When he had Feng Sujin, he didn't think it was so precious.
But later, when he truly understood, those could only become his best memories.
Those memories were the clearest in his mind.
So Beiquan City really has a different meaning to Lan Beichen.
Looking in the direction of Beiquan City, Lan Beichen's mind flashed again with Feng Sujin's voice and smile.
If he had really cherished it at that time, would things be different now
Thinking of this, Lan Beichen's heart ached, and the pain was severe.
He hasn't seen Feng Sujin for a long time.
He actually really wanted to meet her and know how she was doing now.
Maybe knowing that she was fine would make him feel better.
Human emotions are actually the most difficult to control.
Lan Beichen didn't know whether it was because of feelings or because of self-blame and guilt.
Every time he thought of Beiquan City and Feng Sujin, his heart felt numb with pain.
He remembered that he had been putting it off, unwilling to follow Feng Sujin to get the certificate.
He remembered that even at the wedding, he didn't give Feng Sujin enough respect.
And that day, he even abandoned her and ignored her. He went to see Liu Shiya because of a phone call.
Later, in order to save her father and sister, she came to him and even begged him.
But what was his attitude at that time
When Lan Beichen thought about it, he wished he could stab himself.
Maybe with a stabbing, the body hurts, but the heart doesn't hurt anymore.
Lan Beichen knew deeply that he couldn't help Feng Sujin.
Although now as the king of the Blue Kingdom, everyone will choose the girl next to him, but every time he will think of Feng Sujin and that he can't stand her.
Thinking of that fragile but stubborn figure, he couldn't look at the girl next to him.
He hasn't really let go of himself yet.
Lan Beichen looked in the direction of Beiquan City, sighed, and shouted a name in his heart, "Sujin."
He hadn't called that name for a long time.
He used to be able to call her out affectionately, but later, he was no longer qualified to call her out.
Sometimes if you don't cherish it, it will hurt you.
Lan Beichen closed his eyes, trying to calm his breathing and suppress the surging emotions.
"Boom!"
"Come in!"
"Wang, this is the woman chosen by the Queen Mother. She said she wanted you to take a look and maybe you might like her if you get along with her."
The corner of Lan Beichen's mouth curled up with bitterness. There would never be another Feng Sujin in this world.
He looked at these girls with empty eyes, because none of them were Feng Sujin.
In fact, he couldn't tell what kind of feelings he had in his heart until later. Was it because he still cared about it or because he felt guilty
"Put it there!"
In fact, every time he put it there, he would ask people to collect it and not look at it again.
He still has to deal with the country's affairs first. As a king, even if he is just the king of a small country in China, he also has his responsibilities. Lan Beichen continued to sit at the table and began to look through the secret messages.
When he saw the secret message from the imperial capital, his expression changed.
Lan Beichen's eyes flashed, then he picked it up and opened it.
When he saw the content clearly, Lan Beichen's expression suddenly changed. It turned out to be a secret message from Lord Guo Yong, and he wanted to use it to travel to Mengguo.
Is Hou Lihen preparing to start a war and take action against Youmeng Kingdom
Although he didn't know why Hou Lihen wanted to attack Youmeng Kingdom, since it was he, Lan Beichen, who was the king of Lan Kingdom, he would not agree.