Ye Yan wanted to say something, but he looked at her with a sad look and felt like there was something stuck in his throat.
Shu Nian was still smiling, but that smile was like the most ferocious weapon, making his heart tremble and ache.
She chuckled and spoke hoarsely, "That night... you took advantage of me being drugged and had sex with me, got me pregnant, had an ectopic pregnancy, and made me infertile. Was it really... you?"
She wanted to hear a no answer.
Even though I know the truth is like this, I still don't give up.
I wish everything I'm experiencing right now is just a nightmare... Once I wake up, I can pretend nothing happened...
"Shu Nian..." Ye Yan called her painfully and hugged her tighter. Her eyes were dazed at the moment, and she looked so lost and ethereal, as if she would disappear at any time if the wind blew. This made Ye Yan panic, as if he might lose her at any time.
"I'm sorry..." He kissed her forehead. It was the first time he sincerely apologized to someone. However, it was so painful. He knew that this "I'm sorry" came too late. "I should have told you everything earlier..."
"Really... it's you?" Shu Nian's tears fell from her eyes. Her voice was choked, and the way she cried made Ye Yan feel heartbroken.
His eyes were red unconsciously, "It's me. I'm sorry, Nian Nian, that night... I was too impulsive..."
"Don't say anything more!" Shu Nian suddenly lost control of his emotions and interrupted him with a sharp voice. He murmured to himself: "Don't say anything more... I don't want to hear anything, I don't want to hear anything..."
This man led her out of the fog, gave her love and all her trust, and allowed her to be reborn.
But, at this moment...
Everything has changed.
The person she loved and trusted was the one who caused her all the pain and tragedy in the past few years...
Shu Nian broke away from Ye Yan's arms and staggered off the bed. He raised his hand to grab her, but she jumped away reflexively, avoiding him as if she were avoiding the dirtiest bacteria.
His breath was choked, and Ye Yan's hands froze in the air.
The feeling of loss kept surging in his chest, tearing at his heart.
It was not until Shu Nian's figure disappeared from the room that he suddenly came to his senses. He took a few steps forward and hugged her from behind.
"Ye Yan, let me go!" Shu Nian struggled hard, trying to pry his hands apart. However, even when his fingers turned white and his arms were covered with scars caused by her, he still refused to let go.
Instead, he carried her back and threw her on the bed. Shu Nian immediately sat up, but he held her hands and pushed her back onto the bed.
Two of us, you look at me and I look at you.
In Shu Nian's eyes, there was collapse, hurt, and hysteria...
And in Ye Yan's eyes, there was grief, fear, and uneasiness...
Yes, Ye Yan, who was always fearless, was actually so scared at this moment. He was afraid that if she left, he would never be able to win her back...
"Ye Yan, let me go!" Shu Nian's teeth were trembling.
"You are not allowed to leave!" Ye Yan said in a domineering tone.
Shu Nian looked at him, tears flowing continuously, drop by drop, wetting the pillow.
Her pale lips trembled for a long time before she uttered a few words softly, "Ye Yan, let's break up..."
Ye Yan's body shook violently. He stared at her, the light in his eyes changing several times, and finally, it turned into a strong unwillingness.
separate…
He only wanted to marry her and spend his whole life with her, so how could he accept the word "break up"
"I can pretend that I didn't hear anything." Ye Yan's voice was trembling, but his tone was terribly low. "Shu Nian, take back what you said."
Shu Nian couldn't convince herself to forgive him just like that. At least, at this moment, she didn't know how she should get along with Ye Yan—
"..." She closed her eyes tightly, curled her fingers, and clenched the bed sheet tightly, until her fingers were almost broken. As if this would relieve the pain in her chest. However, it still took her 12 points of strength to repeat the simplest words: "Let's... not go on..."
It was clearly me who proposed it, but after I said it, it felt like a hole had been torn in my chest.
Ye Yan's eyes darkened. His chest felt like it had been hit hard by a punch.
He gasped and suddenly leaned over to kiss her. No, it wasn't a kiss, it was more of a bite.
Shu Nian was startled, and the next moment, she felt a sharp pain on her lips. She burst into tears fiercely, "It hurts... Ye Yan, what are you doing? Let me go!"
Ye Yan raised his head and stared at her fiercely. He looked like a proud but wounded lion. He was used to looking down on everything and being in control of everything. How could he bear being abandoned and having his love shattered
"Shu Nian, listen carefully..." Ye Yan breathed heavily, his voice hoarse. He raised his hand and pinched her chin hard, forcing her to look at him, "I will apologize to you for what happened in the past, or you can apologize in any way you want. But... you want to break up, absolutely not! Give up this idea as soon as possible!"
Shu Nian smiled lightly, with some hatred in his eyes, "You were like this before, doing everything according to your own preferences, without considering anyone's thoughts or the consequences, right?"
Ye Yan's body stiffened.
The hatred in her eyes was obvious, like daggers stabbing into his heart again and again.
He was a little depressed.
But, I am unwilling to give up like this.
Finally, he leaned over again and held her lips. This kiss was extremely deep and rough, as if he wanted to pour all his reluctance, all his guilt, and all his overbearing attempts to keep her into it, letting her know.
Shu Nian cried and refused. However, the man's presence was like a dense net that she couldn't escape from.
And, the most infuriating thing was that his hand slipped into the hem of her clothes and wandered around her body almost madly.
"Ye Yan... What on earth do you want to do?" Ye Yan in front of her was like a wild beast out of control, which frightened Shu Nian. The rejection of sex in the past few years came out at this moment, making her tremble violently.
However, at this moment, Ye Yan didn't care about anything. He just wanted to keep her, and use all possible means to keep her...
"Don't push me away..." Ye Yan whispered in her ear in a hoarse voice, "I will treat you well... I will never hurt you again, believe me... I will make you inseparable from me forever..."
There was an unprecedented flattery in his tone.
Without waiting for her to say anything, he turned her slender body over.