The rain went from pattering to pouring in just a blink of an eye.
Chu Qingyan listened to the rumble of thunder outside the window, feeling a little frightened in her heart, and looked at the rain curtain outside anxiously.
When Xiao Xu put down the letter in his hand, he saw her frowning face, "What's wrong?"
"Just now I heard that Yan Luo went out alone at noon and never came back. I'm a little worried." The heavy rain floated in. She reached out and closed the window to block the noise outside, and then walked to a place. Sit sideways.
"She went to find Kong Ling?" Xiao Xu raised his eyebrows.
Chu Qingyan blinked, "How do you know?"
"Normal inference." He pointed his finger and said lightly, "This morning, Kong Ling came to ask for an order to go out for a free clinic. I agreed, and Miss Cheng usually does not leave home, but she suddenly went out. After connecting it, you will know the answer."
Based on these small details, he could guess it, and Chu Qingyan couldn't help but be convinced.
She rested her chin with one hand and said, "I heard from the soldiers that Yan Luo was rushing to find Kong Ling at noon. Originally, I wasn't worried, but seeing the rain outside was a little frightening."
"Both of them are older than you and have eaten more salt than you have eaten. You don't need to worry about them." Xiao Xu didn't care much about the authentic.
That's what she said, but for some reason, she was still a little worried.
When a soldier came in, Xiao Xu had no time to take care of her, and continued to work.
Chu Qingyan sat for a while, but she couldn't read a single page of the book in her hand. She simply closed the book and called a soldier in.
"Have Kong Ling and Yanluo come back?"
"Mr. Kong Ling has come back, but the girl hasn't come back yet." The soldier replied.
"what!"
Chu Qingyan stood up in shock, Kong Ling had come back, why hasn't she come back yet
She seemed to have thought of something, so she didn't care to say anything to the big ice cube, and immediately went out.
The thunder was roaring outside, and the heavy rain had a tendency to fall.
The crackling raindrops hit the eaves, as if hitting her heart. She couldn't help thinking of what she said to Yanluo this morning. I don't know what happened to the two of them when she went to Kongling.
She couldn't care less, and while calling someone to go to Yanluo, she went to inform Kong Ling.
Where can she go if she is unfamiliar here
Just as she was about to walk out the door with someone, a figure appeared in the vast rain and fog.
After seeing the person walking slowly, Chu Qingyan took a deep breath.
The rain rolled down his black hair, his clothes were soaked but unconscious, and the whole person wandered like a walking corpse.
His eyes were blank, his soul was lost, and he seemed to have no life.
Chu Qingyan couldn't believe that the person in front of her was the lively woman who was arguing with her this morning.
Cheng Yanluo walked blankly, walking. She didn't know where she was at all, she only knew that she had gone for a long, long time, but she could never get to the end.
Just like her feelings for Murong Jue, when she fell in love or when they were separated, she couldn't find him, couldn't figure out his thoughts, so that she had been in a state of loss for so long.
He didn't even know when he fell in love with her or when he lost his feelings for her.
Between her and him, there has always been a thick fog, and she can never see him clearly. For so many years, she has been looking for him all the time.
When I can't find it, I feel helpless, and when I find it, I'm afraid that he will disappear again.
Looking back suddenly, he walked through the fog to her and told her.
"Although you can't be a lover, you are always my junior sister and my closest relative and friend in this world."
Women are insecure. In fact, as long as the other party promises them, they can feel at ease. However, he was never willing to give her this promise.
When she heard what he said, she seemed to have found the answer.
It turned out that his feelings for her were like rainwater, no matter how tragic it was when it fell from the sky, when it fell to the ground, it fell apart, and everyone was safe in the world, and then no bones were left.
At this time, the rain falling on her body has decreased, she can't help looking up, looking at the person in front of her, and smiling softly, "Little girl, I listened to you and told him."
At this moment, Chu Qingyan held up an umbrella to cover the two of them. Seeing her dejected appearance, she felt more distressed, "You are very brave."
Cheng Yanluo smiled and said, "But he said, don't want me anymore."
Chu Qingyan was stunned, how could it be like this
But no matter how many doubts she saw, she was clearly heartbroken, and she smiled brightly, her eyes couldn't help turning red, "Yanluo, stop laughing, cry when you are sad!"
"I seem to have been crying all day, and there are no tears left."
She smiled and laughed, and finally burst into tears.
She couldn't help but approached Chu Qingyan's shoulder, reached out to hug her, and said Nuonuo, "Little girl, my heart hurts so much."
After saying this, she couldn't help crying.
A sadness filled Shang Chu Qingyan's heart.
What kind of emotional hurt can make a strong and independent girl suffer to this extent
"Yanluo, it's my fault, I shouldn't have asked you to find Kong Ling." Seeing her like this, Chu Qingyan felt guilty and remorseful, and rebuked herself, hugging her tightly with one hand, feeling the pain in her body. After the cold and trembling, the heart also aches.
Cheng Yanluo shook her head, her voice was sad and hoarse, "No one is wrong, no one has done anything wrong, it's just that we have nothing to do with each other. When we met at the right time, we couldn't grasp it properly."
"Yanluo, don't feel bad, I'll let Big Ice Cube vent your anger, teach Kong Ling a good lesson, and ask him to apologize to you. Don't be sad, okay?" Chu Qingyan patted her back and soothed her softly. .
Cheng Yanluo shook her head again, "Little girl, I'm afraid that in the future, I will never love someone again."
The voice was mournful and hopeless, like a lost person who finally gave up all hope of finding.
Chu Qingyan felt the endless loneliness and sadness on her body, afraid that she would have an accident, she wanted to say something, but she was choked in her throat, unable to say a word.
The word love, or honey, or poison.
Some people are happy forever, while others condemn themselves to death.
It's a taste that no one else can understand.
Cheng Yanluo cried until she was tired from crying. The rain fell on her eyelashes, mixed with crystal tears flowing down her cheeks. Warm and cold alternated on her cheeks, just like her body, with two layers of ice and fire.
When she closed her eyes, she seemed to see a familiar figure standing on the road in front of her, so close and so far away.
Murong, I won't look for you again in the future, I'm too tired.
The most fearful thing in life is not that love doesn't know where to start, and it's deeply in love.
But after a deep love, there was no way out, and finally fell into the abyss.
If life can be repeated, I will never meet you again, Murong Jue!
She smiled softly, and the tears rolled down like this.