I like you and can accompany you until you grow old. When you grow old, I will also fall. We have the fate of being together for the rest of our lives... just like ordinary couples in the world... "
"But, Xijiu, I didn't expect that you were actually the New King. When I transformed into Si Chen and accompanied you through the dark forest, you could see the different colors of the eight peaks, and you could see the real starry sky in the dark forest... This is What only the New King can do... When I first learned about your identity, I was shocked and disappointed. Of course, I am also very happy for you... But I know that my plan must be changed. You are the new king. Star, you cannot be an ordinary person. Your life span will be as long as mine... If I marry you, the hundred years I have been with you will be just a drop in the ocean to you. You will see my passing with your own eyes. You It will be very sad... And maybe in your long life, a new lover will appear and stay and fly with you... "
Di Fuyi held her hand and sighed: "Xijiu, I was selfish at that time, because you are the only woman I like in my life, and I also want to be the only man in your life... I don't want me to pass away. Finally, another man breaks into your life... Rather than that, it is better to let go... "
"So, Xijiu, I wanted to give up on you at that time, and I did so. I just wanted to protect you as a saint and let you grow... But, Xijiu, I failed. I wanted to take back this relationship But I can't take it back at all. I can't help but always want to see you. I feel jealous when I see you and Long Siye together... And Long Siye is a disciple of Tianshou. According to the rules of this world, there are four Tianshou who have reached the ninth level. The disciples will fall with the fall of the old king star, which means that Long Siye and the others will become immortals with me... So I stopped Long Siye from liking you at that time, and even thought that instead of liking Long Siye, you might as well like me. …”
"Xijiu, I was very conflicted at that time. My reason made me give up on you, but emotionally I found all kinds of reasons to want to be with you. You must have thought that I was crazy and boring at that time..." Di Fuyi paused for a moment. , staring at Gu Xijiu's face in his arms, sighed lowly: "Xijiu, I admit that I am selfish... I finally fell in love with someone, and I don't want to let go just like that... It just so happened that you said at that time, 'I don't care if it lasts forever, I just want it to last forever. "I don't care what I once had." I admit that your words made me let go of my worries..."
"I have seen many lovers who once loved each other life and death, after a few years of getting married, their love turned into family affection, which lasted a lifetime. Some even turned against each other and no longer loved each other, and their work separated before they grew old together... I thought at that time, maybe after you and I got married, , I will no longer be able to find the feeling after a few years, and we will break up before I fall... So I want to seize the moment selfishly, and I start to let go of my hands and feet to chase you... "
"And you finally realized that you like me and want to be with me... I took the opportunity to get you to agree to re-engage with me and make you my fiancée. I didn't expect that a marriage bracelet would appear when you and I were engaged. , it means that you and I are destined to be married by destiny. Marriage destined by destiny is blessed. I was very happy at that time and felt that I really liked the right person if I liked you. Even God wanted me to be with you. I was originally worried about life and death. I don’t take it to heart, but the longer I get along with you, the more I want to live forever and stay with you... "
(End of chapter)