At midnight, the falling snow flakes in the night sky, where there is no life, melt into the rising white mist and turn into warm water droplets, dotting the skin of the people in the bath. Vertex 23S. Fastest update
Zach brought Evan back, and before allowing Evan to return to Grande's life covered in dirt, Zach felt that he should be cleaned up. And Zach would never choose Grandli's bathroom. Are you kidding me, all the girls use that bathroom! Evan? Can you enter
There were quite a few bathrooms in the living area, but Zach was prepared to save the last bit of manly dignity for Evan, and finally chose the open-air bathroom in the west warehouse. It turns out that Benjamin’s exclusive is remembered.
Evan's current state is a bit like... meat. I don’t know if you can understand the kind of meat that is thrown on the counter and has no reaction when you slap it and turn it over.
Zach took a brush and brushed the guy's upper body while tilting Evan's head.
Although it probably shouldn't be mentioned, Evan is surprisingly, well, smooth and hairless. Under the heat and Zac's washing, the whole skin showed a fresh pink color...
"They whipped me." Evan suddenly spoke, turning his head to look at Zach who was actually brushing his back, "With a whip. It hurts. It hurts."
Zach actually doesn't want to know what Evan went through in Bishop Manor. But these words seem to require a response, "I didn't see any wounds, you are fine." Here is a fact that everyone must know. Of course, Evan will not have any traces of what he experienced in the manor, a vampire. of blood.
"I'm not good." Evan's voice was toneless, "I was raped."
So, this is where this conversation is going. All the things Zach didn't want, didn't need to know.
But this topic could be saved, and Zach kept moving his hands, "What? So what do you want? Call the police? Sue?"
Evan answered quickly, "I was cheated by the two richest women in Barton, and then raped by the richest man." Everyone knows, "Is it useful to call the police?"
"It's useless." Zac was very serious and pointed the brush at Evan's body under the water. "You can handle it yourself or you want me to do it."
You can clearly see that the once arrogant ex-criminal trembled and took the brush in Zach's hand.
"I tried to resist, you know." Evan spoke again.
"I believe you, you've tried it." Zach pouted and stood at the bathroom door with his arms folded. In the corner of his eye was the razor Benjamin left here. A little sharp. Zach considered taking it. I should understand, for safety reasons. Evan's.
"Then he was pushed to the ground and beaten by two women." Evan's voice still did not rise.
This is natural, even if we don't consider the charming Riley, we can't underestimate Fiona alone. Remember what Fiona told us about her hobbies? It's any movement that can be swung, not the movement itself, just the swiping part.
Zach frowned and changed to a small matter, thinking about whether to be a nosy or not. Oh, 'good' guy, just wipe Evan's memory.
"At that time, I remembered the time when you attacked me. You tied me up in the warehouse, and I felt like I could only be played with by you without being able to resist."
Oh, do you remember the contents of Dale's diary for those fifteen days? Evan kept provoking Zach's people, and Zach finally punished him once. They tied him up in the warehouse, hung him up, and forced him to apologize to Matthew, who was still there at the time.
Can. Evan actually thought of Zach when he was raped. very good! Are these two things that can be associated together? ? No! ! Ten thousand no! then
Zach decided not to be the 'good' guy. Let this pain follow Evan for the rest of his life.
"It's all right." Evan paused, "This is it, this is how I died." His eyes looked at Zach in the white steam, "The excitement disappeared, the excitement disappeared... the pleasure disappeared. It's just, Finally, I threw myself into a situation where everything disappeared, and I was going to die."
WTF? Zach was a little confused, which, believe me, was rare for Zach. Including Zach, we don't think of Evan as a smart person. Then why would this guy say something that could confuse Zach? This is unscientific.
"No one wants you to die. You're not dead either." Zach frowned and replied casually, assuming that Evan's current mental state was too negative.
"You didn't listen to me." What? Evan's words became more and more incomprehensible, "I didn't say others wanted me to die, I was talking about myself."
Uh, wait a minute. Is this a topic about suicide? Where is it reflected?
Zach didn't even want to try to follow this guy's train of thought. Instead, out of the corner of his eye, he returned to the razor left by Benjamin and considered whether to take it away. This problem is more realistic. Old Hank said that Evan wants to live.
"Shall I tell you how I ended up in jail?" Evan asked in a tone of voice.
From a polite point of view, Zach had to answer, "I know, I asked. You hurt others, and you are very proud of the harm you caused to others." Zach didn't even need to add sarcasm to these words. The tone, the sentence itself, is sarcastic. Think back to the first time Evan and Zach met. The convict who proudly talked about why he was in prison on the back porch was now scrubbing his hairless body with a brush.
"I'm indeed proud. That guy made me unhappy, so I needed to vent." Evan's tone had a wonderful hint of... excitement, "So I decided to chop off his legs and bar his teeth..." Twisted? is, and the more twisted, “And, I did.”
Wait a moment. Zach seemed to see the connection between this and what Evan said before, and raised his eyebrows, "You feel good. Doing something like this makes you excited." Zach tilted his head and said, "It feels good."
"Now you are listening." Evan lowered his head in the white steam. There was no emotional symbol, he just changed his position and continued to brush himself. "Do you think it is a crime for me not to know what makes me happy?"
It was a clear question again, so Zach could only answer, "Of course you know." Now that he has discovered that Evan is a twisted soul, the conversation became much smoother, "This is probably one of the important reasons for making you happy. , you are committing a crime."
"Yes." Evan confirmed, "I know the police, I know the law, I know the system, I know everything. But I still did it, why? It was fun. The even better part is." He raised his head deliberately. , showing his body, "I'm alive, I'm happy, and then I'm alive. Prison? It's like a joke, to me." Twisted.
If it weren't for Evan's current fate... We know the reason for the scene he presented to us at this time. Perhaps, his words are still a little bit contagious.
Zach fully understood what Evan had expressed before, and raised his hand, "Oh! I understand. This is your 'fun'. Right. Including you provoking me in Grandry." Zach had To be interested, studying humans is never boring for Toledo, “You know the system, you know you can’t resist me (Grande, the policy of the halfway house), or the regulations tell you that you can’t resist. But, You can't help but want to try, bit by bit. Including this time you go home with two married West End ladies. You know it's wrong, but you want this feeling." The real core, "You like it Throw yourself into a situation that you know you can't do, but you do it just for the pleasure, feel the excitement and excitement it brings, and then after you get the pleasure you want, you find that you are still alive with this world.”
Evan didn't stop his movements and looked at Zach, "What can I say, I am a free soul."
Hahaha.
"You are a dangerous, savage soul." Zack laughed. Also, no need to be reminded that the soul here is just a symbol in human speech.
"When I found out what kind of person I was." Evan resumed the action of brushing himself, "I knew that one day, I would kill myself." Uh... Yes, this is a suicide topic, tsk , "There will come a time when I put myself in a real and irresistible situation. I won't even have the chance to listen to the policemen telling me about my human rights. I will die, quietly, doomed, and destiny." ..." The sound was automatically silenced.
To translate this whole paragraph, it means a person who is addicted to kicking iron slabs for excitement and has no regrets, knowing that one day he will kick a meteorite and end up with no scum left.
After fully understanding Evan as a person, Zach no longer thinks about things like razors. Evan has revealed his... well, in his own words, destiny, isn't it, that he won't end up with a ridiculous razor.
Zach, "Then I guess you're very happy now. Neither I nor Bishop Manor let you die."
"So I had my only puzzle." Evan moved closer to the edge in the water and looked at Zach, "Why am I not dead yet."
You would think that humans can only be distorted to a certain extent, that is the limit. Sorry, there are no limits to this thing.
Zach raised his eyebrows and caught Evan's gaze, "Sorry?" to express that he didn't understand.
"You are not a human being. The things in Bishop Manor are not human either." These words came out of Evan's mouth so simply, "I would associate the two of you together. There must be something." The reason is, at that moment, when I knew that I couldn't get the pleasure I wanted, what I felt." Evan's eyes drifted for a moment, "The moment when I finally realized that I was going to die, What I feel is truly overwhelming. You cannot be human."
So that's it... Anyone expecting Zach to show off his vampire self will be disappointed. Just a reminder, the next direction of this communication is spiritual.
There was a smile on Zach's face, "When you thought you were going to die, did you see the Holy Lord calling you?"
"No." Evan shook his head, "It must be Satan. Heaven? No, I won't go if you ask me. I belong to hell."
"You understand that hell is also a part of the Holy Lord."
"I don't care. I admit that there is only one 'higher power' in the world, and it can only be a hell that is considered evil by everyone. That is where I belong, my paradise."
'Higher Power', good words. Now we know what Evan’s words, system, irresistibility, soul, destiny, symbolize.
Accident? We are watching the twisted confession of a criminal! What does his entire expression say? He said how ridiculous he thinks the morals, laws, and systems we humans have established are! He is the guy who pleased himself and then destroyed all the correct values that mankind represents! What a bad guy!
And then, such a dangerous individual, believes in, uh, destiny
Don't you think it's strange? He firmly believes that he knows what his destiny will be like! he! Evan! An individual who no longer takes human civilization seriously, believes in destiny?
The question then arises, who gave him this fate? human civilization? Our ethics, laws and institutions? Ah. Seriously, what we humans can give him has already disappointed him! He's still alive, isn't he? Live proudly! Tsk!
So, it's the 'higher power'! Yes, then he cannot take it as a joke, cannot challenge, cannot resist, the 'higher power'!
"Then, do you think that I, Mrs. Bishop (Riley), Mrs. Falcon (Fiona), including Mr. Bishop who raped you, must be messengers of Satan? Is it your, uh, sign, Are we here to pick you up?" Zach wasn't sure why he wanted to laugh.
"This is the ending of the normal development of the story, isn't it? The angel comes, takes away the perfect soul, and everything is sublimated." Evan looked at Zach, "Then for me, this should be my ending, incarnate as a messenger like you, Give me the last time in this world, 'goodness', make me complete, make me sublime, and then pick me up."
Zach couldn’t bear to look into Evan’s eyes.
"Who told me this was the ending of the story?" Zach's face still had that unknown smile.
"Father, Father Constantine."
Zach took a deep breath, filling his lungs with the mixture of hot and cold air. Most of the time, it was an anthropomorphic behavior that a vampire would not do, but at this time, it was extremely suitable. One is the name Father Constantine. The second is the true appearance of the Holy Lord’s faith in human hearts, the higher power? What the hell... Three, for Evan.
Zach didn't know what else to say to Evan for a moment. Ridiculous, this whole conversation is so ridiculous... Zach really can't continue to lower his quotient to cooperate with such an exchange.
Zach turned around and prepared to leave.
"Take me away!!"
God.
The sound of water, footsteps, and wet hands reaching for Zach.
Zach raised his hand and pushed, looking at Evan who fell back into the bathtub, "Don't be stupid, you were raped, you are sick. I will ask Old Hank to hire a psychiatrist for you tomorrow."
"No! I..."
Zach turned around and slapped Evan. Carrying the unconscious body. Give Evan the last bit of dignity? Get lost. Twisted like Evan, unworthy.
Zach directly carried Evan into the living area, making as much noise as possible and attracting all the sleepy-eyed employees who could be attracted to watch.
Zach threw Evan on the ground, "Someone will take care of him."
Someone is approaching. After all, this is their person, but his wet and unclothed state will definitely make people curious, "What happened to him?"
"It's great." Zach replied, and told Old Hank, "Find a psychiatrist to see you tomorrow. I think he has a mental breakdown."
The point is not to say it nicely and let people ask.
Old Hank took the bait, "Zach! What's going on?!"
Look at this attitude, what else does Zach have to worry about? Just say it.
When everyone's sleepiness began to turn into indescribable expressions, and they were completely unable to face the wet body on the ground, Zach finished his story, went back to his room, and went to sleep. We won't repeat it.