Tang Yuansi's voice was very low, choked with sobs, and he paused slightly. Just as he was about to ask her to take the child away, he suddenly felt his shoulders wet.
One tear followed another, hitting his shoulders non-stop.
Shangxin, who was leaning in his arms, didn't say anything, just hugged him hard, and didn't cry out, but the suppressed crying was like a dagger, piercing his heart.
He thought just a second ago that the most difficult thing for him to accept was her forced smile.
But it wasn't until this moment that he realized that he couldn't accept her tears.
Seeing her cry was worse than killing him.
It's his fault. If he knew that he couldn't give her happiness, he shouldn't have provoked her from the beginning.
They shouldn't be unable to pick it up, but also reluctant to let it go, let them get to this point today...
"Xin'er, I'm sorry..." Tang Yuansi hugged her tightly, as if he wanted to rub her into his body.
Hearing her sobbing, her eyes turned red.
He's been through a lot in his life.
Growing up in an orphanage, he was treated coldly.
Because the orphanages are full of children who are not in good health, very few people go to adopt them.
From a very young age, Tang Yuansi knew that he was different from others.
He can't bounce around like a normal person.
Can't get emotional.
Neither happiness nor unhappiness can be shown on the face.
It was her appearance that made his life different.
There is a person who sweetly calls him "Brother Xiao Si".
When everyone can't find him, they will find him hiding in the corner reading a book.
The first time I saw a boy kissing a girl on TV, I would tilt my head and ask him why he didn't kiss her...
For the first time, someone would cry out sadly because he couldn't see him, shouting "My brother Xiaosi is lost, Xiaoxin is going to die of sadness".
He's in every one of her birthday wishes.
She has him in her heart.
It was her who made his supposedly bleak childhood colorful.
She was like an angel sent by God to save him, illuminating his gloomy life.
In Tang Yuansi's life, if there was anything he was not satisfied with, it was probably because he hadn't been with her long enough.
They were childhood sweethearts, walked through youth together, but failed to walk from the campus to the wedding dress...
He owes her a promise.
Also owes her a big wedding.
He didn't know what else to say to her other than "I'm sorry."
Now he has nothing but pain for her.
Hearing his apology, Shangxin had been holding back the tears, as if he could finally hold back, and burst into tears.
Holding his skirt tightly with both hands, he spoke intermittently.
"Brother Xiao Si, listen to the doctor... We will definitely get better if we don't give up the treatment..."
"Just treat it for me and the baby, even if there is only a little chance, don't give up..."
"When I was young, I always heard from my father that as long as there is an idea in my heart, people who care about me will definitely wake up..."
"My dad and I will wait until mom wakes up, and you will be fine too..."
Shangxin cried until his nose and eyes were red.
Seeing that Tang Yuansi didn't answer her, he bit his lip, raised his head from his shoulder, and looked at him stubbornly.
"Brother Xiao Si, do you believe in miracles?"
"..."
Tang Yuansi lowered his eyes slightly, looked at her sad look, moved his lips, wanted to say something, but couldn't say anything.
In the next second, she heard her say, "I believe it!"