Shen Bing then went back, leaving me alone in the store in a daze until dawn.
Although I thought about a lot of things in my mind, there was not one thing I could think of completely. There were so many things in my mind that I didn’t even know what I was thinking.
I still have a lukewarm attitude towards Shen Bing. It's not that I should pursue her recklessly just because she is beautiful. Although it is said that a gentleman loves a beautiful lady, if there is no attraction, what's the point of pursuing her? I am also very puzzled about this. Why is there no attraction between me, a gentleman, and a lady like her
I dragged my tired body back home in the morning, and my mother and Shen Bing were already sitting at the table waiting for me to eat. But I had no appetite at all, because I had no impression of either of these two women who were closest to me in my life. Forgetting my wife was fine, but forgetting my mother was the most unfilial. I felt so painful in my heart.
My mother may have heard from Shen Bing about my amnesia, and she said to me kindly, "Xiaofeng, if you can't remember the past, don't think about it. From now on, we can start over and it will be the same. Come on, sit down and eat."
I forced a smile, which probably looked really ugly, and sat down at the dining table.
"This is the mushroom stewed chicken that you like." My mother copied a bowl of the dish for me, and I even forgot whether I liked it or not.
No matter whether it is or not, it smells good anyway, and since my mother made it, I have to give her face. So I thanked my mother, and without looking up, I started eating. I have to say, my mother is really good at cooking, and this mushroom stewed chicken is really authentic. After eating for a while, I found that Shen Bing hardly moved her chopsticks, and her eyes were red. I thought that women have so many problems, so I winked at her, meaning that everyone should eat happily.
Shen Bing couldn't help crying, but then she reached out to wipe away her tears, smiled and said, "I'm leaving today."
My mother and I were both stunned. I thought, where are you going? I don't even know where her family is from. It's embarrassing to say this.
My mother's eyes also turned red: "Xiao Bing, why are you leaving?"
Shen Bing forced a smile at my mother: "Uncle Long told me to go back to work. There are several big cases in the provincial capital and they need manpower, so I agreed."
Oh, she is from the provincial capital. No wonder she called me a bumpkin. It turns out she is a girl from a big city. What case happened in the provincial capital? What job do you want to resume? I was very puzzled. So I asked her, "What job do you want to resume when you go back?"
Shen Bing sniffed and said, "Go back and continue to be a □□."
"Oh, that's great." I said this unintentionally, but Shen Bing thought I was eager for her to leave. Her face suddenly darkened and tears streamed down her face.
My mother turned around and glared at me, then quickly said to her: "Xiaofeng has become stupid, Xiaobing, don't take it to heart. After you leave, will he..." At this point, she couldn't say any more and started crying.
Shen Bing put down her chopsticks, threw herself into her mother's arms and burst into tears: "Mom! You will always be my mom, I will come back."
"That's good, that's good." Mother hugged her tightly and burst into tears.
When they both cried, my nose was also sore, but in my heart, I never felt that I was reluctant to let Shen Bing go. It was not until after dinner, when my mother brought her her favorite snacks such as chestnuts and peanuts, and when she walked out of the door, I suddenly felt a sour feeling in my heart, which was without reason and inexplicable.