When I packed up neatly and arrived in front of everyone, I obviously felt that everyone was in a better mood. A purposeful life is always stronger and more meaningful than a directionless life. It is better to have a leader than to fumble alone. Take it easy.
As Ruxue said, everyone knows that this superficial spirit is an illusion, but it has a cheering effect to some extent.
Facing me like this, everyone's mood has undoubtedly improved a lot. What exactly Grandma Ling Qing explained was Ru Yue told everyone: "My grandma said that people of Grandpa Jiang's generation have always had the biggest problem in their lives. Wish, that wish is also their secret. It is too difficult, too vain, and too dangerous, so according to Grandpa Jiang’s character, it will not involve the next generation. And this decision has been made by him long ago As for my grandma, she must accompany Grandpa Jiang. She told my sister and me that she has been carrying the village on her back all her life, and she has also done things for the country, and is the link between the cooperation between the Bai Miao and the Han people. She will be tired when she gets old. Do what you want to do and have no regrets.”
Kisaragi's words actually didn't contain any clues at all, but they made us feel better. It seems that the masters all chose this irresponsible way to leave, but they just didn't want the next generation to repeat their path. .
However, you can arrange plans and plan our future, but you can never arrange our feelings. The feelings we have had over the years have destined us to one day embark on the same path as you. If you continue to pursue it, you will definitely find it.
Thinking of this, I always feel that this is the fate of our lineage. I feel a little helpless, a little heartbroken, and mostly confused, because I don't know what Master and the others have done, and how should I do it
I subconsciously pinched my brows, but I didn't expect Hui Gen'er to squat down in front of me and cry, and said, "Why did Master leave?"
I pulled Hui Gen'er up, not knowing how to comfort him. At 13 years old, he might have endured more than me.
Seeing this situation, Ru Yue pulled Hui Gen'er over and said: "Your master is with Grandpa Jiang. They are lifelong good partners. That kind of friendship has gone deep into the bones. Hui Gen'er, just like you are with San Treat him like a brother, they have the same feelings as brothers. My grandma also told me about your master. She said that for such dangerous things, Uncle Hui must be with Grandpa Jiang, and Uncle Hui also has his own To pursue, he also has to go through something and find something. Hui Gen'er, you will understand when you grow up."
Actually, I don't know what Uncle Hui is thinking. Our master has disappeared and we are all still adults, but Hui Gen'er is a minor. Do we need Hui Gen'er to return to secular life and return home? Can he still adapt to the world of ordinary people? Uncle Hui is better than my master...
I don't know how to describe it, but later I learned that Uncle Hui had never let go of Hui Gen'er, and he had already made arrangements.
We only learned about all this a week later, when Brother Chengqing arrived here with two boxes of ashes.
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It was drizzling that day, and our wait at Zhulin Xiaozhu was already the 7th day.
No one was impatient, and no one mentioned leaving. During these days, no one dared to leave anyone, because no one dared to bear this huge sadness alone.
During these seven days, we should stay close to each other to keep each other warm. We talked, practiced, discussed Taoism, and read books, and we deliberately did not talk about Master. Although we have already decided what we are going to do in the future, we need someone. The settling period of grief.
Especially what Ruyue said about Ling Qing, what Master and the others did was very dangerous, and we were even more uneasy. Which one of us didn't have hope in our hearts? I hope to see the masters alive instead of receiving the final news of their death.
Therefore, we need more time to calm ourselves, to be able to calmly arrange the future and deal with all things.
7 days is not a long time, but it is also a good buffer period. At least it is enough time for us to bury the deep-rooted sadness in our hearts. Although I still can't bury it deep in my heart and keep it calm on the surface, I can still seem to live peacefully, and occasionally I can laugh and joke, although the smile is not necessarily sincere.
This morning, it was drizzling. Brother Chengxin said to me early in the morning: "Chengyi, this should be the last spring rain."
Thinking of the day after Master left, there was a drizzle. I always felt a little repulsed by the drizzle. I always felt that it was inseparable from sadness. When faced with Brother Chengxin's words, I had no idea.
It was such a morning that Brother Chengqing came. He didn't hold an umbrella, so he just walked to Zhulin Xiaozhu with two boxes and a backpack on his back.
I was sitting in front of the corridor in a daze. I was the first to see Brother Chengqing. Seeing him like this, I quickly went into the house, took an umbrella, and greeted him.
Under the umbrella, Brother Chengqing's expression was as calm as ours, but there was an indelible sadness in his eyes. The first thing he said to me was this: "Chengyi, I didn't come alone. I brought Master and Junior Sister here."
I didn't react at once, Master Li, Junior Aunt? I subconsciously asked: "Where are they?"
But as soon as I asked the question, I knew the answer, and the next moment I burst into tears again. I know that Master and the others had a little junior sister. Many years ago, when the master and the others were still young, he had passed away. Master Li and his little sister were brought here together. Isn’t that... .
Has Uncle Li gone? I was in a daze, but Brother Chengqing hugged the two urns tighter and said, "Bring them into the house first."
I nodded, held an umbrella and followed Brother Chengqing.
Sadness, don’t you want to stop? Looking at the two newly added ashes caskets on the table where the three memorials were originally laid, I only had this thought in my mind.
In this world, another person who cared about me has gone.
After respectfully placing the two urns, and after we all bowed to the urns several times, Brother Chengqing already had two lines of tears on his face. He turned around and said to us who were sobbing: "I I owe you an explanation, after all, my master is also your uncle, so I have to explain everything."
We listened quietly, and Brother Chengqing wiped the tears from his cheeks before saying: "Master has reached a state of perfection in life divination and divination, and he has long known that his end is coming. Originally, he could be with his uncles Let's pursue together and fulfill the last wish of our lives. But he doesn't want to leave his little sister, their little sister. He said, if I go there, I'm afraid even my ashes won't be buried with her, that's all, that's all. , you all have a lot to explain to your disciples, so let me be the last person to take over, and after I leave, Chengqing will bring your explanations."
After hearing this, I already understood that Uncle Li and his little sister-in-law had a relationship. In the end, he chose to stay in the world to accompany his little sister-in-law and be buried in the same cave after his death.
I don’t understand why I have such an idea to stay in this world, but didn’t Brother Chengqing say that if I go there, I’m afraid even the ashes won’t be buried together
All of a sudden, my mind seemed to suddenly wake up and I caught something.
However, the sadness of Master Uncle's death still overwhelmed me instantly. I couldn't think too much about it, and Brother Chengqing also continued to say: "Actually, you are luckier than me. Fortunately, maybe you can still see Master alive." , my uncles. But I am also luckier than you, being able to die for Master with my own hands. Master does not want to have too much sadness when parting from life to death. He said that death is just a hurdle that people have to face, and it is also a beginning. There is no need to be too sad. So don’t inform so many people, just leave quietly. He said that the bamboo forest building is quiet and quiet, and he and his little sister-in-law can be buried here after death. "
Having said this, Brother Chengqing paused and said: "Master said that he never had a hometown in his life, and he always wandered with his ancestors. The place where his ancestors are is his hometown. Therefore, it is important to be buried in a place where our lineage exists. This place can be regarded as the fallen leaves returning to their roots. In addition... "
When Brother Chengqing said this, he paused again and then said: "Originally, my uncles' plan was three years ago, and they wanted to be with my master. Unfortunately, my master has decided to stay, and it has been postponed until now. , they want to spend some time together one last time, after all, they missed decades because of many things that happened back then."
By gathering, do you mean gathering at Zhulin Xiaozhu? Or is everyone still reluctant to let go of their own concerns and use this to spend more time
"This time I came, I brought a lot of letters, which my uncles each wanted to give to you. In addition, there is this thing, which was delivered to Chengyi's old residence in Beijing. One month after Chengyi left, Then it came to me." Brother Chengqing said this.
What is it, is it a letter from Gao Ning? That was the first thought that came to my mind.