Letian said, squatting on the ground and crying: "You always think that I should like it, I want to like it. You always think that children know what they like and don't like, and it should be decided by adults. Why do children Don’t know what you like or don’t like?”
Lotte's father stood up and looked back at his daughter who was squatting on the ground and unable to get up.
"When I was in high school, I always got perfect marks in physics, but none of you looked at it. You only held on to my liberal arts scores, thinking that I was not serious. But I like physics, and I like mathematics. You always say that if I It wouldn't be that bad if I spent the time I spent studying physics and mathematics on liberal arts. It's because of you that I spent several times more time on things I don't like, but what's the result? What I get is your disapproval. " Letian said, stretched out her hand to wipe her tears, sat directly on the ground, and watched her old man walk up to her.
Letian didn't look up, just crying.
"Lotte—"
"You always think that I am already like this, but you are not me. You just gave me life, not thoughts. You don't know what I am like!" Letian roared, but he was unwilling to get up.
Lotte's father squatted down and looked at his daughter sitting on the ground, "Can your mother and I still harm you?"
"You are the only one who can harm me, you are the only one who can harm me, no one else can harm me." Lotte growled, looking up at Lotte's father with his red eyes, "The one that can follow your instructions step by step is a robot, isn't it? People, why are you parents like this?" Lotte said, crying even harder.
Letian's father took advantage of this meal, but Letian's father didn't know how to refute his daughter. He sat down with his daughter and reached out to wipe her tears.
Lotte directly turned his head to the side, "In your eyes, everything I do is just nonsense. I graduated from college and stopped working to make models at home. You said that was nonsense. I have to go to work to find a job. You think it's not good? , you just say that I am fooling around, and you are not satisfied with anything I do, just because I do not live according to your instructions." Lotte said, waving away his father's hand, "I don't even know, what on earth did I do? Life is the right thing to do. Go back to when you were a child and learn dance and piano. When you fill out your application form for the college entrance examination, study early childhood education as you and my mother wanted. Then graduate and become a kindergarten teacher and marry a civil servant. This is what you want. I want my daughter."
Lotte's words were more cruel than her words. She had just thought about it when she was coaxing her son to sleep. She had been holding it in for so many years and she wouldn't sign it anyway, so she might as well say it all.
Lotte's father looked at his daughter, and the pain in his heart throbbed so much that he almost suffocated.
Lotte's mother stood at the door, her eyes were red now. They didn't know that during their daughter's growth, they thought they were self-righteous and put so much pressure on their daughter.
When she was a child, they asked Letian to learn dance. She went there once and made a fuss about learning calligraphy. At that time, she should have known that she didn't like it. However, she and Lao Le still felt that their daughter was disobedient. In the end, although Letian succeeded, But they are not happy.
Sometimes, if a child is willing to try it once, it is telling the parents that I agree with your idea and I will go. But if I am not willing to go a second time, it is because I really don’t like it. I respect you, but But you don't respect me.
Children are always smart, but adults are always self-righteous.