"But, I am already an adult. I will take care of myself. No matter what I do, I can take responsibility for my actions. You really don't have to worry about me."
When they got married, her grandfather gave the Shangguan family to the Fu family with only one condition, which was that she could only divorce when she wanted to. If Fu Siye had an affair during marriage, he would clean up and leave the house. Although she was married Having an affair is also to leave the house, but this condition is beneficial to her, because they all know how much she loves him. If she is going to cheat, then she must not love him anymore. If he doesn't love him, she will directly file for divorce. That's fine, no need to cheat.
Therefore, this condition is only limited to Fu Siye, so he can only wait for her to give up. She wants a divorce, so he has been hurting her like this all these years, trying to force her to let go.
When Shangguan Yu was talking, she kept her eyes closed. She didn't dare to look at him. She was afraid that looking at his face, she just wanted to be with him and couldn't say such words.
Because she closed her eyes, she didn't see the complicated struggle in Fu Siye's eyes.
In the past, when she said she wanted to let go, she was always playing hard-to-get, trying to test him. Now, this time, he could see that she was really tired, and she really couldn't hold on anymore.
Even, she wanted to do such a decisive thing last night and completely cut off her heart.
He should be happy, because the freedom he has always wanted is coming, but...
Why? Would he be so unacceptable
"You don't want me to ruin myself, okay, I won't ruin myself. I will go back after landing. I will try to find a man I like and cheat on me. In the future, you really don't have to worry about me anymore." She would She wanted to cheat because she wanted to give him everything she had.
She doesn't need those properties, she just wants the cafe.
When Fu Siye heard her words like this, he couldn't tell what he was feeling. He didn't want to think about it in detail. He just obeyed his instinct, lowered his head, and tightly blocked her red lips. He didn't want to hear her say this again. talk.
Shangguan Yu, who was kissed by him, opened his eyes and looked at him.
See, it's always like this.
When she was tired and desperate, he would always behave like this, making her feel that he actually liked her, but he only treated her like this because of previous misunderstandings and because he couldn't let go of such things.
As long as she waits, he will one day let go of such things and be happy with her.
Can…
She has been waiting for six years, and all she has been waiting for is despair and pain again and again.
Tears fell down without warning.
After a long, long time...
"Si Ye, if you really don't like me at all, please don't do this to me again, okay?" After doing this before, she would always ask him expectantly if he liked her.
But what she got every time was despair, which made her not want to ask like that again.
"Just think of me as begging you..."
She didn't want to be so humble, but she just loved being so humble.
If possible, she really doesn't want to love him so much, really doesn't want to...
It would be great if the human brain could be like a computer. What you don’t want can be deleted directly and permanently without leaving any trace.
Fu Siye really couldn't listen to her words, so he lowered his head again.
Shangguan Yu wanted to push him away, but she didn't want to push him away.
She knew that sinking was hell and would only bring her endless pain, but she still couldn't get out of sinking...
(End of chapter)