The next moment, he suddenly turned her over while she was struggling, and covered her with his tall body.
Shu Nian was terribly scared, afraid that Ye Yan would force himself on him. He was used to not caring about anything!
Her whole body tensed up, and her fingers pulled the sheets beneath her into a wrinkled ball.
But, the next moment...
It was not as rough and rude as I had imagined. I felt a heat on my neck, and it turned out to be a man's kiss...
This kiss was lingering, gentle, and full of deep affection and pity, but also seemed to be a bit helpless and painful. Shu Nian could feel it, and felt his heart swell up sharply, his eyes became sore, and hot tears slid down from the corners of his eyes...
The man's hot palm brushed across her silky smooth skin, and with a flick of his long fingers, he opened her bra. The shirt was easily taken off and thrown aside.
A cool feeling instantly spread over her. Shu Nian turned around and met Ye Yan's eyes full of shocking desire. She was suddenly a little panicked, "Ye Yan, don't mess around..."
On the white bed sheet, her long hair fell down like a waterfall, all the way to her waist. There were strands of hair, and her broken expression at the moment made her look even more pitiful, making people sink into it and unable to extricate themselves.
Ye Yan felt that he had already drowned in the deep sea of love, with nowhere to escape.
Shu Nian trembled violently, and the mist on her eyelashes gathered more and more. She was afraid of being treated roughly again. But the next moment, she felt the man's long fingers gently brushing across her neck.
He lifted her soft long hair from behind, and with his hot lips, he kissed her from her neck all the way down, kissing her beautiful butterfly bones and slender waist...
She bit her lower lip stubbornly, refusing to let herself hum. Ye Yan kissed her from the back to the front, and this time, the painful kiss was on her lips.
As if he knew that she would reject him due to her stubbornness, his lips did not stay for long, but touched her lightly, then withdrew, and moved down to her flat belly...
"Ye Yan, don't..." She called out softly, trying to stop him.
Even though she didn't want to sink into this passion, Shu Nian still felt as if her whole body was melting. She vaguely knew what Ye Yan wanted to do and wanted to back off, but it seemed as if all her strength had melted away in his kiss. All she had left was a fragile and inaudible rejection, but she was so weak.
"Niannian, I can't let you go... Absolutely not!" He sighed, *****
Hmm~
Shu Nian sucked in a breath of cold air, her fingers pinching the bed sheet, almost breaking them. She couldn't help but raise her head and moan, because of the intense pleasure that made her unable to resist, and because Ye Yan was trying to please her.
She knew that with his pride and arrogance, why would he go to such lengths to please a woman
"Niannian, let me love you well..."
Ye Yan murmured in a low voice.
This was the first time Ye Yan coaxed a woman like this, and the first time he was so afraid of a woman leaving his life. However, at this moment, he was also so clear... He could no longer control her...
His Shu Nian... The only woman he wanted to marry, from tonight on, will be further and further away from his life...
Even if he tried everything to keep her by his side, she would not want him anymore...
She is so stubborn, so clear about love and hate, so hateful of evil, and yet so ruthless and irrational...
Thinking of this, Ye Yan's eyes turned red, and he gasped heavily. His chest was still blocked and painful, as if a huge rock was pressing on him. He leaned over, picked her up, and let her hook her legs around his waist. He didn't care about her rejection.
Hmm~
Shu Nian bit his fingers and turned his moan into a groan.
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I don’t know how much time had passed, but Shu Nian was lying on the big bed, looking miserable.
Outside, the rain began to fall heavier. The raindrops hit the glass window, making a dull sound, which sounded desolate and melancholy.
Shu Nian moved his body tentatively, but after such a long time, he still felt weak all over.
"Did I... hurt you?" A hoarse voice came, and Shu Nian's eyes, which had been distracted, gradually regained focus after a long time. He cast his lifeless gaze over, and what he saw were Ye Yan's dark and painful eyes. His eyes, which were originally shining with starlight, became dim and unclear at this moment.
Shu Nian's chest was also in excruciating pain. It was like someone had torn his bones apart and then glued them back together. It was excruciatingly painful.
Why...why should it be him
The severe pain in her chest made her not want to think about it anymore. She threw back the quilt and slowly sat up.
Ye Yan sat on the sofa, not moving. All that could be heard was his heavy breathing, which was particularly depressing and distressing. In the room, there was only a dim light, covering the two people who were both a little embarrassed.
Shu Nian staggered towards the bathroom.
When passing by him, Ye Yan suddenly raised his hand and held her hand.
"Shu Nian..." His voice was hoarse.
The palm of my hand was so cold that it seemed to have no temperature at all. Just like her at this moment...
Shu Nian's body was shaking violently.
"... Let me calm down, okay?" Shu Nian didn't look at her, his tone was still unstable, like a wisp of smoke floating in the air. The last two words "okay" were almost pleading, with a crying tone, which was very clear and heartbreaking.
Breaking up, he was in pain, but she was not much better. After all, this man had entered her heart and engraved into her bones and blood. If she wanted to cruelly remove him, in the end, it would only make her heart be dug into a bloody mess.
Both sides suffer losses, that's all.
However, the more trust there is and the deeper the love is, the more difficult it is to accept such an unbearable fact.