Sitting in the car, Nanrong Huai'an couldn't calm down, his heartbeat was beating fast.
Or maybe he was still a little nervous.
This is also the first time Nanrong Huaian has such a feeling.
Because when you want to see the one you love, you will feel uneasy and nervous, but you are also looking forward to it.
This is a feeling of being in love, but Nanrong Huai'an has not actually experienced it.
He would only have such strong mood swings when facing Feng Sufei.
Nanrong Huai'an looked at the scenery outside the window and breathed slightly.
When Nan Rong Huai'an recited the word Sophie in his heart, he felt a sense of pain and deep yearning.
No one knows how deep his feelings for Sophie are, and he can't express them, but he knows it best in his heart.
After seeing the news report about the explosion last night, although he knew that Sophie was safe now, he still felt too much uneasiness and uncertainty in his heart.
So worried.
Concern leads to chaos.
His heart was in chaos. Maybe only when he saw Feng Sufei and how well she looked could his heart be at ease.
But Nanrong Huai'an also knew that he missed Sophie so much.
It seemed like he hadn't seen Sophie for a long time, as if he hadn't hugged her or felt her breath for a long time.
Nanrong Huaian's eyes turned red when he thought of the loving and sweet look between the two of them before.
Nowadays, the two people can still see each other, but he feels that they are far apart.
He knew that it was all his fault, his own fault.
Along the way, Nanrong Huaian missed Feng Sufei while blaming herself.
Before, he looked at the scenery on the streets of Biancheng and felt nothing.
But now he looked at the same scenery that had not changed, but he felt a sense of intimacy.
Perhaps because this is the place where Feng Sufei lives, he also loves Wujiwu, and has an extra fondness in his heart.
If I had known earlier...
When Nanrong Huai'an thought of this, his heart ached.
If he had known earlier, he and Sophie wouldn't have had to wait so long. They should have been together much earlier, and Sophie wouldn't have had to go through the pain.
He didn't know if Sophie could forgive him.
He arrogantly thought that he could find Sophie later and explain to her.
But after Hong Yixiang left that day, he couldn't find any news about her, let alone talk to Sophie.
Soon, Nanrong Huai'an's car arrived outside the palace.
Perhaps because of yesterday's explosion, there were very few people on the streets now. Apart from the patrolling guards, there were not many people outside the palace.
Nanrong Huai'an stood outside the palace, looking up, and the ceremony of Feng Sufei's return yesterday flashed in her mind.
She was standing on top of the city wall.
She is so beautiful and noble.
She used to be his wife, and they could be in love, but now she is the queen, and it is so difficult for him to see her.
Nanrong Huaian looked at it with a feeling of sadness and pain in his heart.
His eyes were slightly sour.
She was the queen, he never knew.
He still remembered that Feng Sufei had said before that they all had their own secrets, but in fact there was still a lack of trust between them.
In fact, she can tell him, and he will support whatever she wants to do.
When thinking about this sentence, Nanrong Huaian felt a little bitter. In fact, when he saved Zi Wanxun, he had already made Sophie no longer believe in him, right
He finally understood why Feng Sufei asked him many times about his feelings and judgments about the queen when they first got together.