What's more, Song Qingwan's complexion was abnormally white before, which is why Lu Qidong was worried about going upstairs to find her.
The appearance of the assistant undoubtedly made him even more suspicious.
Under pressure, the assistant didn't dare to hide anything, and just explained everything in detail!
Later, I heard that Song Qingwan had stomach cancer, which was still in the advanced stage.
Lu Qidong didn't care too much anymore, and hurried in with his assistant, but Song Qingwan had already collapsed on the ground, her face was pale, her lips were black and blue, and there was a large swath of dazzling blood all over her body, which was as red as a purgatory on earth.
Song Qingwan looked at him, but Lu Qidong only pursed his lips and remained silent.
Obviously still annoyed, Song Qingwan deliberately concealed her illness.
Seeing this, Song Qingwan sighed, her voice was very hoarse: "...you know everything?"
Lu Qidong was still angry and didn't want to talk to her, how could Song Qingwan hide from them a disease like advanced gastric cancer that could kill people at any time!
Even if she kept it from him, she shouldn't have kept it from Lu Junhan and Lu Anran for so long!
But when he raised his eyes and saw her weak and pale appearance, Lu Qidong finally softened his heart and replied hoarsely,
"Not only did I know, but Xiao Hanhan and Xiao Anran also knew about it. They guarded you last night and went back to rest after hearing that you were fine."
When Song Qingwan heard the words, she paused first, and murmured: "...how do you all know?"
Lu Qidong's voice became hoarse, and his eyes became more red:
"If I didn't find out, how long are you going to keep it from us?"
Song Qingwan sighed,
"It's not a good thing, I just thought, if I tell you one day later, you will be less sad, anyway... Anyway, sooner or later, I will..."
Lu Qidong didn't speak, just closed his eyes.
Song Qingwan couldn't continue speaking, and her eyes suddenly turned red.
"elder brother… "
Lu Anran saw the expressionless Lu Junhan standing at the door, his eyes were slightly red, and his expression was haggard.
Lu Qidong asked them to go back and change their clothes, and then come back after taking a shower, but how could they be in this mood, if they didn't see Song Qingwan wake up with their own eyes, they wouldn't feel at ease.
In fact, she also heard what Song Qingwan said.
She also knew that she didn't finish that word.
One, a word none of them wanted to face.
The word "death" is such a funny word when joking around.
But now it's on the hospital bed, but I dare not even mention it.
Compared to Lu Qidong's seriousness and depression, Song Qingwan seemed to be used to it, she blinked and forced back her tears.
After so many years of ups and downs, how could she not know that tears are the most useless thing.
Her expression was cold and strong, her expression and attitude were the same as before, and she even smiled:
"Tell me, how long can I live?"
Lu Qidong was quiet for a long, long time before he spoke out with difficulty, "The doctor said... it's only less than a month."
After finishing speaking, he took another deep breath and gritted his teeth, "I will find a way to cure you."
"Brother, accept your fate, I can't cure it."
Song Qingwan shook her head, and said this cruel fact with a smile.
Lu Qidong closed his eyes suddenly, and clenched his teeth tightly.
Song Qingwan didn't dare to look at him, she stared straight at the ceiling, and murmured in a daze:
"If you can live, who doesn't want to live? I have tried it a long time ago. I have had surgery, I have also tried chemotherapy, and I have taken a lot of medicine, but if it can't be cured, it won't be cured. I It's just that I don't have this life, and... it hurts too much, it really hurts too much."
"I don't want to be treated any more," Song Qingwan looked away, with tears in her eyes, looked at Lu Qidong with red eyes, rare vulnerability: "Brother... I want to go home."
A burst of soreness surged straight up, Lu Qidong looked at her fragile expression, her throat seemed to be stuffed with cotton, not only her eyes were scarlet, but even the roots of her teeth were trembling:
"Xiaowan, don't be willful, brother... brother will cure you, I will find a way to cure you..."
"But, brother, I'm so tired. I've been treated for more than three years,"
Song Qingwan interrupted him softly, her expression was a little dazed, probably because she saw her brother and finally had something to rely on, what Song Qingwan, who is usually so strong, would never say, now she said everything to Lu Qidong.
she murmured:
"I actually don't like hospitals at all. Surgery hurts, chemotherapy hurts, and injections hurt too. Brother, I'm not as brave as you. I really don't want to be treated anymore. I just want to go home and walk quietly... In the last month, I just lay on my own bed, in my own room, and walked quietly without pain."
Song Qingwan had always been cold and forceful, but now she was as confused and vulnerable as a child.
Lu Qidong couldn't hold back for a while, tears welled up in his eyes, "What about us?"
Seeing her pale and cold face looking over in a daze, as if he didn't react, Lu Qidong took a deep breath, gritted his teeth and said:
"You want to go quietly, but have you ever thought about how sad we will be, have you ever thought about how sad Lili will be, if she can't find her aunt..."
"Brother, I thought about it, how could I not think about it,"
Song Qingwan smiled, her voice was very soft, but her eyes looked at the bird flying freely on the branch outside the window, her face was pale and weak:
"But I'm really tired. I feel like I've been so tired all my life. I just want to relax a bit in the last days of my life, okay? I won't tell you about my illness. In fact, I really, really I really want to walk comfortably in my last days. I want to go back to my childhood, carefree, lying on my own little bed, just like sleeping in the past, tell me A story and I sleep, that's enough."
Lu Qidong was silent.
Song Qingwan smiled,
"Actually, you should know that my disease was diagnosed several years ago. It was still in the early stage, but I was probably the same as you. I was too unlucky! I just didn't survive! The doctor said at the time that I was fine. It’s early, the disease is very likely to be completely cured in the early stage, but then guess what, within a year after the operation, my disease relapsed, and the cancer cells spread rapidly. When I found out, it was already cured. It's a bad late stage, now that I think about it, we are indeed brothers and sisters, so unlucky!"
Lu Qidong said hoarsely,
"But I'm cured now, and you can too."
Song Qingwan seemed to be completely immersed in her own thoughts, did not hear his words, and only muttered to herself:
"I was thinking at the time that I only had two years to live. In fact, I was quite unwilling. At that time, Lu Anran was married, and my father often lived in the old house, and I found out that I had stomach cancer. , I was afraid that that brat would find out, so I moved out too. So at that time, that brat Lu Junhan lived alone in the bustling Lu family when he was a child."