"Murong, do you know what you're talking about?"
Cheng Yanluo looked at him and said, with disbelief written all over her face.
Hearing her tragic questioning, the ethereal heart was twisted like a knife, but he heard himself being cold-blooded and ruthless.
"Xiaoyan, although I feel guilty for doing things that hurt you in the past few years, but in the past few years, I have rarely thought of those years in the teacher's school. For your impression, I still stay in the past. , After so many years, we have all changed, I am no longer the big brother in your mind."
"I used to practice medicine to save people with compassion, but now my hands are covered with blood, and the teacher swears that I have violated it. If we treat each other at this moment as each other in our memory, then we will have a very painful life."
"It's better to let go as soon as possible and let go of each other."
Cheng Yanluo involuntarily took two steps back, feeling that she was about to lose her footing.
She finally mustered up the courage and stepped towards him, but she got such a response.
I don't remember the past.
You are no longer the way I am happy.
We are different.
Having said so much, I just want to express these cruel meanings.
She felt as if countless tiny needles were stabbing in her heart, and the pain was numb.
If she had the same temperament in the past, she would definitely step forward and slap him, then turn her head and leave first, leaving a handsome back.
But at this time, her feet seemed to be nailed to the spot, and she wanted to turn around, but she couldn't.
In front of outsiders, how decisive, how strong, and how meaningless she is, just because the person who hurt her is irrelevant to her.
However, in front of the sturdy armor, in front of the person he loves, it is like a foam, and it shatters with a light touch.
"Then why are you still caring about me for so many years?" She looked at him lost, and there was a voice in her heart, telling her to turn away and not stay any longer, so that her heart would not hurt anymore, but she still wanted to Asked, she was not afraid of shame, just wanted to ask a clear question.
"Because I owe you a debt, I wasted your wonderful youth time, failed to make you happy, but made you sad again and again, I blame myself, so I want to make up for you." He Look her in the eyes and apologize sincerely.
Cheng Yanluo chuckled lightly, as if she was amused, but at the same time she was mocking herself, she looked at him with a trembling voice, "Murong, do you think I am the kind of person who needs to be made up for? You know I think What do you want?"
Her eyes were too clear, so clear that he could see the unreserved love in them clearly. He dared not look her in the eye, looked away, and persuaded.
"Xiaoyan, don't always live in the past. It will be very painful. I have come out. I hope you can live again."
What do you mean he has come out
What does it mean to let her live again
Why, she was still the same person, but she couldn't understand a word she said.
Yan Luo, don't panic, ask the question clearly.
She held her hand tightly.
Cut off the back road, regardless of everything.
"Murong, I'll ask you something."
He looked at her.
"If my heart is still the same, would you still want me?"
The ethereal eyes were dark.
The sun was so dazzling that it made the eyes sore.
"Xiaoyan, I'm sorry."
At this point, he didn't know what to say other than that.
Cheng Yanluo looked up at the scorching sun and wondered in her heart, was the sun too big, causing her to have hallucinations, auditory hallucinations? Or is she in a dream at the moment
Why it came out like this
"I don't want to hear that I'm sorry, you didn't feel sorry for anyone. The words you heard today are just a moment of confusion. After today, forget about it!" She didn't know what to say anymore. The mood is facing him.
"Xiaoyan, the battlefield is not as simple as you think, you can go back to Jiangnan."
"Okay, when Qingyan's injuries are all healed, I won't stay and get in your way."
His heart finally loosened, but the bitterness in his mouth was terribly bitter. He pulled his lips and continued with a slight smile, "Although you can't be a lover, you are still my junior sister and my closest relative and friend in this world."
She looked at him again, the light in her eyes shattered little by little.
Sadness is greater than death.
She tried to bend the corners of her mouth, "If you can't help each other, then forget each other in the rivers and lakes!"
If she wasn't immersed in great pain at this time, she would have noticed the trembling, vain voice of the person on the opposite side, as well as the blood that was pierced by the barbs in the hands that were holding the herb tightly.
"Okay." He also tried to look back at her with a smile.
Cheng Yanluo smiled lightly, but there was no smile in her eyes.
She turned around and walked towards the lively street like a wandering soul.
Although there was a lot of noise and excitement around her, she felt that all the voices were gone, and she was the only one left to walk alone in this world.
Little girl, I tried my best, but he doesn't care about me anymore.
The tears that were held back finally flowed uncontrollably.
Kong Ling watched her back slowly disappear into the sea of people, the smile on the corner of her mouth disappeared little by little, and the pain seemed to be shrouded in endless darkness.
The sleeves were pulled lightly.
He bowed his head, it was the child just now, "You haven't gone home yet?"
"I'll go back later, Brother Kongling, don't you like that beautiful sister?" the child asked curiously.
"No, I like it." He smiled sadly.
"Then why did you say those hurtful things to that beautiful sister?" The child was very puzzled.
"Because I want to protect her and keep her away from dangerous places."
Originally, when she was with the army, although he objected, it was undeniable that she was by his side, his heart was very peaceful, and there was no fear in such a life-and-death situation, but when collecting herbs this time, they were trapped in the Nancang Army. , He clearly recognized the fact that if she stayed here again, her life would be threatened, and he was powerless to protect her.
Picking herbs this time is just a wake-up call for him, not every time he can escape like this.
He had to be ruthless and push her away, even against his will.
"Brother, I don't understand." The child scratched his head and said.
At this time, thunder roared, and dark clouds spread to the sky.
He raised his hand and touched the child's head, "You'll understand when you grow up, but my brother hopes you won't experience this kind of pain. It's going to rain, so go back quickly!"
The child smiled and nodded, then trotted away.
Just before entering the alley, he turned to look back at Qingjun's big brother. The child felt that this big brother seemed very sad, very sad.
Ethereal's footsteps were vain, and she walked aimlessly in the opposite direction of her.
The pattering rain fell from the sky and fell on him, sticking to his eyelashes like crystal teardrops.
Xiaoyan, this time, we finally have no turning back.