Meng Shaoli thought about the past.
Although Xue Jingxin was twenty-six years old at that time, she was really like a little girl. She would act coquettishly in front of him and speak very coquettishly.
At that time, she seemed to have endless energy, and she would talk to him a lot.
Maybe, sometimes he listened, maybe he didn't.
At that time, maybe he didn't care much about Xue Jingxin, or maybe he knew that he couldn't be with Xue Jingxin, so he didn't dare to invest his heart in her.
But at the moment of life and death, people will know who is the best person for you.
Maybe at this time, he felt very painful, not because of Xiang Lianqiao's betrayal, but because he didn't choose Xue Jingxin due to some practical factors.
Now he wants to see Xue Jingxin, but he doesn't know if she will see her.
What flashed through his mind now was the scene where Xue Jingxin blocked him without hesitation, a scene that he could not ignore.
He closed his eyes and saw that scene, which made his heart feel dull and painful.
Because he couldn't believe it, when he thought about the right to seize Xue Jingxin and the military talisman, she was still willing to sacrifice her life for him.
Meng Shaoli is still shocked and has never recovered from such a scene.
He looked into the distance, thinking about Xue Jingxin, and felt a stinging pain in his heart.
He thought about every bit of time he had spent with Xue Jingxin, and he was actually happy.
It's just that he controlled his own heart and hurt Xue Jing's heart.
Those who think they can't be together in reality are the ones who truly love him.
Meng Shaoli's heart became increasingly bitter.
"Shao Li, remember, I will not hurt you, let alone betray you. You have to believe in me, you have to believe in me..."
At that time, Xue Jingxin said she believed it many times, but later he forgot her words and forgot to believe her.
Meng Shaoli closed his eyes and looked at the medicine on the table, not wanting to drink or eat it.
He was always worried about Xue Jingxin and her injuries.
If her injury is not good, what's the use of taking medicine to make herself better.
Only then did Meng Shaoli realize how much he wanted to see Xue Jingxin, even if he knew whether she was okay or not.
But Mei Gu blocked the news, and he was too embarrassed to go see her.
When it was quiet, the memory of Xue Jingxin kept flashing in Meng Shaoli's mind.
"sorry Sorry… "
Maybe at this time, Meng Shaoli could only say sorry to the air, which was his belated apology to Xue Jingxin.
At this time, Meng Shaoli felt that he was stupid and that the realistic factors he was considering were not something that could be considered at all.
He should have loved Jing Xin in the first place.
Sometimes people can understand some truths only after experiencing something. Unfortunately, isn't it a little late for him to understand
…
While Meng Shaoli was immersed in pain and self-blame, Xue Jingxin received treatment in Meigu.
Regardless of his own health, Mei Lingshu healed Xue Jingxin first, and took care of Xue Jingxin very carefully and patiently.
Xue Jingxin woke up in the afternoon. She looked at Mei Lingshu beside the bed and felt so haggard when she saw his appearance.
"Ling Shu~"
"Jing Xin, you finally woke up, but it still hurts somewhere. Is there any discomfort?"
Mei Lingshu looked at Xue Jingxin nervously.
Xue Jingxin shook her head. She could see Mei Lingshu's emotions towards her through his eyes.
She was still very weak when she woke up. She actually had a lot to say to Mei Lingshu.
Mei Lingshu looked at Xue Jingxin's expression, gently held her down and said softly: "What you want to say, wait until you're done. I'll listen to you slowly."