Lan Beichen can't help but think about the time he spent with Feng Sujin before.
He didn't think it was anything at that time, but now he just feels that it was the most cherished and happiest time for him.
Although watching the video of Jun Mohan proposing to Feng Sujin, his emotions were a little complicated, but this only aroused the apology and guilt in his heart.
At that time, he did not propose to Feng Sujin.
Even when the two got married, he delayed it for a long time, let alone getting the certificate.
He arranged for many things to be prepared for the wedding.
Although Lan Beichen felt pain and regret, he knew clearly in his heart that he could not compare to Jun Mohan.
He couldn't compare to any of the things Jun Mohan did for Feng Sujin.
For a person like Jun Mohan, if you fall in love with someone, you really love him to the core.
Feng Sujin should also be happy to be loved by him.
Lan Beichen watched the video several times. He told him to give up after watching it, but after watching it over and over again, he still couldn't give up on Feng Sujin.
He sat for a while, then made a list on paper, "Prepare all these things carefully."
He knew that Jun Mohan and Feng Sujin would definitely have a wedding. Even if he didn't have the courage to go, he still had to prepare gifts.
A subordinate looked at the items on the list and was shocked. He didn't know why Master Lan had prepared so many valuable things.
But as a subordinate, he can only follow orders.
For Lan Beichen, he didn't think it was a big deal no matter how many valuable things he gave to Feng Sujin.
If he usually gave Feng Sujin something, she would definitely not accept it.
But on her wedding day, if he sends it, she will receive it.
Lan Beichen's heart ached violently at the thought of Feng Sujin getting married to someone else and being the most beautiful bride at the wedding.
This throbbing pain was accompanied by regret.
She almost married him back then, really almost.
They were all about to have a ceremony at their wedding, and it was he who sought his own death, and he was the one who left her behind.
Every time he thinks of that day, Lan Beichen can't face it, can't face himself, can't face the past.
He didn't even understand why he was so cruel or stupid in the first place.
Maybe it was just because of Liu Shiya, the atmosphere created by Liu Shiya, whether she left or came back, always held his heart, made him feel loved, and gave him a stubborn feeling of being cherished.
It was that kind of emotional illusion that made him ignore the people who were always around him.
In the past, Jun Mohan said that he had low emotional intelligence, but now he realized that he was really stupid and lost his treasure in order to pick up sesame seeds.
Emotionally, he also had to admire Jun Mohan, who was an extremely strong-hearted person who knew what he wanted.
From the beginning, he cherished Feng Sujin.
It's not that temptations have never appeared around Jun Mohan, and it's not that there haven't been other women around him, but he has always been Feng Sujin in his heart. He is not tempted or bewitched, and he is devoted to Feng Sujin.
In comparison, he and Lan Beichen were far behind.
As he thought about it, Lan Beichen covered his heart and couldn't help coughing a few times. He felt that the tight breathing in his heart was a little uncomfortable.
He knew that he couldn't think about it anymore. If he continued to think about it, it would be even more uncomfortable.
Lan Beichen watched the video again, as if whispering to the person in the video: "Feng Sujin, I hope you will always be happy."
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