Through The Strait Gates

Chapter 48: choose

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But Dou Xun did not.

Dou Xun just stared at him gloomily for a while, then turned around and left.

Even though Dou Junliang lived up to all his expectations for his father, Dou Junliang still gave birth to him, gave him a name, raised him, and provided him with school.

Live up to his father is also a father, there is no beast reason for a son to do something with his father.

"You... this is all mental illness!" Dou Junliang said behind him, pressing his voice, as if he was afraid that someone would hear it, "I'll contact you with a few doctors... Dou Xun! Dou Xun, stop for me!"

Dou Xun turned a deaf ear and walked faster and faster.

Dou Junliang has devoted half his life to making money and squandering, and has never bothered about his children. Dou Xun is like a thriving field without watering and caring, and he has always only given him a long face.

Dou Junliang didn't know until today, what is "you always have to pay back". He smoked a few cigarettes on the spot like a trapped beast, and angrily slammed the car door and broke into the house.

Wu Fenfen had already seen the lawsuit between the father and son through the window, and after using the power of nine bulls and two tigers, she suppressed the secret joy in her heart and greeted her with a red face: "Dou..."

"Don't think I don't know what's on your mind." Dou Junliang has run out of patience to listen to her panting now. He prefers beautiful idiots, but doesn't like smart idiots - especially that idiots are not so beautiful anymore.

"Wu Fenfen, let me tell you," Dou Junliang pointed at her nose and said, "If there is a little air in this matter, no matter which bastard said it, I will settle the account with you, get out!"

Dou Xun was hurriedly called out by Dou Junliang, he didn't bring a penny on his body, the autumn night was as cold as water, a thin layer of dew quickly fell on his body, and his hot cheeks slowly cooled down, and then completely cooled down, only when involved , with a little needle-like sting.

Dou Xun walked eight kilometers on foot, nearly an hour and a half.

When he got home, he was not in a hurry to go back. He sat in the garden of the community for a while and smoked the last cigarette in his pocket. After being with Xu Xilin, he slowly stopped smoking, and it seemed that he did not deliberately. Ring, just gradually can't remember.

That pack of cigarettes was left over from a long time ago. It had been in the pocket of my windbreaker for autumn, like a pack of tissues that I never remembered to use.

When it was estimated that Grandma Xu was almost asleep, Dou Xuncai moved his frozen hands and feet, walked slowly to the house, and met Xu Xilin coming out to meet him.

"Grandma is not at ease, let me come out to greet you." Xu Xilin said, his eyes stayed on Dou Xun's slightly blue face for a moment, then slid away without saying anything.

The two went home together, and they didn't turn on the lights when they entered the house. Grandma Xu came out and asked a few questions. Fortunately, she couldn't see clearly even in the dark, so she was coaxed back by Xu Xilin with a few words.

Dou Xun's gloomy anger had been annihilated in the night wind and dew, and he was very tired. When he went upstairs, he didn't wash his face and change his clothes. As soon as he entered the door, he hugged Xu Xilin wetly.

Then Xu Xilin asked hesitantly, "Your dad..."

Dou Xun impatiently mentioned Dou Junliang, broke his face, and anxiously blocked Xu Xilin's mouth.

Xu Xilin originally had a guess of six or seven points, but it has come true so far.

The secret that had been held back for several years was caught off guard. He was unavoidably dazed and panicked, but there was another Dou Xun who needed to be appeased. Xu Xilin had to forcibly regain his sanity in the upset, raised his hand around Dou Xun's back, and slowly mixed his spine towards Stroke down.

Dou Xun seemed to be pampered, he pressed him against the door, silently trying to seek comfort from him.

Xu Xilin was obviously not in the mood to cooperate at this meeting. He pretended not to understand Dou Xun's suggestion, clasped Dou Xun's cold hand, put it in his arms and covered it for a while, and turned on the headlight in the bedroom: "Show me. your face."

Dou Xun's expression was as stiff as a slap in the face. He took a step back and avoided Xu Xilin's hand sullenly: "Forget it, it's fine, I'll go wash my face."

Xu Xilin: "Wait..."

Dou Xun had locked the bathroom door.

Xu Xilin pressed his forehead irritably and walked around the room for a few times, feeling breathless. He always felt that everything was a mess recently, and nothing good was going on before or after.

He began to wonder how Dou Junliang discovered it. The more he thought about it, the more uneasy he became. In the end, he almost became paranoid. Worrying about this for a while, Xu Xilin remembered the contract that he had no intention of revising until now, and remembered that tomorrow afternoon, he would have to hold his nose before dealing with those people...

He just doesn't want to live anymore.

Xu Xilin left the narrow bedroom in total darkness and went to the living room to breathe.

He sat on the old sofa for a while with his mind free, and there was a rustling sound, and the grey parrot actually flew up and stood on the railing on the second floor to look at him.

When the bird grows up a little, it shows intelligence. It recognizes its family members, never flies around, and has a little cleanliness. It loses its feathers and can carry it away by itself. Usually, they don't like to lock it. The grey parrot tilted his head, looked at Xu Xilin's face, then flapped his wings and landed on his arm, and put the clever bird's head on his shoulder, the hair was still blown, and he approached him with disgust.

Xu Xilin couldn't help but smile - now, only one parrot in the world knows that he is not happy.

He took a deep breath, grabbed two peanuts from the nut box beside him, and fed it, shaking his arms, it flew.

Dou Xun was wiping his hair, and when he saw Xu Xilin entering the room, he lowered his head.

If Dou Junliang poured a pot of red-hot molten iron on him, Xu Xilin's evasion was that a layer of ice covered the pot of molten iron, and it was hot and cold, and it came and went, and a layer of ice stuck on him. The iron prison of bone and flesh.

However, when facing Dou Junliang, he was invulnerable, but Xu Xilin's eyes could make him pierce his heart.

Dou Xun is a bit unreasonable, but he is not stupid at all. No matter how good Xu Xilin is to him or how sticky he is, he knows Xu Xilin's bottom line - Xu Xilin always feels that the relationship between the two of them is not visible, he is awake and sinking, sinking When one day he was out of breath, maybe he ran away in a hurry.

Xu Xi looked downstairs and looked downstairs, carefully closed the door, and asked him, "What's going on?"

"Dou Junliang has a few photos," Dou Xun said, "It should have been taken secretly downstairs, it's not very clear."

Xu Xilin was silently comforted by the gray parrot, and finally he was able to think about it. Someone took a picture and handed it over to Dou Junliang, explaining that it should be Dou Xun's side, and who would follow Dou Xun, an ordinary student.

Before he could think of a reason, Dou Xun directly revealed the answer: "It was his mentally retarded wife who did it. The scene in the photo should be summer. I remember that there were several decorations in the surrounding neighbors, maybe it was The person who got in with the decoration team - Dou Junliang's face is heaven, even if he secretly finds someone to kill me or kill his wife, he will never reveal this matter, don't worry."

Dou Xun pulled Xu Xilin out of his fear of "the whole world knows it" in a few words. For a moment, Xu Xilin was really relieved.

However, he soon heard the irony in Dou Xun's words.

"Even if I secretly find someone to kill me" and "Don't worry" are put together in one sentence, it doesn't sound right. Xu Xilin doesn't know which cow's horn Dou Xun drilled into again, so he licked his lips: "Bean stuffing... "

Dou Xun stood up abruptly: "I'm back in the house."

It would be a big problem to let him go back to the house. Xu Xilin raised his hand and locked the door in a well-trained way, blocking Dou Xun from letting him go.

The two stood silently for a moment, and Xu Xilin explained in a low voice, "I'm not worried about that, I'm a little worried about you."

Dou Xun gave him a deep look, and when their eyes met, Xu Xilin subconsciously wanted to avoid him, because he felt that Dou Xun saw through his fear and weakness. Afterwards, he scratched his neck to cover up this fear, took Dou Xun's hand, and said in a gentle voice, "I have everything, no matter what your father says."

After Dou Xun heard these words, he froze for a moment, and then his expression softened. Xu Xilin hugged his waist, kissed him in his ear, and coaxed him to sleep on the bed.

After turning off the light, no one fell asleep. Xu Xilin counted Dou Xun's breathing, and Dou Xun's mind was full of Xu Xilin's flashing eyes. The two shared the bed and had two worries.

The next day, before dawn, Xu Xilin got up and changed the agreement of humiliating the country. When he turned around, he found that Dou Xun was already up.

Xu Xilin asked casually, "Is there anything today?"

No wonder he asked this, because Dou Xun basically has no classes for a while, and the remaining main tasks are graduation design and related experiments. And procrastination, an epidemic of college students, can't even see a trace in Dou Xun. When many people have not yet entered the state of senior year, he has used the summer vacation to sort out his thoughts and outlines in an orderly manner. One day after the start of school No waste, go back to school to do experiments and record data. So far, the mid-term of others is still a long way off. He has already written about it, so he doesn't go to school if he has nothing to do.

Dou Xun said "um": "There is an interview."

Xu Xi paused when he turned off the computer: "Didn't you already get the Baoyan?"

Dou Xun casually said, "Internship."

Xu Xilin: "What position?"

Dou Xun hesitated before saying, "Medical agent."

Xu Xilin thought for a while that he heard it wrong: "What?"

Dou Xun was originally undecided between graduate school and work, but now he finally made a choice under Dou Junliang's coercion - why does Dou Junliang think he can dictate his own affairs? Why is Xu Xilin always unable to relax

Wasn't it because he was a poor student with nothing

Dou Xun's view of money is weak, and he has never taken material achievement as his goal in life before.

At this time, what Xu Xilin said to him a few years ago echoed in his heart - when he is strong, he will no longer have to worry about what others say.

Dou Xun tossed and turned for a night, and the chaotic road became clear and clear. He planned to work directly after graduation. What would he do? It would be good to sell medical equipment. During this period, he would self-study a major with strong application such as computer and finance. , as if he never went to college, he simply changed careers and started from scratch.

After washing up in the morning, Dou Xun found that Xu Xilin, who was in a hurry, didn't leave, and even stood there with a lot of thoughts, as if he had something to say to him.

Dou Xun raised his eyebrows, indicating that he had the early play.

Xu Xilin pondered for a moment before opening his mouth: "Did your father put pressure on you? It's okay, Dou Xian'er, we are real dragons, we won't go through a dog hole, I also expect you to come back with a Nobel Prize in the future, there is no need to follow Qu Jiu... If you are willing to study, you can study, with me here, I can't feel wronged for you."

Dou Xun nodded on the spot, but even if he heard it, as soon as Xu Xilin left, he immediately put on his clothes and went out.

He couldn't wait to fly high, with 12 points of anxiety, couldn't wait to show his lover that his still childish wings could be relied on, even jumping straight down from the cliff—

Xu Xilin underestimated Dou Xun's stubbornness. After saying goodbye to Dou Xun, he went back to school.

Teacher Wang from the education supermarket finally felt enough and let go of Xu Xilin and his immature vitamins. This matter is finally over.

When Xu Xilin left his office, his body was heavy and relaxed. I used my mobile phone to browse the vitamin message board while walking.

The message board swiped several pages overnight.

"Damn it, shutting down for so long, just for such a rubbish function?"

"Senior, please don't cancel the supermarket for one week. It's abusive to take a taxi to the supermarket..."

"I can't understand why it's changed."

"Jiaochao also came to help, I'm a little bit wanting to cancel the account."

Compared with the anonymous forums outside, it is simply a group of friendly people. Xu Xilin knew that if this was an outsider's website, the people below would not be so civilized, and it was estimated that he would have been scolding.

Even the goddess who wrote him a five-thousand-word plan back then also left a message.

"I'm probably the first batch of vitamin users. How can I put it? After so many things, it's true that I'm a little disappointed. Everyone has a lot of ideas. You can do it, and it's really amazing. The quality of the fruit is very good, and it can be seen that the purchase has been done very hard, but now the on-campus supermarket is also included. Haha, I have foreseen the future. The so-called 'vitamins' is to bring the garbage fruit from the education supermarket back to the dormitory for everyone. Right? It's not interesting. Based on the school, he still refuses to step out of the school gate, and the boss's vision is a bit narrow."

Xu Xilin was overwhelmed by these words.

And he still refused to let himself go, and read all the messages that scolded him like masochism.

It is said that most people in the world have "visual memory", so they are sometimes scolded in person. At that time, although the emotions were violent, the time has passed and the past has passed, but the words that get into the eyes are different, and people read There won't be any big ups and downs, but it can always be entrenched in memory for a long time, like a stick in the throat.

Xu Xilin himself was very disappointed with himself.

And just as he walked out of the school with a heavy infamy, a car honked at him at the door. Xu Xilin looked up and saw Dou Junliang, who was wearing sunglasses, getting out of the car and waving at him.

Xu Xilin was not surprised, and politely went over to say hello: "Uncle."

"Hey," Dou Junliang pointed at his car in a graceful manner, "The last time I talked to you well was Mr. Xu or something. It's been so many years in a blink of an eye. Do you have time to chat?"

Xu Xilin would not sneer at him like Dou Xun did, and got into the car obediently.

Dou Junliang drove him to a private restaurant that was very suitable for chatting, sat down and pushed him the menu: "Look at what you like to eat."

Dou Junliang is a bastard with an insider, but outsiders have always been remarkable, almost called "respect the old and love the young", according to the past, it is about a standard "human face and animal heart".

Although he was polite, Xu Xilin couldn't order food in front of the elders, and pushed the menu back: "You come, I have no taboos."

Dou Junliang smiled, rolled up his sleeves, revealing the rose gold watch on his wrist, and said meaningfully, "You are more sensible than my son."

Xu Xilin had a hunch that this meal might be more painful than the one yesterday.

Dou Junliang didn't put the "Lao Tzu" spectrum in front of him, and his communication was more like his peers. He talked to Xu Xilin about the housing and stock markets that have become popular in recent years. After wiping his mouth, Dou Junliang picked up the teacup. After rinsing his mouth, he entered the topic: "What is the most important thing in a man's life, you know?"

Xu Xilin smiled and didn't say anything.

"Decent," Dou Junliang sighed, "Little brother, do you know what decency is? You have to look like that before others take you seriously. The word 'person' has two legs, one stroke and one side. Yea, human decency also has two legs, you must know that."

Money and power are also called "wealth" and "resources" in beautifying terms.

"Your teacher must have always taught you when you were young, what 'money and power are not omnipotent', let's talk about it - alas, my uncle never went to college, and if you say a few foul words, just listen to it and have fun, don't take it to heart. Dou Junliang waved his hand, "I know you young people believe in 'true love', but what is true love?"

"True love is happiness plus conscience, young man." Dou Junliang looked into Xu Xilin's eyes and said, "You have money in your pocket, make a phone call and someone can help you with errands, this is the only thing that will make you and your family life happy. Way, without this, the two of you can only consume each other's consciences."

Xu Xilin turned the white porcelain cup in his hand without saying a word.

"Let me tell you straight, this is not good for both of you, and it's not good for you, so I won't say more. You know better than that idiot Dou Xun. Let me tell you about Dou Xun." Dou Junliang wearily went to Leaning on the back of the chair, "I didn't have time today. I went to Dou Xun's school early in the morning."

Back then, it seemed like it was yesterday when he spent his days outside, taking shopping cards and necklaces to send off Qilixiang.

Who would have thought that there is an important client's appointment to go to his son's school today

It's not that you don't report it, the time has not come.

"I don't know who to look for, but I went to find a teacher I met last time. He told me that there is a very famous professor abroad. After reading the first draft of Dou Xun's graduation thesis, he really wanted Dou Xun to apply for the position. His students can guarantee that Dou Xun will get the full prize." Dou Junliang spread his hands, "Did he tell you about this?"

Xu Xilin's fingers stopped - no.

"There's one more thing I don't think you know about. Dou Xun called their department today to confirm that he would give up the postgraduate research." Dou Junliang said, "He plans to break up with me completely, and he doesn't want to use me for him to go to school anymore, so he is in a hurry. Come out in a hurry to find a living."

Xu Xilin blurted out, "I told him that there is me..."

"Dou Xun's dog temper, he can't be a little white face." Dou Junliang waved his hand, "Xiao Xu, take your mind and say something to your uncle, do you think he is worth it?"