Women are always very insecure.
For example, every time I am in front of my beloved, I will repeatedly ask, do you love me or not? If they can't get a positive answer from the other party, they will always keep it in their hearts, wondering if the other party doesn't care about them.
Sometimes men get annoyed by being asked, and they can't understand why this question can be asked several times a day, isn't it annoying
However, even if she knew that the other party loved her, the woman would continue to ask.
Some women will ask outright, while others will bury it in their hearts.
Chu Qingyan didn't belong to the former, so she kept it in her heart. When all the things came rushing in, the doubts and uncertainty about the future in her heart would roll in like a snowball, and Liang Danjing's words were undoubtedly overwhelming. The camel's last straw, when she was most wobbly, gave the last push.
In the face of love, no matter how strong and confident people are, they will also worry about gains and losses.
Chu Qingyan was, and so was Xiao Xu.
So Xiao Xu also confessed his uneasiness.
"I, Xiao Xu, have suffered countless assassinations throughout my life, and have been framed openly and secretly, but I have never blinked once. Only your goodbye left me flustered and at a loss."
"Ayan, you are more important than you think, in my heart."
"No, you are already my life."
These words, sentence after sentence, had never been so light and exciting, hitting her chest with a roar that seemed to shatter her eardrums.
"Big ice cube." She called softly, but she didn't know what to say, but because of his words, waves of waves were already set off in her heart, and it couldn't be calmed down for a long time.
He stroked her head lightly, smiled lowly, and sighed in his laughter, "Ayan, you said, you are my life, will I give up my life one day? Whether it is now or in the future, I will only cherish you, accompany you, take care of you, if I leave you, then there will be no Xiao Xu."
As soon as his words fell, Chu Qingyan immediately struggled to get up from his arms, stretched out his hand to cover his lips, and said in a panic, "Don't talk nonsense! What life is not dead, you will live a hundred years! "
"Then you also need to be there, otherwise I'll be alone for so many years, are you willing?" He looked at her deeply.
Chu Qingyan shook her head blankly, how could she be willing to let him grow old alone
Xiao Xu stroked her long hair and looked at her tenderly, "Then you are still suspicious, afraid, and not confident?"
There were tears in Chu Qingyan's eyes, and she shook her head again.
"Okay," Xiao Xuqiang forced to ignore the tears in her eyes, his tone changed slightly, and he looked at her with a very serious expression, "Then I have something to say to you now, so listen carefully."
Chu Qingyan hadn't recovered from his words just now, but she saw him looking at her solemnly, her mind became clearer, she winked at him, and then nodded seriously.
Although she didn't know what he was going to say, she knew that it must be very important, so she rubbed her eyes and listened slightly.
"Ayan, I'm sorry, these days, I've only held you blindly and rarely asked about your wishes. Miss Cheng is right, I'm too domineering, I just want you to live in mine. And I was too confident, I didn't explain anything to you, thinking that because of our mutual understanding, you would understand. I think, if I had told you early in the morning, I would have told you about the two girls in the Liang family. Plan, you will not leave home, if I give you enough trust and show you my heart, we will not accumulate so many contradictions."
Hearing his faint and lonely words, Chu Qingyan was very distressed and wanted him to stop talking, "I'm wrong too, don't take it all on you."
Xiao Xu raised his hand and patted her head, motioning her not to interrupt, and letting him finish, Chu Qingyan kept silent again.
"On the way to find you, I thought a lot. All the problems are caused by my lack of honesty, so there are so many misunderstandings. I will never do it again. If there is something, I will discuss it with you. , instead of arranging everything for you."
Chu Qingyan was shocked when these affectionate and secret words came out of his mouth, but she was still very moved afterward, but she was still good at getting it cheap, and relentlessly turned over the old accounts, "Then why are you here? Here, are you still so cruel to me?"
Xiao Xu sighed lightly, "Ayan, after all, I'm also your legitimate fiancé. Seeing you standing with other men will make you feel good."
"But Ji Linyang and I really have nothing to do, you know!" Chu Qingyan couldn't understand why he was jealous of something he knew!
Xiao Xu's face turned a little red when he heard this, but it was just his strong self-control, which only allowed the unnaturalness to exist for a while, and disappeared without even realizing the person in his arms. Then he lowered his head very seriously and looked at her.
"Because I want you to see only me in your eyes, only me in your heart, and only me in your mind."
"I am too greedy, I want not only your people, but your heart, but also your entire life in the future."
"It's scary for me like this, but do you still want it?"
There was a person who told her in a frank, affectionate and somewhat trembling tone that he cared about her very much, and only wanted her to belong to him completely.
I also asked her if she would be afraid!
Want him
So carefully dissecting his big ice cubes, asking her earnestly and fearfully in a humble and devout manner, how could she keep her still and fall in love with it
Xiao Xu did not wait for an answer, but saw the person in front of him looking at him with tears streaming down his face.
The agony of waiting was less painful than her tears.
"Okay, I won't force you to answer." He raised his sleeves and clumsily wiped her tears.
Chu Qingyan looked at him with pity on his face, couldn't help but stretched out his arms to hug his waist, laughed and cried, "Big Ice Cube, you are a big idiot, a big idiot—"
Listening to her words, he let go of waiting for the answer in an instant, and he couldn't help but slowly raise his hand and put it on her head, pressing it into his arms.
"I'm a big idiot, you're a little idiot!" He reluctantly responded.
"How could I not want you! I'm yours, and you're mine too! Big Ice Cube, you big idiot, why are you always worrying about these problems?" Chu Qingyan hoarsely thumped his hands together on his chest, In the end, it was because he felt sorry for him that he didn't dare to exert too much force.
Xiao Xu felt that her fist was tickling him, but the bigger impact was because of her words.
"You are mine, I am yours."
He couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth slightly.
We're big idiots who never knew we loved each other more than we thought.