If Chu Yang traveled from the earth, of course he would know that it is the so-called Nascent Soul;
But Chu Yang, who has never had the opportunity to read a comprehension novel... really doesn't know why.
The current Chu Yuzuo is truly infinitely fearful and infinitely shocked: Will one day, his belly suddenly split... and then nine little dolls will jump out together, sweetly calling him father? or called...
My sister...just thinking about it, Chu Yuzuo felt that life would be better than death.
Oh my gosh... if my woman gave birth to me, I would be so excited, like a jewel; but... he gave birth to himself... What the hell is going on ah
Chu Yang was very depressed, and a ray of spiritual thoughts entered his dantian instantly, and gently moved one of the little guys: "Hey! Wake up, wake up, I said, wake up..."
I saw that little guy was completely indifferent, just sitting in meditation with his eyes closed, a trace of pure primordial silk was sucked into his nostrils, and then spit out, into the silk ball, and so on, repeating this process...
Then, after a long, long time, a drop of golden liquid dripped from the mass of primordial silk, and fell on the head of this little man, and then the little man quickly absorbed the ball of golden liquid bit by bit, as if My spirits are lifted again...
Then Chu Yang felt that his cultivation base seemed to be more sensitive and lively...
"Could it be that these villains are actually cultivated, or 'I, cultivated..." Chu Yang was puzzled, scratching his head and ears, genuinely not knowing what it meant.
After experimenting like this for a long time, Chu Yang was finally able to confirm that this little guy was really a weird product that appeared because of something wrong in his cultivation. Moreover, although it looks like a human being, it doesn't have any life fluctuations.
Well, to be more precise, there is no soul fluctuation...`...
In addition, with these little things continuing to cultivate in his body, it seems that his cultivation speed has at least doubled? From this point of view, this is probably not a bad thing, at least so far it is beneficial and has no disadvantages...
Chu Yang scratched his head and thought for a long time before finally making a decision.
As long as this thing doesn't keep growing like a baby...
Oh, God bless, don't let that embarrassing thing happen to you.
Immediately, when Chu Yang was about to walk back, he suddenly felt an inexplicable sense of relief all over his body, as if unexpectedly filled with indescribable joy.
easy
How could I feel this way all of a sudden? !
Chu Yang couldn't help but stopped again and frowned and thought: Why, why do you feel relaxed? Where the hell is it easy
Chu Yang thought for a long time, and finally felt that it seemed to be his own spirit. For some reason, he suddenly relaxed. It seemed that he might have gotten rid of some shackles and returned to the most primitive and unfettered state of freedom.
It's completely relaxed, which is of course a good thing.
But Chu Yang felt something was wrong; all along, he could always feel that he was carrying a certain heavy mission, a mission that must be completed, and carrying a heavy burden all the way forward was like carrying a big mountain on his back.
Every step is difficult, but never give up.
Because that is a mission that I must complete, a mission that is destined to be completed by myself!
Or maybe it's my destiny in my life!
But why did he suddenly relax this time? That heavy pressure seems to have disappeared without a trace!
Chu Yang frowned and thought hard, but slowly felt something strange, the door of his heart was opening bit by bit.
Somewhere, there seems to be a voice asking myself: Who are you
Chu Yang stopped, sat on the ground, supported his chin with one hand, and seriously considered this question.
who I am
That voice has been asking persistently: Who are you
"I'm Chu Yang." Chu Yang replied.
This is a very simple question, but Chu Yang thought about it for a long time. After answering, he added a supplement: "I am myself."
The seemingly invisible voice suddenly disappeared. After a long time, he asked vaguely, "What are you doing?"
Chu Yang calmed down and said in a deep voice, "I'm doing... things that I can have a clear conscience."
The seemingly invisible voice said: "What are you going to do?"
"I want to do..." Chu Yang examined his own heart and said silently, "I want to climb to the top and exterminate the demons!"
Thinking of the five seniors who went far away to the Absolute Territory and never returning; thinking of Emperor Zixiao's bloody battle and final heroic sacrifice, Chu Yang's voice was infinitely firm: "I must wipe out the heavenly demons! I want to clean up the nine heavenly gates and calm the world!"
I won't let go of any of those guys who watch seniors disregard life and death!
If you can't even do the minimum of fighting against foreign aggression, if you don't even want to do it, then what's the use of living
"And then?" The voice fluttered.
"And then?" Chu Yang was at a loss for a while: "What else is there after?"
Suddenly confused: "That's right, what will happen after the Heavenly Demon is extinct? What should I do?"
The seemingly absent voice did not speak, and seemed to have fallen silent.
As soon as Chu Yang said something unintentionally, he fell into a dazed thought. Yes, exterminating the demons is a goal, a task that he may not be able to accomplish in this life, but in the end it is still just A goal, other people! Or devote all your life to this, still can't complete it, but you have the confidence and ability to complete it!
So, what should I do after I finish this goal
Just live happily with Mo Qingwu and others
Together with the brothers, laughing proudly at the smoke, happy and happy
This may be in line with the ending of a legend. When a legend ends, doesn't the legend live a happy and peaceful life from now on
"No!" Chu Yang's eyes were as calm as ice and snow: "That's not the future I want, how can my life be so simple!"
"Since that future is not what I want, then what do I want? What kind of future do I want?"
"What do I want? What do I want to do in the future?" Chu Yang thought over and over again, but he still couldn't get out of this step, as if he had entered a certain chaotic logic, and he couldn't escape for a while.
Slowly, the questioning voice in my mind gradually formed a stormy wave because of repeated changes over and over again. From childhood to adulthood, and later on, it was thunderous and deafening!
Beads of sweat the size of soybeans gradually oozed from Chu Yang's forehead.
His lips were trembling, and his face was pale. Because he couldn't figure out what kind of path he was going to take.
Heavenly Demon is just a part of life, a small part...
Definitely not everything!
It will not be the so-called ultimate goal!
So what should be my ultimate goal
What should it be
Chu Yang was in a daze for a while, when suddenly a sharp pain hit him, and he felt his heart twitch violently without warning. Maybe it was this moment, maybe the next moment, it might burst at any time, Chu Yang was gasping for breath. Can no longer breathe.
"I want..." Chu Yang's pupils were wide open, and he was already on the verge of death, when a shadow suddenly appeared in his mind.
That shadow made his mind, which was already in chaos, suddenly clear up.
It was a young man in white, with a face like a crown of jade, eyes like bright stars, and his white clothes fluttered in the wind to deceive Xue Saishuang. There was an evil smile on his handsome face.
It was an evil smile that disregarded the world, looked down on the common people, and looked down upon the universe!
He just stood there so innocently, but it gave people the feeling that he had already surpassed Qiong Xiao, flying to the sky of the peak!
Chu Yang suddenly roared: "I want, I want to fight with you. I must fight with you!"
"I want to fight against such people! I want to stand shoulder to shoulder with them and even surpass them!"
Chu Yang looked up to the sky and screamed: "My way! I found it! My way has no ultimate goal! My way is stronger than infinity; after the demons are exterminated, I will continue to be strong, there is no limit. Go strong! I want to compete with the person who created the Nine Tribulations Sword, and win the battle!"
"I still want to advance to this deeper level!"
"Regardless of whether there is a road ahead, I will rush down! There is no so-called peak in my life! The peak will only be at my feet!"
"No rest! Never rest! Rest is no longer mine!"
boom!
The light spot like a small sun in his body suddenly burst; the golden stars in Chu Yang's eyes shone, and he fell down.
Between heaven and earth, there seems to be only a faint sigh, the voice is so low that it is almost inaudible, but it is so real.
Chu Yang concentrated his attention and listened intently, but the faint voice had completely disappeared.
For a long time, it never appeared again.
Chu Yang finally confirmed that the voice had really disappeared.
The whole body felt relaxed again, and the excruciating pain just now, as if dying, was gone, as if it had never been there before.
Chu Yang stood up slowly, only then did he realize that in that short period of time just now, he was sweating profusely, not only his face, but also his feet were soaked. What a big piece.
The so-called relaxation is just an illusion after extreme pressure, and there is a sense of powerlessness after collapse all over the body. However, Chu Yang's heart was infinitely clear at the moment. He bit his lips tightly and murmured: "I see, I finally understand what I got rid of."
"I got rid of the so-called fate, and I also got rid of... the fate of the Nine Tribulations Sword. The rule of destiny of the Nine Tribulations Sword Master!"
"From then on, my life is only controlled by myself, and I no longer need to follow other people's arrangements!"
"From now on, I have no so-called destiny!"
"Although I am still doing those things, it is because... I want to do it, I want to do it! It is not a mission or a destiny! My heart, only I can dominate!"
There was light in Chu Yang's eyes, he raised his head in a daze, and said softly to the figure in white who had appeared before, "I am very much looking forward to... the day when I will fight with you!"
For a long time, Chu Yang has given us a feeling of heavy pressure, as if we have been moving forward with a heavy load. But from this chapter on... he finally broke free.
Get rid of the mission, get rid of the fate. This is finally let everyone breathe a sigh of relief, right