of the slaves. As a result, It’s just that I can’t remember the name or appearance of that human being, who became a disappointed Toledo without a father... "
He knew Zach well enough to know that Zach might be talking about something that would lead to a philosophical question. Therefore, Zagel interrupted, "Do you think your father did not comply with your request to protect the person you want to protect?" What did the humans who came down do to erase your memory? Since then, everything you have done started from this initial creation of your father erasing your memory? Wait a minute. You don’t think Ileto Rui Duo is the one..."
"Eli, don't worry about it for now. The answer to other questions is that I am an excellent Toledo, but the origin is the creation of my father. He created a beginning, and I trusted him. From this beginning, living Until now. It was manufacturing from the beginning, and then..." Having said that, this is a philosophical question. Zach also knew that he could not express it more clearly. He waved his hand, "I said it, shocking." He shook his head, "So I guess I I should say I'm sorry, but I didn't seriously consider the shapeshifter's request for death. As long as I can satisfy it, I'll be satisfied. That's all."
"So it was just a moment of confusion?"
"Yeah." Zach curled his lips and admitted, "The good thing is, there is nothing to regret." He glanced at Zagel, "First, let's talk about Eli's problem." A serious question, "He is Is it? He was living very well on his original continent, but he accepted the task given by the Sabbat to 'find Toledo' and came to the Federation. His first move to gain status in the Sabbat was to imitate me in What Patton did. Imitate, me." Just emphasis, never mind, "There was also a message from Grande that Sloan told me before he left a few days ago that I couldn't ignore, those dead deer, and , 'I'm sorry'. Hey, Zagel, deer, deer. So, is he?" Zach looked at Zagel and asked a very sincere question.
"Why do you ask me?" Again, if you can, roll your eyes, "Now you just made my head a mess. I was made twice? Is this what you want to express?" Zagar, maybe completely broken.
"Yes, why do I ask you? What do you know? You know, you should use this to convince me. The consequence of two people having the same ideas is that we will fall into a dead end together." Zach shook his head, "So, with the Here comes a new question, what should we do with Eli Toledo. Just like I did with 'Blood', people who have passed away in memory can just remain gone. Or, let's go back, back to the origin. place, resist the fate that was created?"
Because it was obvious that Zagar was useless and couldn't help at all, so Zach just talked to himself.
But Zagel still spoke, "So you can't wait any longer. You want to get out before it's too late. I've always suspected why you asked Sloan to recycle the 'Colt' news. Maybe you asked Hami Barton and the others think that you are using Sloane to make everyone in Barton think that the 'Colt' is in Eli's hands, and then the Sabbat will use the 'Colt' to pressure Eli and force him to show up in person. Papa Midnight, who claimed to want to help each other, gave way. Let this turn into politics, the politics of faith! Papa Midnight did not want to hinder the Sabbat, which still adheres to the original purpose of the Holy Lord's faith! But I knew that something was wrong! Now I understand, you are hesitating! You are protecting Eli! You are stalling for him! Let the Barton aliens not resist Eli's imitation of you because they are afraid of 'Colt'! You are taking Eli from being Patton Freed from the upper and lower pressure of the alien race and the Sabbat!"
Zach raised his head, "I just thought of the second argument you should use to persuade me. I don't feel satisfied at all when I am praised by you and another myself."
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