When faced with Brother Chengxin’s question, Shen Xing did not evade, but said directly: “Yes, because of him. In my life, he is not only a brother, but also a friend and a lover. He even shouldered a part of the responsibility. As a father, he was almost everything to me during the years I had him."
Brother Chengxin was silent. Shen Xing's words were very simple, but the emotions contained in these simple words reached deep into his soul! Therefore, Brother Chengxin had no way to say anything.
This is a relationship that has been paved over a long period of time. How many such years are there in life
Or maybe Shen Xing was just wrong. She didn't want to give herself or Brother Chengxin another chance to pave the way for such a relationship.
"Su Chengxin, I came back to wait for you. I always feel that I owe you an explanation. I selfishly used you to make myself happy for a day when I was desperate. In fact, I wanted to give myself a choice. Su Chengxin, I can tell you "Sorry?" Shen Xing's voice came faintly.
"Don't say you're sorry to me. You've already left, right? You always have to take back your feelings. If you can't take them back, just give it to time." Brother Chengxin whispered.
"There is a diary in my closet. Chengyi should keep it and burn the other things on fire." Shen Xing said suddenly.
I was a little confused, so I asked, "Why do you want me to keep it?"
"That diary records some things about me. It can be regarded as a trace of my past in the world. I didn't give it to Su Chengxin because I wanted him to forget me quickly. I...I hope he is happy. If one day, Now that Su Chengxin can let go of me, you can give this to him, or tell him the story in the diary." Shen Xing said to me.
Brother Chengxin was at the side, pinching his eyebrows, unable to refute.
"Okay, this meeting is just to give Su Chengxin an explanation. For the rest, let Master Liu find a way to let me go." Shen Xing smiled slightly and said calmly, that smile was just like that day when Chengxin and I Brother Chengxin saw her smile when she was waiting at the door. That was the first time she and Brother Chengxin met.
"I am looking for someone to save you." I said to Shen Xing.
"It doesn't matter who it is, I have used my life to protect the perfection of this relationship. I'm tired and it's time to let go of this life. So, it doesn't matter who it is, I just know that it's time for me to leave." Shen Xing answered me this way.
"No, don't leave yet." Brother Chengxin, who had been silent all this time, suddenly spoke.
I looked at Brother Chengxin worriedly. Did he still insist on keeping Shen Xing? And Shen Xing's expression also became a little surprised and a little sad.
Brother Chengxin didn't care about this, he just walked a few steps to the bed and said: "Give me a hug, give me a hug, my heart won't hurt so much. Maybe, this hug will allow you to protect me in the end." Love is no longer perfect, but I insist on wanting it. If you don’t owe me an explanation or an apology, you owe me a hug.”
Hearing what Brother Chengxin said, I breathed a sigh of relief. I looked at Shen Xing worriedly. She was so persistent in her relationship, would she give Brother Chengxin a hug
But Shen Xing looked like she was crying. Unfortunately, she was a spirit and couldn't shed tears. She stood up, walked to Brother Chengxin, hugged Brother Chengxin, and rested her head on Brother Chengxin's chest.
Helpless, this was a hug between yin and yang. Brother Chengxin couldn't feel Shen Xing's body at all, and Shen Xing couldn't feel Brother Chengxin's body temperature either.
But this moment was also the moment when a miracle happened. Brother Chengxin stretched out his arms as if he really felt it, and repaid Shen Xing perfectly. Under my eyes, they hugged each other perfectly.
"This is how you look in my memory." Brother Chengxin spoke in a low voice.
"I'm sorry, forgive me for wanting to protect a relationship willfully and then hurt you. If people really reincarnate, I hope I can meet you again in the next life. At that time, I will not miss you again. That day's date will be Think of it as our unfinished date, and what I say today is my promise to you." Shen Xing's voice sounded in Brother Chengxin's arms.
"Yes." Brother Chengxin shed tears, but pretended to be relaxed and said, "It's great that my wife in the next life is actually settled in this life."
I can't describe the sadness at this moment. The embrace between yin and yang is very beautiful. Unfortunately, before the word beauty, its definition is sadness, something poignant and beautiful, which is more sad than pure sadness.
A long time later, I accidentally watched a TV series with Brother Chengxin. When the theme song of the TV series played, Brother Chengxin burst into tears for no reason, and I will always think of this hug between yin and yang.
"Forgive me for not knowing how to cherish that day and only knowing how to do bad things. I hope you can listen to your heart in the void at this moment... If there is really an unfinished date in the future, and there really is such a deep love again, I wish God To prove..."
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No matter what kind of sadness in life, it will always be annihilated with time. You can't forget it, but time can forget it, because you will die and reincarnate, but time will always be there. Your sadness is not worth mentioning in time. Because time can even forget you in the end... .
I don't want to deliberately comfort Brother Chengxin. The fact that he can vent his emotions shows that he is still nostalgic for this world, which is why he is sad.
When a person is completely calm when facing emotions, either he has attained enlightenment, or he is already desperate.
Therefore, I allowed Brother Chengxin to get drunk every day for the past two days. I would even drink with him, but I would never say a word of comfort.
We are classmates, we are also friends and brothers, and a good brother does not mean to persuade you to be sensible at any time, but to accompany you in sadness.
On the afternoon of the third day, I rubbed my head, which was still aching after waking up, and glanced at Brother Chengxin, who was still sleeping with a hangover. I went to the toilet in a daze and washed my face with cold water.
Under the stimulation of the icy cold water, I felt a lot better. Looking at my face that was still dripping in the mirror, I was thinking, is it okay to drive to the airport to pick up Hui Gen'er like this
Many years have passed in the blink of an eye. During these years, Hui Gen'er has been following this master and that master, plus studying, which is very busy! Every time we meet, we are in a hurry and can't stay long. More importantly, after careful calculation, I haven't seen this guy for a whole year and a half.
It has been 5 years since Master and the others left, and Uncle Hui left. It has been 5 years, and Hui Gen'er must be 16 years old.
Since this kid lived a relatively pure life when he was young, he matured relatively late. I always think of the way this kid used to jump on me when he saw me when he was 11 years old. Thinking about it, I couldn't help but laugh.
In addition, Master Liu was very affectionate towards Shen Xing. In order to save Shen Xing, he postponed his daughter's surgery for a few days. He also told me that his daughter also shed tears for Shen Xing's death. tears.
Yes, humans are not grass and trees, how can they be ruthless
Even a person living in purgatory still has feelings and is qualified to grieve, as long as he or she is still a human being!
Hurry up and pick up Hui Gen'er. In my heart, I wish I could save Shen Xing tonight. This is the best for Shen Xing. It is not a good thing to be surrounded by injustice.
Maybe it was the icy cold water that made me sober, maybe it was the breeze along the way that made me sober. In short, after a night of hangover, I was able to drive the car to the airport smoothly. Should I be grateful to Qinhuai for lending me the car?
I bought a magazine at the airport and found a place to sit, waiting for Hui Gener.
Guessing that the time was coming, I kept looking at the station entrance, but when I looked around, I didn't see Hui Gen'er. Could this Hui Gen'er be there? I frowned slightly. This time I couldn't contact the elusive Jue Yuan, so I thought of contacting Hui Gen'er. In fact, I didn't want to delay his studies, but was this kid trying to let me go
Just when I was guessing, my eyes suddenly blurred. Before I could react, a figure pounced on me, and then a tight bear hug, and I was almost strangled to death.
When that figure let go of me, I was stunned, Hui Gen'er