Originally, according to the previous practice, when Carvin didn't read the book review area, he went to Weibo after he made sure that he couldn't post it. Some people said that the book review area was in chaos, and there were trolls, so he rushed over to delete the post and banned it. , and ended up killing a person, which is very regrettable.
Now that I'm here, I'll send a post to let you know, just in time, there are some things to say, by the way.
As for the method of writing a book, I have actually said many times inside and outside the book. As far as I am concerned, when I think of a plot, a momentary inspiration is not trustworthy. I never record inspiration like other authors. I think a lot every day. Ideas, there are many touches, they are either not a book or a theme, I will keep them in my heart, after a few days or months, if there is another touch, think again If an inspiration can't stay in my mind too much For a long time, they are usually not trustworthy, because it shows that they have not touched me enough.
There are a lot of big inspirations in this book, which has been brewing since the beginning of writing the book, and has been brewing for several years. Of course, the end of the seventh episode is the most typical feeling. However, in the middle of a big node, a lot of things are uncertain. Whenever I finish writing a big plot and new clues start, I need to spend time brewing, and spend time thinking about the latest thing every day. , often after being brewed for a week or half a month or... After a long time, some plots have gone through several days of thinking in various aspects before they can be used. This is the main reason for the current Cavan.
For me, Calvin is a pain, and that means I have to work nonstop every day from waking up in the morning. This work is using the brain, and my brain is not resting. I have said more than once that I am the most diligent author at the starting point. That is because few people can work more hours than me. On the contrary, when I can write a book, the period after the update belongs to My relaxation time, I can really get off work.
certainly. There are all kinds of writing states in the world. Every time I update, the popularity rises, and new people come. This is of course gratifying, but every now and then, there will be people of this kind who say such and such things, how others write, how others behave... but no matter what others do. I just wrote it.
An author once told me in some places, Banana, I like your style of writing, and I want to imitate your article. I am very surprised: just like playing the piano, the works of masters are everywhere, and the standard of perfection is so clear, why do you find a half-bucket of water as the standard? If the intention is not enough, the achievements are also limited. I have seen those near-perfect works, Chinese foreign ones, Lu Yao's Haruki Murakami's Shi Tiesheng's Hugo's Balzac's Tolstoy's, the standard is there. For a long time, I could not measure the distance between myself and them, only know that there is no distance. When I keep writing, thinking, and trying various expressions, now I can know where the part I can exercise is, and I need to expand, compress, deepen, and refine a few times to roughly touch that line. Anyone else can do anything, but that's none of my business.
For me, writing books is not much money, of course it is more than the average job, and I am now married. I haven't saved enough money for the renovation of my new house with my wife. I sometimes tell her that I have lived through hard times, not that I don’t understand reality, but the current fee for the manuscript is enough. If one day, it is really not enough, I can turn to making money to write books, I keep this possibility, and I will not panic. Fortunately, my wife can always understand these.
Some people always say that Wen Qing is Wen Qing. For example, bananas, it seems that as long as the speed is accelerated, he can become a god at any time. Maybe this is the case, but to be honest, after writing the book for so many years, I am so familiar with yy and the cool points that everyone wants to see, when I mention these cool points, if I give up the structure and expression, Simply repeating them, it might not be too difficult at most, I'll change a group of readers. The possibility of earning ten times or even a hundred times the current remuneration is actually at hand for me, and it may be more within reach than anyone else. I've always been here too.
I say this, not to show off, nor to complain, but to illustrate a simple thing: when I give up so many things, what else can my book give in to
Not long ago, an old book friend who probably read my book a long time ago came to speak. Banana has been playing games all day since Insidious Killing. Regardless of writing books, he has subscribed, so I directly deleted his posts and banned him. God testifies, the biggest trouble for me over the years is that I can no longer immerse myself in the game. The anxiety of writing a book makes me unable to immerse myself in anything, and my brain can't relax at all. Man, it's not a big deal to come over and say that you understand it, but of course, it's more refreshing to delete the post and mute it.
When I went home to visit the grave during the Qingming Festival, I was in a green leather car. I posted a status on Weibo late, and some people came out to question it, saying that I was making excuses to break up. It's also a pity that I never made excuses and just pulled the blacklist.
Writing a book takes too much brainpower. I was still interested in debating a few years ago, but now I don’t even have the energy to be open-minded.
So as you can see, I am not a good author. On the Internet, I like to be friends with ideas, and I like any thoughtful posts. But since a few years ago, I stopped thinking about being a close friend on the Internet. The only time I would show this attitude on the WeChat public platform was probably when some high school students said they didn’t want to go to college. I will persuade for a while, but at other times, whoever acts like an idiot or a malicious guy in front of me, I will directly delete the ban, block the blacklist, and I will not make equivalence to such a person The response here refers specifically to the guy who went to the book review area to make trouble, or the guy who behaved superficially in the book review area.
In recent years, some people have said that I have a talent for writing. I have never had a talent. When I was studying, the worst talent was language. But if there's one thing I've been really proud of over the years, let's be honest: I've worked so hard, and I've put in more effort than I ever could have imagined myself! Writing this book, I am happy at times, and miserable at other times.
But for now, this book can only be written in this way, I feel guilty for the readers who can understand me in this process, and there is nothing I can do for the complainers. Sometimes readers say that if you write a book for a lifetime, I will read it for a lifetime, but that may not be the case. Maybe at some point, I can’t make it, and I will give up all the bottom line, change a group of readers, and make more money. At present, I can walk like this just because I can still hold it. I am glad I can hold it, and it is a pity that I can hold it.
When the road is too narrow, take a step back, and when it is wider, you have to squeeze forward. The so-called life, after all, is such a narrow gap.
Half a chapter is available today, maybe it will be updated tomorrow, but I'm not sure. (.)