However, Master Liu seemed unwilling to give a detailed explanation to this same type of person. He said a little tiredly: "This involves Shen Xing's personal matters, so I won't say more. In the other room at the end of the corridor, you go to see Shen Xing." Bar."
When Brother Chengxin heard this, he stood up and left. I quickly followed behind Brother Chengxin. Standing in the corridor, I grabbed Brother Chengxin and said, "Brother Chengxin, I know Shen Xing is a very good person." For a girl, it’s normal for men to like her! But the time is short after all, I hope you let it go.”
Brother Chengxin's eyes were a little red, which was caused by the exhaustion of several days of insomnia. He just looked at me with red eyes, and then leaned against the wall weakly. Then his voice was hoarse due to fatigue and sadness. My ears: "Chengyi, Ruxue is perfect, right? So, I used to be attracted to Ruxue, and I had beautiful feelings, but it was just a temptation, just a distant liking, and I never thought about having her! Because Snow to me is like clouds in the sky, beautiful but also far away..."
When I mentioned Ruxue, I fell silent. I also had the feeling that Brother Chengxin described when I saw Ruxue for the first time. She was beautiful, but she was also far away... It’s just that she and I were on the run. But the fate is just like what is sung in that song. You who were careless at first, and me who were careless when I was young, the love in the mortal world is just because of the stagnation of life in a hurry...
I was a little sad, but Brother Chengxin continued to tell: "But, what is Shen Xing to me? It is the happiness that I thought was within easy reach! She is very real in my life, not as unreachable as Ruxue, she Beautiful, smart, restrained, tenacious, she has all the qualities I like in a girl. The most important thing is that I pity her. When I heard her walking alone in the old forest, I was still curious about her. , people say that liking someone starts from curiosity, and if you are still curious about them when you like them, it will become love! Chengyi, I don’t know how to explain it clearly to you, do you know? When I was a child, I came here to depend on my master. After my master left, the loneliness was deep in my bones..."
I looked up and said: "I know!" Yes, the loneliness that penetrates my bones... and the sadness!
"But in this case, a girl you like appears. Her appearance gives you hope that you will not be lonely in the future. It's not surprising that your liking turns into deep love! I just don't want to say it on the surface. I and I Just like you, if you have been alone for too long, you are afraid of getting hurt, so you hide it... Don't use time to measure my feelings. On the last day, I spent time with her, laughed together, walked together in the streets, drank together, and... Look, it’s like a dream. She is very cruel. When I have the most beautiful dream, she makes me wake up violently, but I don’t want to wake up, so... So... I want to keep her, but you don’t want me to. Tell me something big, I really want to..." Brother Chengxin said the last word, as if he was mumbling to himself. In fact, I know the four of us senior brothers and sisters very well, because we all have the same wounds, Otherwise, we should not be allowed to put in our feelings. Once we put in our feelings, they are already extremely deep.
He looks like a playboy but is as gentle as jade and is very popular with girls. The same goes for the uninhibited brother Chengxin!
I can't say anything wrong now, because it was the first time I saw such a weak Brother Chengxin. I just stayed silent for a while and said: "Let's go see Shen Xing... We are not going well, so you have to say goodbye." , and I am born and separated, but I still have to face it, right?"
Brother Chengxin said nothing and followed me into the room at the other end of the corridor.
Stepping into this room, I think this should be the cleanest and warmest room in Master Liu's small building...
Small, neat bookshelf, clean wardrobe, desk with some beautiful gadgets, the color matches the bed sheets, and the same pastoral style floral curtains... .
There is also a big rag doll on the bed, and there is a photo frame on the bedside table. I haven't opened my clairvoyance, so I haven't seen Shen Xing yet.
As soon as Brother Chengxin walked in, he felt a little embarrassed, so I pushed him down on the small double sofa next to him and sat down.
I didn't rush to open my eyes, but walked over, picked up the photo frame, and looked at it. In the photo frame was a photo. The background of the photo was a suburb filled with blooming mountain flowers. In the photo, there were two people of the right age, smiling. So brilliant, one of them is Shen Xing.
At that time, she was a little more youthful and energetic than when we saw her. She hugged the neck of the other person in the photo, smiled so happily, and the corners of her eyes and eyebrows were full of happiness...
The other person in the photo is a man, fair and elegant, wearing a pair of glasses. Compared with Shen Xing's happy and unassuming look, he is a little shy and his smile is much more reserved. In the photo, his eyes are It also fell on Shen Xing's body, a pair of eyes filled with love and care.
Just by looking at a photo like this, you can tell that the two people in the photo are very much in love with each other.
"Can you show me the photo?" Brother Chengxin whispered.
I don’t know if the happiness recorded in this photo will also hurt Brother Chengxin, but we are people of the same lineage as Lao Li, and we have long understood that life is not just about good things. Brother Chengxin should not be so I was fragile, so I just hesitated slightly and handed the photo to Brother Chengxin.
Brother Chengxin took the photo and looked at it greedily. After looking at it for a short while, he took off his glasses and let his tears fall on the glass of the photo frame. After a long time, he said: "He seems to be a good person, and he seems to love Shen Xing very much. Is this a test that I can't pass?"
I didn't answer, but at this moment, a voice seemed to come into our minds at the same time: "Yes, he is the one I can't pass. His name is Guan Rui, and he is the most important person in my life." , the year he died, we were about to get married."
This is the unique communication method of spiritual bodies, and the voice is still so familiar, it is Shen Xing.
At that moment, I opened my heavenly eyes and saw Shen Xing for the first time. Under my heavenly eyes, she was still wearing the light beige windbreaker she wore on the day she died. She looked very refreshed and was sitting on the bed with a very calm expression. .
As soon as Brother Chengxin heard Shen Xing's voice, he collapsed. He stood up immediately, tears streaming down his face. Then he sat down slumped, holding his head, and cried in a low voice: "Shen Xing, are you here?" Where, I can’t see you..."
I sat next to Brother Chengxin and patted Brother Chengxin on the shoulder to express comfort. I pointed to the bed and whispered to Brother Chengxin: "She is there, don't get excited."
"Yes, can you two eldest children be a little calmer and behave like mature men? Especially you, Su Chengxin, in my heart you are not such a fragile person. It is really uneasy and uneasy. I feel like I have hurt you deeply, do you want me to leave without concern?" Shen Xing spoke.
Brother Chengxin quickly wiped away his tears. From the bottom of his heart, Brother Chengxin was also kind. He wanted to keep Shen Xing, but Shen Xing had just expressed his intention to leave, and he didn't want Shen Xing to leave unhappy.
We were silent for a while, and finally Shen Xing spoke first: "Actually, Master Liu has a way to let you see me. Otherwise, with my little ability, how could I speak to you so clearly? Unless you are in a dream, I asked for a dream! But I refused. When I finally chose to leave, I didn’t want you to care about me any more, Su Chengxin, do you understand? "
Brother Chengxin shook his head and said: "I don't understand, and I don't want to understand! I can make you happy again, why do you insist on making this choice?"
"Haha, actually I don't know whether my choice is right or wrong, but I am very aware of my own extremes. Don't think that I am very rational. In fact, I am very extreme in my heart... because I am a child without relatives. , I grew up in an orphanage, so I am very extreme and defensive. I cannot allow my cherished feelings to be desecrated." Shen Xing's voice came faintly.
I didn't say anything, but I saw her expression suddenly become sad. I didn't plan to explain this problem to Brother Chengxin. It would only make him more sad. Besides, if I don't let Brother Chengxin have any more concerns, it's also Shen Xing's fault. desire.
I was silent, but Brother Chengxin's voice was full of anger: "Why is it blasphemy? Why is it blasphemy? I don't understand, I really don't understand you!"
In fact, I understand what Shen Xing means, but only because I am not a person in power and I am not obsessed with it.
"Because...because I found that I will like you, or fall in love with you in the end." Shen Xing's voice began to sound sad.
Brother Chengxin suddenly fell off the sofa, and then he stared at the bed that seemed empty to him and said, "Why? Why? Why is it blasphemy for you to like me?"
After saying that, Brother Chengxin excitedly picked up the photo and asked, "Is it because of him?"