"Okay, you ask."
Tonight, he will solve all the problems in her heart at once, and don't make trouble again, to save her from running away from home again and again.
This time, Chu Qingyan knew the answer to the question she had been struggling with, and she felt a lot more relaxed. The next question was actually about the secret she had been burying in her heart for the past few years, but whether the answer he answered was what she thought The one you want is not very important, but she doesn't vomit unpleasantly today.
She raised her head, and there was a faint smile in her eyes, but her expression was very serious, Xiao Xu couldn't help but put away the smile, and his face was serious.
She didn't look at him, but walked a few steps sideways, looking at the infinite dark sky near the dawn, her voice was ethereal but textured.
"Big Ice Cube, the marriage is the right match, in order to be able to help each other in the future, although I don't like Liang Danjing, but some of her words are right, if one day, the situation forces you brothers to draw swords and face each other. The church is turbulent, and I have a powerful relative who can help you overcome five obstacles and kill six generals until the final victory, but my family is poor, and I have no soldiers and no power, so I will not be your help, but will become your burden."
"Do you still want me like this?"
She turned her head and looked at him, her eyes were clear but with an age-inappropriate see-through.
Her eyes made Xiao Xu feel pity inexplicably, "I said that I will always be by your side, and I will not let you suffer a little bit of grievance. There will only be you in this life, Ayan, what are you afraid of?"
Chu Qingyan seemed to be touched by something, her eyes warmed, forcing herself to face the fear in her heart.
"I know what you said is true, but the world is impermanent. If one day, you are in deep danger, will you regret the choice you made? If it wasn't for me, would you have an easier time in many things?"
Having said this, Chu Qingyan turned sideways, lowered her head and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, it's not that I don't believe you, I'm just afraid of adding a burden to you."
At the end of her speech, her voice was getting smaller and smaller, and the courage she had mustered up, but now she has no strength to support her to continue.
Xiao Xu felt that what she was thinking was something inexplicable and impossible. He really wanted to knock on her head to see what was inside
The angered Xiao Xu no longer wanted to see her fall into a dead end, tangled up and down, took a step forward and slammed her body over, wanting to teach her a good lesson.
But when he saw the stubborn tears in her eyes, his heart couldn't help softening into a pool of water.
"Okay, don't cry, have you seen when I regretted my decision?"
She didn't want to appear vulnerable in front of him, but when he said don't cry, the tears she restrained couldn't help falling down.
It was really rare to see her crying, Xiao Xu hurriedly raised his fingers to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes as before.
It's just that when his fingers touched the warm tears, a deep pity surged in his heart. He wiped the corner of her eyes, and the tears were like a river with a rising tide. Stop, but there is a turbulent trend.
Xiao Xu sighed pitifully and helplessly, and stroked her cheek with the pulp of his fingers. The soft and elastic touch made his heart move. He moved his fingers to her chin, lifted it gently and forcefully, and then he leaned over to kiss her cheek. In the corner of her eyes, she kissed her tears one by one with pity and distress.
The warm kiss fell on her face, causing Chu Qingyan's heart to collapse all of a sudden, she said hoarsely.
"Big ice cubes, no one can count the future. Although they all say that I live in the present, I am still afraid. From childhood to adulthood, I don't want to be a burden to others. It's not that I don't believe you, but that I don't have confidence in myself. ."
The person he was thinking about was right in front of him, and Chu Qingyan could no longer suppress the words buried in his heart.
And Xiao Xu wanted to hold her in his arms, but he knew that he had to listen to these words, maybe the little guy would only say these words to him today.
"You speak, I'm listening."
Tears poured out again, and what they got was a more pitiful kiss. Chu Qingyan stared at him blankly, and then spoke slowly.
"Big ice cubes, when we are in love, all we hear are sweet words, longing for the future, unswerving vows, but some people say that marriage is the tomb of love, no matter how deep the relationship is, no matter how deep the relationship is, time will bring love to life. When the time comes, there will only be two things left, and I am afraid that I will not be able to accept such an ending."
Xiao Xu knew that the little guy had self-doubt and uncertainty about the future because of this series of twists and turns. She left Jiangnan, not necessarily because of Liang Danjing's words, but maybe because she wanted to reconsider their relationship.
He was in pain, not for himself, but for the person in front of him. He wanted to scold her to wake her up, but everything was not what she thought, but when he saw her red tears, all his anger was defeated by his heartache.
"What else do you want to say, say it together!"
Chu Qingyan did not expect that after she said these words, he would be so calm, she originally thought he would be furious.
She took a deep breath and ruthless, since she has already said it, it is better to say it happily.
"Big Ice Cube, do you know that color declines and loves relaxation? If one day, I am no longer young, with gray hair and wrinkles covering my face, will you still treat me the same? Abandoned by her husband, and then seeing her husband holding Xiao San at ease, those who promised to live forever, all quit each other's future halfway through."
When she said this, she looked at him sadly, "Big ice cube, in the end, I'm still confident."
The self-denying loneliness in her eyes deeply hurt Xiao Xu's heart, he vigorously stretched out his hand to bring her into his arms, and when she was stunned and didn't respond, he was indisputably angry.
"After all, you still don't believe me!"
Chu Qingyan was dumbfounded.
Xiao Xu noticed her silence, and said in a strong tone, "You can't use it to question our future because you have seen other people's past. I may not be a good person, but I will try my best to be a good husband and a good father, as long as Whatever you want, I will try my best to make it!"
Chu Qingyan was lost because of his words.
"I said that when I identify with a person, I won't let go easily."
"Ayan, do you know that I'm really afraid that you will leave secretly again! I, Xiao Xu, have never been afraid of anything in my life. Only when you leave without a word, I know that I am also afraid. matter."
Having said that, Xiao Xu tightened his arms and clasped her in his arms, as if afraid that she would disappear again.
Chu Qingyan was moved by what he said, and her eyes were wet with tears again.
"Big ice cubes—"