They are twins, a boy and a girl, who have been together since their mother's womb.
Therefore, she could hide her inner feelings from anyone except him. She lowered her head, and a layer of mist unconsciously covered her eyes.
She tried very hard to ignore the bitterness in her heart and wanted to pretend that nothing had happened. However, as soon as she picked up her favorite ceramic pen holder, she couldn't help shaking and it fell heavily to the ground with a "bang".
Smashed into pieces.
Ceramic fragments were scattered everywhere.
She stared at it in a daze, looking at those fragments, as if she was looking at her own heart being torn into pieces, piece by piece...
The tears could no longer be held back and fell in big drops.
Bai Yeqing felt a pain in his chest, and he stood up and silently held her in his arms. She buried her face in his shoulder, suppressing her tears, not daring to cry out loud, and only her trembling shoulders showed how much pain she had endured.
"Don't be so tense. I know how tormented you have been every day for so many years."
Bai Yeqing's words seemed to have pierced the softest part of her heart.
She burst into tears.
She felt that she was a terminally ill person.
She sobbed hopelessly, "Ye Qing, can I still be okay? Can I still forget him?"
Bai Yeqing didn't dare to answer. It is said that time can dilute everything, but this relationship has been going on for a full ten years, not only has it not faded, but it has become more and more deeply rooted in the bones and blood. If it really fades, how many decades will it take
How many more decades are left in this life
"Have you...ever thought about trying to fight for it?" Bai Yeqing asked in a low voice.
"Strive for it?"
Didn't she think about it? She thought about it like crazy. She dreamed that his bride would be herself.
But…
Does she dare
She might not be afraid of bullets, but she had to retreat in order to fight for him. Night Owl's body could no longer withstand any damage. No matter how tough he was, he couldn't dodge it again and again.
If he really gave up Nalan and stayed with me, he would have to go through not only his adoptive father, but also his former brothers...
She would kill him, she would kill him...
Ten years ago, something like that happened, which meant that ten years later, she wouldn't even be qualified to fight for him...
… … … … …
Fei's house is preparing for the wedding.
Ye Xiao was waiting for someone. If she really wanted to find him, she could still find him even without his phone number. She could even come to Jude City.
As long as she wants!
But…
Day after day, the long days passed, and his world remained dark and gloomy.
That woman... never showed up...
She was on TV, being interviewed, and receiving awards from Country S, smiling and looking very proud. Everything was perfect, as if his marriage had no impact on her.
Maybe, not as if; but... indeed.
… …
Bai Suye felt that his mental state was getting worse and worse.
When the glaring spotlights shone on her, for a moment, she felt like she was going to faint. The smile on her face could no longer be disguised at any time.
Recently, even a small dose of sleeping pills has made it impossible for her to fall asleep, so she has to secretly increase the dosage.
The antidepressant pills she took had no effect at all. She was never happy, not even for a single minute.
"Minister, are you okay?"
The white wolf supported her shaky body.
She managed to stand up straight and shook her head, "I'm fine. Maybe I didn't eat breakfast this morning, so my blood sugar is a little low."
"Then go eat something quickly. Secretary Chen has prepared it for you. I'll take care of the media here."
"Okay." Bai Suye nodded and walked out of the venue.
The world finally quieted down. Secretary Chen came over quickly and said, "Minister, I've put your breakfast in the lounge."
"Thank you." Bai Suye walked slowly into the lounge.
The breakfast was very rich. She had no appetite, but she had not been feeling well recently, and she was afraid that if she continued to abuse herself like this, she might really collapse and not get up again.
She picked up the porridge, took a spoon and drank a few sips.
Sudden…
My stomach was churning.
She covered her lips, ran out uncomfortably, and rushed straight to the bathroom.
"Minister, are you okay?" Secretary Chen saw that her face looked strange and hurriedly followed her.
Bai Lang had repeatedly instructed that they should keep a close eye on Minister Bai during this period, for fear that something might happen to her.
Bai Suye vomited in the bathroom. She hadn't eaten anything during this period, but she still vomited violently, as if she was going to take out her entire stomach.
Secretary Chen was so frightened by the scene that his face turned pale.
"This is because the stomach is not in the right place, Minister, I will call the driver now, and we will go to the hospital immediately."
Bai Suye also knew that she must be sick. In the past, she was in a trance, but she had never vomited. Why this time...
She pondered for a moment, and a thought flashed through her mind, which surprised her a little.
Vomited
Last time, she and Ye Xiao were in the hotel that night, without any measures. At that time, she went directly back to Zhongshan. In front of the old man and the old lady, she couldn't go to the pharmacy to buy medicine.
That day was her safe period, so she thought there would be no problem.
But…
Are you pregnant
"Minister?" Secretary Chen called her when he saw her in a daze.
She came back to her senses, and after a while, she said weakly: "Don't go to the hospital yet, I'll go to the pharmacy."
"ah?"
The other party made a suspicious sound, and Bai Suye did not answer her again, but just scooped up a handful of water and splashed it on her face. She looked at her pale face in the mirror, and without hesitation, she grabbed her bag, stepped on her high heels, and walked out of the bathroom.
"Minister!" Secretary Chen chased after him, but he could only catch up with a figure's back.
After a while, White Wolf came out of the meeting place.
"Huh? Where's she?" She was nowhere to be seen in the lounge.
Secretary Chen replied: "The minister went to the pharmacy."
"Pharmacy? What medicine are you buying?"
"It might be gastrointestinal medicine." Secretary Chen explained: "The minister was eating breakfast just now, but suddenly she vomited. She vomited violently. I asked her to go to the hospital, but she refused and said she would go to the pharmacy first."
"Vomiting?" Bai Lang frowned. "Is her stomach in trouble? I've never seen her like this before. I have to call Dr. Fu and ask him."
"I have never seen the minister act like this before. Ah, you say, could the minister be..." Secretary Chen stared in amazement, shocked by some of his own thoughts.
"Could it be something?" Bai Lang paused for a moment while making the call.
Secretary Chen didn't finish his words and shook his head again, "No, I'm just imagining things. Minister Bai doesn't even have a boyfriend, how could she be pregnant, right?"
"Pregnant?!" White Wolf was also shocked for a moment.
"I didn't say that. Don't talk nonsense. It would be bad if Minister Bai heard it."
But Bailang didn't think this was nonsense at all.
The last time she went on a mission, she stayed with Night Owl for such a long time, so it is not completely impossible that she was pregnant.
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