I put down the wooden comb, stood behind Ruxue with my arms folded, and watched the sunset outside the window with her. Let her hair be blown by the breeze and gently caress my face. I said: "No." Imagine it? Then what did you imagine me to be like?"
"Well, I think since he is a brother, he should look like Chengxin, gentle, delicate, and gentle. I didn't expect that when I saw you, you would look like a stupid young man, impulsive, stupid, and sometimes Well, he's not stupid. He's a bit of a gangster, a bit of a bachelor, and a bit of a gambler." At this point, Ruxue suddenly laughed out loud as she spoke.
I also giggled, but felt something was wrong, so I asked, "Why am I a bad gambler?" I didn't remember that I had a gambling problem.
"You are a gambler. When you reach a seemingly dead end, you will never choose a safe way. Instead, you will choose a dangerous way to gamble and bet on a better situation." Ruxue said.
I knew she was talking about me taking her and Hui Gen'er out of the Black Rock Miao Village, and I also knew she was talking about how I must take Hui Gen'er with me. I really feel like I'm a gambler.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but laugh out loud, and then asked: "Then, you were disappointed, right? You still think you like Brother Chengxin, right?"
Ruxue was silent, and after a long time she said: "I don't like Cheng Xin. Can I control my liking? If I can, I really, really don't like it."
"I'm afraid I can't control my liking. So, I'm here." I sighed as I looked out the window at the setting sun that dyed the clouds in the sky red. The sun was about to set after all.
"Is there any result from coming here?" Ruxue finally turned around and looked at me. Her face was obviously thinner, and for the first time there was that confused look in her big eyes. She was really here. Ask me if there are any results? Instead of confirming it yourself, you are just asking me.
My heart ached when I saw it, and I looked at her and said: "Ever since Master told me the question to choose, this is also the question that I have been confused about a few days ago, but then I figured it out, do you want to listen? ?”
She nodded, really like a helpless child.
I didn't look into Ruxue's eyes, but looked out the window and whispered: "What is the result? From the moment everyone is born, the result is already destined to be death. You can't say that a person's life is the pursuit of death. Is it? The important thing lies in the process, in whether we have allowed our souls to sublimate while we are still alive. The same is true for love. A glance lasts ten thousand years, and a moment is eternal. As long as we are in love, what does the length of time together mean? ? Even if we don’t go through life and death, we will always be separated. Is being together for a long time the result? "
Ruxue said nothing, just looked at me, as smart as she was, with a hint of understanding in her eyes.
"As long as I have you in my heart, one day together is a lifetime, because no one can erase the memory of loving you from my life. No one can! So, Ruxue, I like you, if you like me too If so, can we be together? Don’t think about the length of time, or the so-called pressure and worries. We can love each other selfishly and freely for a while, then respect each other’s choices, miss each other, and live our own lives without regrets. , okay?" I said to Ruxue seriously.
Ruxue didn't answer me. She said: "I am a Gu girl and you are a Taoist priest. If you want to marry me, you must give up your inheritance and switch to the witch path, because if a person from your own village wants to marry a Gu girl, Even if you are not a great witch, you must be a sorcerer, so that future generations will be more spiritual, inherit the way of witchcraft, and protect this village. Your lineage is unwilling to give up its inheritance. From the first day I met you , I can see from your look that you are unwilling. Just like your master."
"Actually, you are wrong. It's not that I refuse to give up my inheritance, but that I refuse to give up my master, his life-saving grace, my relationship with him for more than ten years, and his true teachings for more than ten years. So, there is one person I refuse to give up, and the same goes for my master. The only thing he refuses to give up is his master, the master who rescued him, helped him avenge him, and nurtured him to become a talented person. "I am very happy. Said to Ruxue seriously.
"You are unwilling to give up on a person, and I am unwilling to give up on this village where I was raised and raised. Ruyue and I's parents passed away too early, and this village gave us too much warmth. As a Gu girl, if If you insist on marrying an outsider, you will be expelled from the village. You know, we Miao people value blood and are all descendants of Chi You, especially sorcerers, and the Gu girl is Chi You's favorite. We cannot let the blood flow out. Even for life. If you don't marry, you won't marry for the rest of your life, and you can't... I don't want to be expelled from the village, this is my life." Ruxue lowered her head and said softly.
Both of us understand this kind of conversation. I have told her my choice just now, and now, she is also telling me her choice.
This is the choice we have to make. I want to be with her, unless I give up my heritage and my identity of this lineage. And if she wants to be with me, she has to give up the same things, her own identity and her own village.
We are all the same people, it is difficult to get close to others, but our inner feelings are burning, so we can't give up, so we will love each other again.
"So, have we all chosen?" I asked, looking at Ruxue.
"Yeah." Ruxue replied in a low voice.
As for whether she loves me or not, she has already given me the answer in the conversation. She has sketched me out again and again in Ruyue's narration about her, full of curiosity. In that hellish place of Black Rock Miao Village, we have also known each other for a long time. attract.
She loves me, a very pure and direct love. She doesn't say it, she just proves it with her life and the natal Gu that she treats as life.
"So even if she doesn't have her life Gu, she still counts as a Gu girl?" I'm not unwilling. I've already expected this choice. It's just that I'm worried about her.
"Forget it, with my physique, I can raise the natal Gu again." Ruxue replied.
I nodded, and then said to Ruxue: "Half a year, then half a year. In winter, I will go to Heiyan Miao Village to work hard again. Before that, I want to be with you. Then, no matter what happens in the future When I go to Heiyan Miao Village, whether I am alive or dead, I have no regrets."
After saying that, I looked at Ruxue seriously and said, "This is our result, do you accept it?"
For the first time, Ruxue took the initiative to hold my hand, put my hand gently on her face, and said, "Isn't this bitter for half a year? What if I spend the rest of my life thinking about it?"
"Who has no nostalgia in their life? Who has no regrets? People must know how to appreciate nostalgia and regret. I only know that if I have loved you, I will never regret it. I will never forget the way you carried me out. "
"Just like I can't forget, there was a silly boy who pulled me behind me, and then got into a fight with Bu Zhou for no reason." At this point, Ruxue smiled, her eyes narrowed into beautiful crescent moons, so beautiful Damn, this is the first time I've seen someone smile so broadly.
At this time, I couldn't help it anymore, I gently pulled her and hugged her into my arms. I didn't dare to use too much force, and my whole body was trembling slightly. I knew that it would take a lifetime of bitterness to pay for it. I won't regret the sweetness of this moment.
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We all lived in Yueyan Miao Village, and I began to fall in love with Ruxue. I was originally a little afraid of seeing Ruyue, but who knew that Ruyue was no longer in the village, but went to Beijing. She said that she wanted to let Qinhuai Take her on a tour of Beijing.
I really want to call Qinhuai and ask him to take good care of Ruyue, but I think it's nonsense. Can Qinhuai take good care of Ruyue? And at this time, I'd better not disturb Ruyue. With Ruyue's cheerful, hot, and quirky temperament, she might turn back into my sister Ruyue when she comes back.
I don't care much about what Master and the others are busy with. In the eyes of lovers, even if the sky falls, they only see each other.
Ruxue and I would walk hand in hand and read books together every day. I would tell her a lot of interesting things and little knowledge about Taoism, and she would also tell me some things about voodoo. For example, I finally found out that they were hiding voodoo. Where.
It turns out that their belts, aprons, or cuffs are made like bullet bags, and bamboo tubes are inserted one after another.
As for how to take it out, this is a matter of technique. After all, it is a quick word, just like the God of Gamblers. You never know when he changed the cards.
Days like this are great, and lovers are happy, right