Feng Sujin's heart palpitated violently when she heard Jun Mohan's voice, but she couldn't let go of the emotions in her heart after not seeing him for so long.
Because she was afraid that once she let it go, she would become vulnerable and cry to Jun Mohan.
That was the most vulnerable look. She didn't want Jun Mohan to see it, and she didn't want him to blame himself and feel distressed.
The hard work and sadness of these days made her want to cry when she met the person she loved most.
She could be extremely strong and invincible, but that was all in front of outsiders. In front of Jun Mohan, she was still that fragile little girl.
What are you thinking
She was thinking very complicated things at the moment. They were all things that happened between her and Jun Mohan, from the time they knew each other until now.
The past events in the middle were now clearly reflected in her mind, so clearly, as if they were unfolding before her eyes again.
In the past, he also said that it was okay to hit him or scold him, just to let her not be sad and cry, and to let her forgive.
Is it because she is too squeamish
Feng Sujin bit her lower lip with her teeth, her heart aching.
Maybe she was squeamish, maybe she cared too much, every time he turned around, every time he was indifferent and impatient, she would be heartbroken and it would take a long time to adjust.
Maybe she has something she wants to do the most right now, and she wants to do something to relieve herself, so that the heartache and sadness can be resolved.
Jun Mohan stroked Feng Sujin's hair distressedly, "Ajin, don't be like this, you make me heartache."
When he said this, Jun Mohan's voice was full of pain.
Feng Sujin took a deep breath, turned around to face Jun Mohan, then took the initiative to hug him, brought her lips together, and kissed Jun Mohan.
Jun Mohan was stunned for a moment, then quickly kissed Feng Sujin back crazily, sweeping Feng Sujin with a stormy breath, as if he wanted to express the suppressed love and longing in his heart.
This feeling was almost uncontrollable, making Jun Mohan kiss her crazily and hard.
Gradually he came back to his senses and kissed Feng Sujin with restraint.
She is still too thin now and cannot bear his deep emotions. He is afraid of hurting her.
Having to suppress the feeling of distress is really killing me.
Jun Mohan really felt that the two of them had not seen each other for a long time, and the longing was so profound. Jun Mohan's physical and mental emotions were too strong, and he could bear the pain all over his body, and he was really afraid that he would hurt Ajin.
She is the person he loves most, how could he be willing to hurt her.
But Ajin chose to seduce him. If he wanted to stop the kiss, she would go deeper.
Jun Mohan took a breath and said, "Ajin, don't... I won't be able to bear it. Your body can't bear it now."
Feng Sujin looked at Jun Mohan resentfully and accusingly, as if he would be sad if he didn't want her to.
"Ajin, it's not..."
Jun Mohan was heartbroken but didn't know how to tell Feng Sujin. He gently stroked Feng Sujin's cheek with his hand, "Ajin, do you want to?"
Feng Sujin didn't nod, but looked at Jun Mohan with tears in her eyes, "Don't you want it? Don't you want it?"
Jun Mohan's body tensed up, looking at this look, he wanted to devour the person immediately.
His stunning eyes were as deep as water and filled with pain, "How could I not want to miss you? You have no idea how much I miss you."
Want to
Feng Sujin doesn't think so much now. She feels a lot of pain in her heart. She needs to prove something.
She followed her heart and instinctively wanted to have the most intimate contact with Jun Mohan.