Su Rourou had typed the manuscript several times, but she forgot all of it for a while...
When facing Ke Shaoze, she was more careful with her words, for fear of hurting him by saying a wrong word.
Seeing her cautious look, Ke Shaoze understood, and quickly interrupted her: "Brother Rou, you don't need to say anything, I know... what do you want to say to me. Actually, I already knew about you What will be the answer to me... It's just that I think it's a day to be able to delay it, and it's a day to be able to wait for a day with hope... "
His perfect thin lips evoked a bitter smile, and his bright black jewel-like eyes dimmed.
"Did you know? My parents have been to Japan for as long as I can remember. They were so busy that they never had time to make a proper phone call. When I grew up, I realized how lonely I was. Every time they are on the phone, they will only ask me the same questions like 'is the money enough, how is my grades recently'... They don't know what I really need... "
Listening to his slightly sad voice, Su Rourou's heart also became sour. Although she can't empathize, it is conceivable that Ke Shaoze's growth is a history of blood and tears. Otherwise, he wouldn't be so rebellious...
"It's not that I'm bragging. In fact, my grades were pretty good in elementary school! But then... when I reached puberty, I became more and more rebellious because I wanted to get more attention. But I found out that I was wrong. The attention I got like this is I was scolded by the teacher every day, hated by my classmates, let my parents down... I have always been very grateful to the person who made me realize this. She silently accompanied me and listened to my thoughts. She was the first friend who really cared about me. Later , before I knew it, I found that I could never leave her eyes again... "
"Ke Shaoze... I... I'm sorry..." Su Rourou choked up, "The person I like is Luo Yichen..."
She will always remember the day when she saw him for the first time, his black eyes shining brightly in the sun. But now, those beautiful eyes lost their original brilliance because she was full of sadness.
She will never forget that she once liked him that much. How many breezy mornings, and how many sunny afternoons... She looked for his figure in the crowd, watched his every move, every word and deed...
That time was the most beautiful time in her memory. It was the first time she fell in love with a boy so devotedly and selflessly... Every look in his eyes could affect all her emotions, making her happy and sad.
Even if they can't be together in the end, she will still keep this beautiful memory in the deepest part of her memory, forever, forever...
The past events emerged one after another, Su Rourou's eyes got wet unconsciously, tears ran down her face, and wet the back of her hands.
Seeing her crying so sadly, Ke Shaoze immediately panicked, stood up and was at a loss: "Brother Rou, don't cry! I... I didn't blame you! Really!"
On weekdays, he is most afraid of girls crying... especially, the girls he likes.
He only felt that his heart was twitching with the frequency of her sobbing, and he was completely confused.
But the more he said that, the more Su Rourou cried. Not only because of feeling guilty towards Ke Shaoze, but also because...she was saying a final farewell to the past youthful crush.