"What if?"
"You are different from them," Yan Tianxing said softly, "you are so worried, you will definitely not make judgments easily."
"yes?"
Suddenly being labelled 'worrying', Mo Shangyun couldn't help but be speechless.
Bowing his head, Yan Tianxing looked into her eyes and affirmed, "Well."
Mo Shangjun raised his eyebrows, "Why is everything so simple in your opinion?"
Yan Tianxing chuckled, "Because of complicated matters, solving them with a complicated attitude will only become more complicated."
A matter is there, no matter what attitude you use, it also needs to be resolved.
When you can't handle it rationally, it doesn't hurt to trust your intuition once in a while.
No one does the right thing all their lives.
Always make mistakes.
Being plagued by mistakes all the time will only trap yourself in a vicious circle, and you will make more mistakes later.
Mo Shangyun raised his eyelids and looked at Yan Tianxing carefully.
A handsome face, a deep outline, and a flawless presence.
Mo Shangyun thought about it carefully.
In her memory, no matter what troubled her, Yan Tianxing would always see it clearly.
He is not a life mentor, and he doesn't like to tell you some big truths. More often, he watches from the side and sees what you do. Until you go too far, he will pull you and pull you. Go to another direction - he will not tell you whether this direction is right or wrong, more depends on your own choice.
Mo Shangyun had never met such a person before.
From childhood to adulthood, she only met two kinds of people, one is to teach you how to do things; the other is to let you do things by yourself. Only Yan Tianxing will look at you silently, let you make your own judgment first, and then make a proper point.
"You suddenly grew taller in my heart."
After thinking about it carefully, Mo Shangjun suddenly said his thoughts to Yan Tianxing seriously.
Yan Tianxing was slightly taken aback.
It's really that Mo Shangyun's expression and tone are too serious, so that Yan Tianxing has not recovered for a while.
After a while, he patted Mo Shangyun's hat brim in disbelief, "Comrade Mo Xiaoyun, take the liberty to ask, how small I used to be in your heart?"
"It's a little taller than my dad." Mo Shangjun said very cooperatively.
Now that he can compare with his father, Yan Tianxing is immediately satisfied.
However, what Yan Tianxing didn't know was that, in Mo Shangjun's heart, Mo Cang's ranking was already very low.
After all... something bad happened.
"I want to ask Lu Yang's friend." Mo Shangjun said suddenly, looking up at the sea.
"Um?"
"He has a friend named Shuisheng." Mo Shangjun said, "The relationship is not bad."
Lu Yang is not a sociable person. After staying in the army, he has developed a brotherhood over time. However, the best relationship is probably Shuisheng.
Mo Shangjun remembered the first time he saw Lu Yang—
It was an afternoon, the sun in July was very dazzling, Mo Shangyun woke up from sleep, and as soon as he opened his eyes, he saw Lu Yang on the next bed.
At that time, he looked at the window here, his eyes were sad, but there was light hidden in the depths, warm and bright, like a suppressed hope.
It was a ghost, and Mo Shangyun at that time had such a good impression of such a young man when he first met.
After noticing Mo Shangyun's gaze, Lu Yang was stunned for a moment, then smiled politely at her.
-Hello.
- Hello, my name is Mo Shangyun.
- My name is Bai Bing Shui.
Mo Shangyun was stunned at the time, thinking how could he have such a name, and then saw him smile shyly—
"Hello, my name is Lu Yang. The land of the land, the ocean of the ocean."
The land of the land, the ocean of the sea.
At this moment, Mo Shangyun stepped on the land and looked at the ocean. Thinking of the young man who had such a little friendship, he suddenly realized that Lu Yang, like his name, also wanted to imprint the sea and land on himself.
I don't know if he thought that he would stay here for a long, long, long life.
Yan Tianxing's action of holding her hand pulled her thoughts back.
"When he introduced himself for the first time, he said his name was 'Bai Kai Shui'," Mo Shangjun explained. "After I came to Hailu, I found that there was a nickname called 'Shuisheng' and it was called 'Bai Kaishui'."
When he noticed this at the time, Mo Shangjun was a little surprised. Later, he wanted to talk to Shuisheng, but he gave up after hesitating.
Think about it, it's not necessary.
But today, she suddenly wanted to chat with this man named Shuisheng.
It's not because of anything else, but because she wants to know... After all these years in Hailu, does Lu Yang still have anything left.
even memories.
As far as she knows, this team has sacrificed a few in the past few years, be it Chen Yuning or Mu Qixuan, when they mention it, they all look sad, and they will always miss those people.
Because those people made a certain contribution as soldiers, and then lost their lives.
Of course, it should be remembered.
But Lu Yang's situation is special... Just like Chen Lu, they will be forgotten before they know it, and when they think about it in the future, Xu Shi can only remember the name, and then suddenly said, "Ah, it's him. "
Apart from this feeling, there is nothing else.
"Well." Squeezing her hand, Yan Tianxing smiled gently, "Don't worry, I'm not jealous."
Mo Shangyun hooked his lower lip and smiled lightly.
Yan Tianxing always knew what she was thinking.
fine.
Besides her, there will be others who remember Lu Yang.
After wandering outside for a while, Mo Shangjun and Yan Tianxing had just finished their lunch after returning, and the afternoon training was about to start again.
I don't know if God is playing a prank or not, but as soon as they gathered, the rain started to grow louder.
Mo Shangjun put on his raincoat, stood in the line of instructors, and began to watch the next training.
The training environment is still very bad.
It was raining heavily, but a stinky ditch was arranged for them. It was filled with rotting soil. The stench was disgusting. In addition to the accumulation of rainwater this day and night, if you stepped on it, your feet would sink directly into the mud, and then go inside. After a few steps, the silt and dirty water were enough to drown their lower bodies. If they were replaced by a shorter female soldier, the flooding would be even worse.
Ordinary normal people, standing by the side, will be unstoppable nausea, tears will be smoked.
However, they not only have to step into the mud themselves, but also swim in it, immersing themselves in it, and they are not allowed to come out of it until there is no clean place on their bodies.
Mo Shangjun made a visual inspection and found that there was about 400 meters of stinky ditch, which was enough for them to walk deep and shallow for a long time.
She stood by the stinky ditch, watching the other instructors growl—
"Can you hold on?!"
"Would you like to give up?!"
"Give up, you can't do it!"
…
A double test of mind and body.
Mo Shangjun saw that some people were crying, some were crying, some couldn't bear to cry, their eyes were red and almost collapsed, but no one took a step back and walked forward while crying.
Mo Shangjun also saw some strong men. They plunged into the mud pit, and after the instructor said it was okay, they rushed forward like crazy, wishing to rush out of this stinky ditch at the fastest speed in their lives.
Of course, there were also a group of people who started to vomit from the time they stepped into the stinky ditch or before they reached the stinky ditch, but no matter how hard they vomited, they finally left the stinky ditch with gritted teeth.
All this, Mo Shangyun watched calmly.
She has experienced it too.
Even worse
Some people will think that this kind of training is too cruel and inhumane, but after experiencing such training, it will be helpful to a certain extent in terms of psychological quality.
Even Yan Tianxing, who usually seems to be obsessed with cleanliness, stands beside the stinky ditch, and occasionally water splashes over without blinking his eyelids.
Training is not war, but in today's society, it is impossible for each of them to experience real war, so as instructors, they try their best to make these training close to real war.
All this is for one day, when they experience it for themselves, they will not collapse on the battlefield.
Mo Shangyun, who was watching from the sidelines, inadvertently noticed Chen Shuhao who was rushing in front.
She was stunned for a moment, and when she looked closely, she realized that Chen Shuhao was clenching his teeth to keep up with Peng Yuqiu's speed.
Somehow, she suddenly thought of Liang Zhiqiong—
If it had been on such an occasion before, Liang Zhiqiong would have followed Peng Yuqiu like this.
He will cry, vomit, drag his legs, and after all his faults are exposed, he will show his tenacity, hold Peng Yuqiu tightly, and then try his best to keep up.
Looking at Chen Shuhao again, he was much calmer. He didn't show weakness, collapse, and he didn't hold back. Instead, he followed Peng Yuqiu without saying a word. Even Peng Yuqiu himself didn't notice this kind of silent following.
-Because, from beginning to end, Peng Yuqiu never looked back.
Mo Shangyun's expression was a little dignified.
"What are you thinking about?"
Yan Tianxing's voice suddenly floated, and at the same time, a hand dangling in front of him also attracted Mo Shangyun's attention.
Turning his head, he met Yan Tianxing's rather unhappy gaze.
Yan Tianxing was obviously not very happy - such a good-looking person was standing beside him, but Mo Shangjun looked at the person who was rolling in the mud pit.
"I'm thinking about Liang Zhiqiong," Mo Shangyun looked quite serious, raising his hand to touch his chin, "I'll see her collapse next month, I'm looking forward to it."
That serious little appearance made Yan Tianxing laugh and cry, and patted her head angrily.
Mo Shangyun gave him a sideways glance.
Yan Tianxing hooked her finger at her, "Let me tell you something."
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