Director Pan was very interested and kept talking about how there were not so many people when he first came here and what it has become now.
But the old director was old after all, and he could tell he was tired after walking for more than an hour. Su Yun suggested taking the cable car up the mountain. Zheng Ren looked at the high cable car and immediately thought of the roller coaster.
The experience of riding a roller coaster with Yi Ren is still fresh in Zheng Ren's memory. It was really scary. Standing below, Zheng Ren could already imagine how cowardly he would be when sitting on the cable car.
My hands and feet were cold, and I was holding Yiren's hand tremblingly. This didn't seem good. It's not like he's sick. It's better to keep this cowardly look deep in his memory.
In the end, after struggling for a long time, Zheng Ren decided to stay alone amidst the laughter of everyone.
No way, the invulnerable Boss Zheng also has weaknesses, such as fear of heights, underdeveloped vestibular nerves, unwillingness to socialize, and... unwillingness to eat.
Zheng Ren sat boredly on a stone bench and looked at the crowds of tourists. He felt that this place was much worse than the desert in the north of Saibei.
The experience of watching stars in the desert was still unique in Zheng Ren's heart. After all, there are few people. One of the criteria that Boss Zheng uses to evaluate whether a scenic spot is good or not is the lack of people.
And in the empty Gobi Desert, it feels really great to lie side by side on the sand dunes with Yiren and look at the stars in the sky, as if no one or anything else exists in the universe.
Zheng Ren watched everyone take the cable car up the mountain alone. Old Director Pan seemed to be talking to Su Yun who was traveling with him about climbing up the mountain. Yiren was not afraid at all, and seemed a little excited, taking selfies with Chang and the Chu sisters.
Lao He was a little scared, but he was still pulled up. Feng Xuhui and Liu Xiaojie were sitting on a cable car with thumping footsteps. He carefully took care of Liu Xiaojie, and their relationship seemed to be making progress.
Da Chu and Xiao Chu sat together, Zheng Ren smiled slightly, recalling that during the operation, they both straightened up at the same time, their graceful arcs merged into one, and at the same time gave themselves a thumbs up.
It's great to have them around.
As he watched the group of people gradually disappear into the distance, even with Zheng Ren's eyesight, he could not see them. Suddenly, a pair of cold hands slowly covered Zheng Ren's eyes.
Zheng Ren didn't hide. Which naughty kid from this family was kidding him
Fingers are dry, erythema, chapped, and indurated... Is this hand-foot syndrome caused by chemotherapy? Zheng Ren immediately said, "Little Shitou, is that you?"
"Ah, you can guess this?" Shi Jian panted and jumped in front of Zheng Ren.
"Why are you here?" Zheng Ren smiled and touched Xiao Shitou's head.
"Dr. Zheng, you are here too." Wen Xiaonuan came over and said, "I originally wanted to take Xiao Shitou to Xishan Park, where there are fewer people. But I took the wrong way, and ended up here. "
Zheng Ren looked at Xiao Shitou's system panel. The red color had gradually faded. It should be considered a small miracle that he could insist on coming here.
This must be the child's last dream. There is still this thought in his heart that supports him, Zheng Ren thought to himself.
The left side of Xiao Shitou's thin shoulder was very thick, and there was a large tumor that was compressing the airway.
Zheng Ren immediately recalled the imaging data. The thyroid tumor had invaded the external carotid artery and the fourth cervical vertebra. The small stone should make the limbs feel numb, and the nerves in the cervical spine may be violated even if the airway is not completely blocked.
This was an unsolvable problem. Zheng Ren tried his best to smile, not wanting to leave too heavy an impression on the child.
Xiao Shitou is already seriously ill, and he doesn't have any good solutions. It would be good if he can walk safely.
"Dr. Zheng, I just found out yesterday that you won the Nobel Prize." Wen Xiaonuan didn't expect that the little doctor who sent QQ questions to Xiao Shi at that time turned out to be a big shot, she said a little awkwardly.
Especially when thinking about her previous experience with Zheng Ren, Wen Xiaonuan felt a little uneasy.
"Haha." Zheng Ren smiled dryly. He was not used to others looking at him with such envy and admiration. Especially ordinary people like Wen Xiaonuan, not clinicians.
"Uncle, you are so awesome!" Xiao Shitou said.
"Call me brother." Zheng Ren said seriously, "I remember you called me big brother when we first met. Why are you calling me uncle now?"
"Isn't it the first time we meet that I want you to help me look after my mother while I play games for a while?" Xiao Shitou said, "I think calling me uncle is more formal."
"Let's call him brother." Zheng Ren insisted.
Xiao Shitou chuckled, "Brother, you are so awesome. I also said that I would win the Nobel Prize in the future, but I didn't expect that you got it first."
Zheng Ren looked at his bright and clear eyes and his uncoordinated limbs, feeling infinite regret in his heart.
Just like Su Yun said, Xiao Shitou also suffered while alive.
"It's a pity, I don't have time." Xiao Shitou murmured softly.
Wen Xiaonuan's eyes suddenly turned red. Before the tears could fall, she turned around immediately, her voice trembling slightly, "I'm going to buy some water. What do you want to drink, Dr. Zheng?"
"I'm not thirsty, thank you." Zheng Ren said sadly.
"Brother, you know what disease I have, right?" Xiao Shitou sat next to Zheng Ren like an adult and asked softly.
"Yeah, I know." Zheng Ren nodded.
"Actually, I don't want to take treatment for a long time. I'm too tired and uncomfortable." Xiao Shitou raised his hand and faced the sun. "Look at my hands. Every time after chemotherapy, the skin is broken out layer by layer. I feel uncomfortable all over. , plus nausea. I’m hungry, and I’m still nauseous when I see what I’m eating. Every time I eat, it’s like taking medicine, and I have to eat it with a smile, otherwise my mother will cry.”
"Thank you for your hard work." Zheng Ren said seriously.
"It's not hard. I feel uncomfortable, but I want to live. I don't want to be treated but I also want to live. Is it a contradiction?"
"Is it because of your mother?"
"This is just one aspect. A long time ago, about half a year ago, my mother told me once. She didn't want to let me go, but the doctors said there was no hope. She said it very vaguely, but I knew what she meant. .”
"She didn't want me to leave, but treatment was too painful, so she gave me a choice."
"What happened next?" Zheng Ren asked.
"I don't want to die. I still have so much road to walk, so many people I haven't met, so many games I haven't played, and so many movies I haven't watched. If I leave, I won't be able to do anything. But it's good to live It’s difficult, it’s really difficult.”
Xiao Shitou doesn't look like a child of about ten years old, but looks like an adult. He did not enjoy the carefreeness that belonged to this age. Instead, he was brought to premature maturity by life.