Bai Suye bought a pregnancy test stick and did not return to Zhongshan, but returned to her single apartment.
After not coming back for so long, the house became increasingly deserted and quiet. It was so quiet that it seemed as if she was the only one left in the world, and the only sound she could hear was her breathing.
She put down her car keys and went into the bathroom. Two minutes later, she sat on the toilet seat, staring at the two red lines on the pregnancy test stick in a daze. She was completely stunned and couldn't come back to her senses for a long time.
She is pregnant…
Pregnant with Night Owl's child...
This should be a good thing, but...
She hugged her legs tightly and curled herself up. Everything around her was cold, the coldness penetrated from the soles of her feet, into her skin, and then spread to her heart.
Cool to the core...
She just sat there blankly, as if her soul had been sucked out of her.
After sitting there for an unknown amount of time, she finally came to her senses. She walked out of the bathroom in a daze and took out her cell phone from her bag. There were several missed calls from Bai Lang on her phone. She had no intention of replying and just called Secretary Chen.
"Secretary Chen, please help me get an appointment at a hospital other than Beisiyuan Hospital." She heard her own voice, surprisingly calm, almost insanely calm.
"Oh, okay, but what subject?"
"Gynecology."
"..." Secretary Chen was stunned for a while. After a long while, he belatedly responded with a "OK". However, Bai Suye had already hung up the phone.
so…
I didn't say anything nonsense. Minister Bai is really pregnant? But who is the father of the child
… … … … …
Bai Suye hung up the phone, opened the medicine box in the room, and poured out all the sleeping pills and antidepressants.
White and yellow pills were scattered randomly on the table, all over the place. It was a mess.
She took out the instruction manual and read it again and again.
It is forbidden for pregnant women to use.
The four words couldn't be clearer. Like a sharp blade, they pierced her eyes and made her eye sockets flush red.
She knew, she always knew...
These drugs are extremely harmful to the human body, let alone the young fetus.
She fell weakly on the sofa, holding the pillow hopelessly with one hand and pressing hard on her lower abdomen with the other hand, feeling the pain.
But she couldn't figure out where the pain was, or maybe, was there any part of her that didn't hurt
This child... could she and Night Owl's child be kept? She didn't even dare to think about it.
… …
A sleepless night.
Finally, she got up from bed and washed up. The calendar on the wall made her pause.
There are still 8 days until his wedding with Nalan...
She lowered her head and looked at her still flat belly.
She wondered, if Ye Xiao knew she was pregnant, would he at least not marry Na Lan? Even if they couldn't be together, he wouldn't marry someone else...
Although it was somewhat shameful to use an unborn child as a bargaining chip, she could not restrain her selfish desire...
However, the premise is that this child exists...
Bai Suye stopped thinking, changed her clothes, and took the medicine she had taken during this period to go out. In the hospital, from blood drawing to B-ultrasound, it took her almost the whole morning.
While waiting for the results, she sat alone in the cold corridor of the hospital, looking at the young couples around her, some looking lost, some happy.
At this moment, even if they were lost or crying, she felt indescribable envy in her heart.
At least they still have each other...
"No. 2302, Bai Suye!" The nurse's voice rang out in the corridor. She came to her senses, stood up, and walked towards the doctor's office.
The gynecologist is an old doctor with a lot of experience.
"Well, the fetus is about to be 6 weeks old (a simple science lesson for the kids: the date of pregnancy is not calculated from the day of fertilization, but from the day when the relatives come). What do you think? For the first child, I suggest that it is better to give birth to the baby. What about your boyfriend? Have you discussed it?"
Bai Suye took a deep breath and said as calmly as possible: "I don't have a boyfriend."
The old doctor looked up at her, and it seemed that she was not surprised by such a situation. He just pushed his glasses on the bridge of his nose, flipped through all the test results, and continued: "Your progesterone level is too low. You need to check the HCG level again the day after tomorrow. Whether you want to have a baby or not, you have to prepare early. If the baby is a little older, the operation will be more troublesome."
Bai Suye nodded slightly, took out some medicine from her bag, and gently placed it in front of the doctor.
The doctor took it and looked at it suspiciously, his expression becoming more serious.
"These medicines..." She looked at Bai Suye inquiringly.
"I've been eating it almost every day in the past month."
"That's terrible. These drugs are very harmful to the fetus. Look, as for your antidepressant, generally speaking, the doctor who prescribes the drug will remind you not to have a child within three months of taking the drug."
Bai Suye's breathing tightened a little, "So, this child..."
"Come for an HCG test the day after tomorrow." The doctor sighed. "I can't say for sure about the current situation, but you have to be mentally prepared anyway. After all, the dosage of the medicine you took is too high."
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Bai Suye came out of the hospital groggily. Outside, heavy snow was falling. She stared at the desolate world in a daze. For a moment, she didn't know where to go.
For the next day, every minute was extremely tormenting for her.
On the third day, after the examination, I went back to the old doctor.
"You should go back and prepare for surgery." The doctor flipped the values and handed them to her. "Under normal circumstances, HCG should double, and there will be no problem with fetal development. However, your HCG value is not normal, it has not moved at all. In other words, your fetus is not developing normally."
"Is there any medicine or injection that can increase HCG? Doctor, as long as I can keep the baby, I can endure any hardship or suffering!" She was so anxious for the first time, so anxious that she held the doctor's hand.
The doctor sighed and shook his head. "We never prescribe this kind of medicine to patients because it is futile. Even if you use artificial drugs to increase the HCG value now, your fetus will still be eliminated by nature. It's just a matter of time."
Even though he had made all the mental preparations, Bai Suye still felt a heart-wrenching pain when he heard these words and knew the result.
Without warning, his eyes turned red.
She looked at the doctor helplessly and asked in shock, "Really... is there no way to save the child?"
The words came out of my mouth, and I choked.
The doctor felt sorry for her, but was helpless. “What you need to do now is to take good care of yourself and adjust your mental state. Make sure that when the next child comes, your body can provide a healthy cradle for the child. If you are always depressed, getting pregnant again will have a great impact on the child.”