For a moment, Si Jueshen found it difficult to accept this fact. He wanted to laugh but didn't know whether he wanted to cry.
It turned out that the only person in this world who loved him was his Yan'er.
It turns out that only Yan'er gave him the warmth that truly belonged to him.
In this world, the only person who treats him sincerely is Yan'er.
But Yan'er is gone, dead.
He can't help her, I can't help it...
At this moment, Si Jueshen really felt suffocated by pain. This kind of pain was so painful that he might as well have died.
He looked up at the sky. It was late at night and there were many stars in the sky.
He didn't know which one belonged to Yan'er.
At this moment, the night was very quiet, with only the sound of shootings, killings and shouting, and the smell of blood filled the air.
But Si Jueshen seemed to be isolated from all this.
His memory was full of Dongfang Yan.
"Shen, look at the stars in the sky."
"Do you like looking at the stars?"
"I like it. Don't you think it's beautiful? In fact, when I was young, when my mother and father were still alive, they would hold me and watch the stars. My mother said that sometimes when people go away, they turn into stars in the sky. At that time, the grandma who took care of me fell ill, and I was very sad. My mother told me to look at the sky, and they were watching from above... "
"Yeah?"
"Hmm, Shen, when we get old, do you think we will become stars in the sky, stars that are very close to each other..."
"Fool, you are still young and you are thinking about the future."
"Just thinking about it..."
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At that time, he would also watch the stars with Dongfang Yan, and he would accompany her to do the things she liked.
He knew that the queen and her husband never came back after an outing, and Dongfang Yan lived with her grandmother, Queen Kangzhu.
But she is still so optimistic and cheerful.
He has been depressed since he was a child, and only when he is with Dongfang Yan can he feel like being himself.
At that time, she was really nice to him, trusted him, and shared everything with him.
At this time, Si Jueshen was looking at the stars, with Dongfang Yan's voice echoing in his mind.
So crisp and cheerful, it can bring happiness to people.
As he thought about it, his cold heart seemed to melt.
At this time, Si Jueshen was a little dazed, as if he had returned to the time when he was with Dongfang Yan.
His eyes also started to shed tears, and he didn't know whether it was from excitement or pain.
Has his Yan'er turned into a star
Si Jueshen kept shouting in his heart, Yan'er, Yan'er...
It was him who failed to protect her, and it was he who deceived Yan'er.
Si Jueshen even thought, if he died now, could he become the star next to Yan'er
Will Yan'er forgive him
Si Jueshen suddenly felt that he no longer had any nostalgia for this world.
He once struggled to live for his mother.
Later he met Yan'er and he felt happy.
Now his mother has deceived him, Yan'er is gone, and he has no emotion for the world.
He wants Yan'er to take him away.
He even wanted to rush out and end his life with bullets.
At this moment, Mekaman's voice came from not far away, "You two, come out!"
Si Ciya looked at Si Jueshen, then limped out dragging his leg that was shot, "Man'er!"
No matter what, Si Ciya still had emotions when he said Man'er.
Mekaman wore a black gauze and looked at Si Ciya with cold eyes, but there was a hint of trance, "Si Ciya, you still have the nerve to call my name!"