"Why was it not you that I met at that time?"
"..."
Hearing this sentence, Nan Yan's heart trembled.
Originally, she still had a lot of questions to ask, for example, what is Zhu Feng's attitude towards Qin Ruolan now, how much affection does he have for her, does he still love her
However, after hearing this sentence, she felt that there was really no need to ask.
There is no need to ask anything.
People's feelings are moving forward slowly, there is no person or thing, even feelings can last forever.
Even I love Zhu Feng now, and I would give up my life for him, but if one day, he becomes bloodthirsty, rapes and plunders, will I still like him
the answer is negative.
The love between two people is not only based on the momentary collision at the beginning, but also needs to be managed forever.
Obviously, Concubine Ning and him, no.
There is no love at first sight or love between two people, which can last forever without any sacrifice or nourishment from both of them.
And the reason why she and Zhu Feng are still together now, and she loves him more and more, and looks up to him more and more, is because the two of them have gone through so much, they have not retreated, but are moving forward hand in hand.
Compared with beautiful appearance, prominent family affairs, wealthy background, even gentle temperament...
This is the thing that makes people love each other more, and love each other forever.
She stretched out her hand, hugged Zhu Feng's thick shoulders, and smiled softly: "At that time... the concubine was still young, and she was chased and beaten by them in the Si family."
Hearing these words, Zhu Feng felt another tremor in his chest.
Slowly separated, saw a little smile on his face.
He stretched out his hand and pinched Nan Yan's face: "You!"
Nan Yan held his hand and said softly: "Actually, I was very lucky to meet the emperor at this time. If it was at that time, my concubine's ability would not be enough to accompany the emperor."
"..."
"Your Majesty, my concubine is luckier than Concubine Ning in that she met the best person at the best time."
Having said that, Zhu Feng's eyes darkened slightly.
And Nan Yan couldn't help but think, Concubine Ning, what kind of mood does she have towards Zhu Feng
Is it really just exploitation from beginning to end
If this is the case, then what she said "shamelessly" in front of her was to stimulate herself, or was it to make her believe in something so that she could persevere
Nan Yan didn't understand.
This dusty past is too difficult for them.
Zhu Feng held her hand back with his big hand again, and said, "Then, don't you blame me for not telling you the truth about King Wei?"
"..."
Nan Yan looked up at him.
After being quiet for a while, she said calmly: "At the beginning, when I found out that King Wei's biological mother was Concubine Ning, I did have some grievances. I have always liked King Wei so much, and I have always supported him so much. Suddenly I found out that his mother is Concubine Ning. Concubine Ning, it is indeed a bit... unacceptable to concubine."
"..."
"However, I can still understand why the emperor is unwilling to speak out."
"..."
"Everyone has the right to protect their wounds from prying eyes or even tearing them apart, and concubines should not force them."
"..."
"What's more, whether it's Concubine Ning or not, my concubine still likes King Wei and thinks he's a good boy."
Having said that, she raised her head and looked at Zhu Feng: "What does the emperor think?"
"..."
Zhu Feng frowned again.
Although Nanyan was already so calm, he obviously still couldn't do it.
His throat felt a little snarky, and after a while, he said, "You know, I still hope that you—, hope that you will give birth to a prince."
"emperor."
Nan Yan said calmly: "The concubine is no longer a young woman. The emperor's age...although it is not very old, but it is not a short period of time to wait until the concubine gives birth to a prince, raise him up, and plan for his future."
"..."
"What's more, who can guarantee that the son born by my concubine will be a good one?"
Zhu Feng immediately said: "I believe in you."
"However, the concubine doesn't believe in herself."
Nan Yan said seriously: "Your Majesty, a dragon has nine sons, but none of them will become a dragon; a tiger has three sons, and there must be one. No one can guarantee that the prince born by my concubine must be a good one."
"..."
"Besides, King Wei's aunt is the empress, he is the eldest son, and his status is orthodox. In the future, if there are younger brothers, he will be able to control them. However, if the emperor insists on waiting for his concubine to give birth to a prince, it will be different from that of King Wei. When you are a teenager, when you grow up in the future, who can control whom?"
Zhu Feng frowned.
This is indeed a very real problem.
Just like Emperor Wen back then, even though he ascended the throne under the protection of Emperor Gao, he really couldn't control himself as an uncle, so that it was difficult for Jing to fight...
Zhu Feng's breath sank.
This kind of thing really can't happen to his own children and grandchildren again.
Nan Yan said: "The emperor should be very clear in his heart that King Wei is the crown prince's first choice, no matter who in the harem gives birth to a prince, he is not as suitable as him."
"..."
"What's more, he has a soft heart and a lenient heart to the people."
"..."
"Your Majesty," Nan Yan said to him seriously: "No matter how great the love is, it is still small; no matter how small the community is, it is also big."
Zhu Feng was ashamed by her words.
Indeed, when it came to dealing with Zhu Chengxuan, because he hated Qin Ruolan and hated his experience back then, he had always refused to treat this child with fairness, never faced up to his excellence, and his qualifications.
Zhu Feng hugged Nan Yan tightly, and suddenly said softly, "I want to change Anping's name."
"well?"
Nan Yan was taken aback for a moment, she was talking about King Wei, why did she suddenly talk about changing Anping's name
But she still said intuitively: "What name does the emperor want to change for Anping?"
"peace of mind,"
Zhu Feng said, "Tell her to calm down."
Peace of mind.
heart... flat...
Nan Yan suddenly understood, buried her head in his arms, smiled lightly, and said, "The emperor decides this kind of thing."
Zhu Feng also lowered his head, almost burying his face in her fragrant hair.
He said softly: "Nan Yan, you are different from them."
"..."
"In this life, I, only you."
"..."
"Don't lie to me, don't!"
Although his voice was very soft, Nan Yan felt that these words were spoken from the deepest part of his heart, the most unwilling wound to show to others.
Nan Yan said firmly: "No way!"
Just when the two of them were embracing each other in the small pavilion, Ye Zheng walked over from the side, and was about to go in to say something to Zhu Feng, when he suddenly saw the situation of the two of them, he immediately took two steps back and covered his eyes.
"Ouch my eyes!"